The Spirit World

Chapter 375: False is true and true is false.

The golden door rotates here, glowing and illuminating this white world.

"I'm so sorry..." He placed his hands on his knees and looked into her eyes.

Their eyes met, but there was no emotion.

Just like the water before the boat sails, the wind before the clouds rise.

"I didn't do my best... This is something I should feel guilty about for the rest of my life... I am so weak..."

"Uh-huh," she replied.

It was as if it was saying, I understand, but it didn't answer. It just made a sound with its vocal cavity, accompanied by the corners of its mouth rising up and then falling back.

"Now... I want to take this body away... I hope you don't mind..." He continued, his eyes all the time looking at her. That's all. His face was just calm, as if sadness had never happened.

There were some tears in his eyes. His eyes were filled with the red of her gorgeous clothes, as if the bright red hot blood was spilled on her body. The red dress was floating like a veil, and the silk was shining with white light. That was the whiteness of this world...

This boundless land is all white and clean.

"I hope you won't be so sad. Everything has its own logic. The sky has its destiny, the earth has its destiny, and I have my destiny." She laughed softly again: "This logic cannot be violated, just like flowers, birds, insects, fish, beasts, and birds. They are all part of this world. Birth, aging, illness, and death are sometimes just a matter of a thought. There is nothing to be sad about."

"In the common sense of the world, does it mean that what the heaven and earth think is always there is the most correct? If so, the creation between heaven and earth can control itself, so why should there be the suffering of coming and going in the human world? What is destined by heaven is ultimately false..."

He had no intention of arguing, but even so, he choked up a little.

"It's destined by heaven...it's all false..." She chuckled, shook her head lightly, and looked at him.

"If, it's not destined... you will definitely regret it... Chang Yufeng... you should first remember that your coming here is destined. Even if you seem to have your own consciousness and seem to be able to dominate everything, in fact, your next move, or every move you make, is already determined. All the possibilities in this world are not as likely as they seem."

She also looked straight into her eyes, her sleeves were bright red, and she was sitting on her knees, unlike Chang Yufeng who was sitting cross-legged.

She playfully blinked her right eye and said, "You know... I've seen a few of you come to this dream to take this body?"

Chang Yufeng hesitated for a moment, then leaned back and shook his head.

“Hahahaha, it’s better if you don’t know… I’m just saying this… But you still have to understand that nothing is impossible. Of course, if you understand… you wouldn’t ask this…” Instead, she touched her hair with unusual ease: “I don’t know if you will come… But in a sense, it doesn’t matter, because all your thoughts have been calculated, no matter which step you want to take, there is no way to change it…”

"..."Chang Yufeng was silent and did not speak.

"This is also a kind of common sense..." She curled her hair and then spread it out: "Unless... you are the one who made the common sense. If you say that fish can fly instead of swimming, then fish can fly instead of... swimming. Do you understand what I mean?"

She seemed to be saying things that Chang Yufeng couldn't understand.

"That is... if God thinks that I must stay here, then I will definitely stay here... and it is not that resistance will be useful in some sense... is that it?"

"I don't understand..." Chang Yufeng shook his head: "Are the gods right? They have great powers, but they still have flesh and blood. Isn't that reasonable?"

"Ah... you are still in the dark... you can even talk about things like flesh and blood, but the god you have seen... is... the God of Fire?" She lowered her head and said in confusion: "The true body of the God of Fire has been imprisoned because he is neutral... this is not a good thing... you must hurry up and change your mind."

"Is it that I can only rescue you from here by silently following the common sense set by the gods? If so... why do they have to do such a laborious thing? If it is just for punishment, then... it is too cruel... They have locked you up for... three thousand years... Don't you have any complaints? What about your anger? Why do you think you have to follow their common sense? If so! I would rather not have this body. Is everything and everything just a child's play for it to be worth it?"

Chang Yufeng's words were a little confusing, and he began to get a little angry. From the sadness just now, he heard this suffering person say such words, which made him feel unwilling. If he was a chess piece, then this chess piece would be at the mercy of others, no matter how he struggled, even if he saw hope, it was just the plan of the planner. Then what was the meaning of all this?

Obviously, he could be called an enemy, but this familiar person in front of him was like this... It made him feel sad... Why... He felt that he was becoming more and more... incompetent.

Always, such incompetence.

He clenched his fists together. Even though he was so strong, he was just powerless. This thing in the dark was originally thought to be very simple.
"Do you know why?" She was actually very happy to see him so excited.

"Why?" He looked up at her.

"Because... I was a god before... Of course I know what they were thinking... They just put me in this dream... Although I can't do anything, but... This is not a very bad punishment, because I can put myself into hibernation... Just like... All gods would do..." She blinked as she explained. Her purple pupils were very beautiful, with stars flashing in them, so dazzling: "By the way, let me tell you a secret... Don't tell them I said it..."

"Secret... to whom?"

"You will always meet more gods... Of course it's them... I'll tell you a big secret... Then you can leave here... I guess you're tired of it... Apart from chatting with me... It's pretty boring here..."

"No... not boring at all... Even though I don't know how to face you, I still have no problem with it in general..."

His language is still not so fluent... I don't even know what he is saying anymore...

"Well... let me tell you... don't tell anyone else..."

"it is good……"

"I already..." She looked at Chang Yufeng and smiled.

