The Spirit World

Chapter 376 Time

Chapter 376 Time
[There are not so many ridiculous things in this world, because in essence, I only have one rotten life... I follow the footsteps of my predecessors and never stop to survive...

"Cough cough cough..."

There was a cough... It exploded here...

"Cough, cough, cough!"

There is a cough... echoing here...

"Cough cough...cough cough..."

The life-threatening sounds... made the entire lungs begin to tear apart... The air from the lungs went to the bronchi and then to the nasal cavity, carrying a bitter taste...

A smell like gall in the throat surrounded her.

“Uncle…cough cough cough…Uncle…I can…cough cough cough…”

Her words were blocked by the horrific coughing sounds, which made people's pores dilate and their hair stand on end.

"Dear...you...just don't say anything..." The woman next to her looked like her parents, and the dark bags under her eyes that were about to droop looked like charred cicada pupae hanging under her eyes.

"Mom... cough cough cough... Mom... cough cough cough... I... cough cough cough..." Her coughing never stopped, as if it was tugging at her mother's heart, and each cough went into her ears... making her mother hold her hand tightly and rub it constantly.

The mother's tears flowed on the bed... she was so choked up that she could hardly make a sound...

"Child... stop talking..." The mother couldn't bear her pain. Why did her own daughter... have to suffer such a nightmare...

The doctor next to him took off his mask and wiped the tears from his eyes...

“Uncle… cough cough cough… cough cough cough… cough cough – cough –” She still wanted to speak… but the disease came even more fiercely… as if it had strangled her throat… The Grim Reaper stood there, its sickle like a winding snake, the blade flashing on its face, the flames in the skull’s pupils surging like a long river of blood…

"Child...what's wrong..."

The doctor nodded, smiled and touched her head.

The coughing sound… made his hands tremble… these hands, which had undergone countless surgeries, were trembling beyond measure… sweat was coming out of them…

Could it be that these hands that saved people were also shedding tears?

The smell of blood is getting stronger and stronger.

"cough--"

This cough forced her to turn around on the bed, and she coughed at the side of the bed. The snow-white quilt was splashed with blood, which was red, as if it was grabbing the quilt in anger, determined to drag this little life into the abyss...

They seem to be almost successful, but no matter what... there is no hope...

Both her mother and the doctor came to help her up, wanting her to lie down... Her body was so fragile... It seemed like it would break if touched, and her face was pale, blood pooling at the corners of her mouth, unwilling to fall... She coughed out that thick blood... It was like she was spitting out the last breath of this life... With this final sound, this weak life ended...

Death watched all this.

Raise your sickle.

The black sickle flickered, and even though it was so dark... it seemed to be glowing, with a sharp blade that could tear the throat of every life apart.

"Ah... much better..." She smiled gently and stopped coughing...

She wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth...

"Cough, cough, cough..." Her voice was very soft, as if the pain had eased...

The two adults next to them could only watch... unable to do anything... The mother was already crying like a tearful person, and gently stroked her lungs.

The doctor was silent. He wanted to keep his eyes open... but his fatigue had already caused his eyelids to droop...

"Child..." The mother cried, unable to utter a word... She couldn't say that she would be fine... That would only make her feel more guilty... She might even become confused... Her sobs stopped...

"Mother……"

She spoke... It seemed that what she wanted to say was not to her mother, but to the doctor, but now, it didn't matter...

"Child..." The mother held her hand... so tightly... it made her hand hurt... her whole body hurt...

The pain in her hands made her whole body warm up...

"Mom..." She suppressed a cough, and raised the corners of her mouth slightly. That pale and weak smile made her mother even more unbearable...

The more she understands...

The more sad it is...

"Don't cry... ugh..."

Her body lifted slightly and her throat purred.

She suppressed another cough.

"I'm fine...don't cry..."

Her voice was so fragile... as tender as a crying baby. It was clear that her best years and youth were waiting for her, but they came to an abrupt end.

"child……"

The mother closed her eyes... and rubbed her face against her hand... Tears fell on that pale little hand, like raindrops gently streaking across the pale sky...

"Tell... Ugh..."

Her body thrust upward again.

Her throat moved, then calmed down...

"Brother Yufeng... I'm going to... uh... a very far place... uh... to tell him not to miss me..."

“Hmm… gu…”

This young life did not cough even once at the last moment, as if it was a silent confrontation.

The sickle rises and falls...

In the ward... a confused woman... heartbroken... a small body, eyes closed, lying peacefully on the bed. The bloody bed cover seemed to be burned by the scorching