"Three thousand years old! Don't talk nonsense everywhere... You are just a brat in front of me now... Don't think about talking about love in front of me... I will be very distressed... Don't have any feelings for me... You are a brat named Chang Yufeng, you are neither Yi Longzhi nor Xun Huangying... Your feelings for me are for a little girl named Chen Lin, she is the one you put your feelings on, although she is one of my reincarnations, but I don't know you very well... After all... I am also a first-generation god... If a brat likes me, I will like her... This is simply impossible."

Chang Yufeng looked at her in confusion, as if... he almost couldn't understand what she was saying...

She raised her head and said confidently: "Although I know that you may have been entrusted by Xun Huangying, you are indeed just a child in front of me... You should not have feelings for me, or even such strong feelings... No matter what I say... It is an "old man" talking to you. Isn't there a saying? If you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer. Although you haven't come into contact with more gods yet, and don't know how this world works, you must understand that I... am not worthy of you doing anything, because I am me, and the one next to you is herself. Although we look the same, we are actually very different... Everyone feels that in their past lives and in this lives, It should be the same. A person's reincarnation should be related to his previous life. Otherwise, how can it be considered as the previous life and the present life? But I don't think so... The gods put part of my soul here. This part of my soul... has not really been reincarnated... How can you be sure that Chen Lin is me? Don't be like them and rigidly tie me and her together. You just know that there is a person like me. No matter whether my past is miserable in the eyes of others, I don't think it is miserable anyway... That's all very normal... Besides, I'm just confined here. You may think that three thousand years is a long time, but I think it's very short. This is enough... Why do you have to worry about me?"

Chang Yufeng listened to her say a lot... and really didn't know what to say... He could only look at her, feeling a little melancholy, and even trembling... His eyes were shaking, looking at her eyes, his eyes were wide open, but he couldn't say a word, as if there was a fish bone stuck in his throat, and he could only hesitate to speak.

"I……"

He tried to speak, but she started talking again, so he had to stop...

He really wanted to hear...what else she would say...

“Sometimes… it’s like this… you don’t know if the feelings you give will be rewarded… but for me now… you have indeed given feelings that you shouldn’t have… and they are so strong… this is not a good thing for you… how should I put it… I prefer to believe that you are not that kind of stubborn person. You should have understood what I mean… you should cherish the person in front of you… that is, your Chen Lin… although that is indeed the human name I gave myself, I still have a real name… that is [Yu Su]. You’d better make it clear that Xun Huangying wants you to save a god named Yu Su, not a child named Chen Lin. Don’t be fooled by him. He is very good at lying. You may realize at some point that he is completely different from what you think.”

She tilted her head a little, propped her hand on her white chin and said with a smile: "Although Xun Huangying is in the same boat with you now, he and Yilong Zhicai are the real brothers, not you... I am not trying to sow discord, I am just reminding you that whether you succeed or fail, you are used as a pawn by Xun Huangying... You must be aware of this... Otherwise... You may lose everything... This kind of loss is definitely not just the loss of life, but more likely, all of your existence..."

"I..." Chang Yufeng listened...

It was as if I had arrived in that dark night in a trance.

Sitting next to the trash can, staring blankly at the bus leaving, I wondered where the welfare home that had never existed was… and where the meaning of my existence was…

On that lonely night, the lamb sat beside him and ate potato chips, one by one, crunching and making a crunching sound. For a moment... I really felt that I had no choice but to accept everything Xun Huangying said... At least this way I could understand... There was hope... To touch the veil called "reality"...

For a moment...

He really felt that Xun Huangying... was a friend who stood on his side...

Because apart from it, there is nothing else around me...

Except for this rotten life...

Now, talking to this god named Yu Su, even though she looked similar to Chen Lin, and her little movements were exactly the same as Yu Su... but... her words were just as she said, she already... had enough lifespan... or was qualified to say this to him.

Be careful when looking for shadows in the wilderness.

Understand it at all times and in all places.

As a chess piece, I should not take it lightly and lose my value of being used. I should not bargain with this chess player or even compete with the gods who are playing against me.

He is now a part of what is called common sense.

No matter where Xun Huangying put him, he could only accept it.

How is this...

It's both annoying and funny...

He was stunned, not knowing how to answer...

"Okay... you understand now... there are many things that cannot be changed... just like you think that the so-called common sense is unfair, or that "even if it should be this way, it is not necessarily correct", it is all part of common sense... whether you want it or not, you can't escape this circle now. Even if you escape this circle, you will only come to another common sense... it's not that you want to resist in vain, it's just that it's not that effective, and it will form layer after layer of bewitching... or even a cage for you to think you are right... do you understand?"

Her smile was very light, like a silent, yet kind smile.

This god is named Yu Suo.

This remnant soul, in this dream... is guarding this body that has stopped in time.

It seemed that she saw through everything and he knew everything, but it was still unclear because Chang Yufeng was too weak to comprehend.

"I don't understand……"

Chang Yufeng wanted to say a lot of things, but he only uttered these three words, intermittently and vaguely.

"Do you think the gods don't know about Xun Huangying and Lu Xinzhai's abilities? Now you are the only one with a blank slate. The enemies you will face will definitely be beyond your imagination. It is possible that you are still being kept in the dark by the enemies without knowing it. This is the situation I just mentioned."

She held her chin and looked at him: "I don't have any advice to give you, but I can only tell you this... I have no objection to the little girl named Chen Lin experiencing reincarnation... If you insist on helping her get rid of this painful reincarnation... maybe... this is also a kind of self-conceit."

"Why don't you ask her how she feels?"

(End of this chapter)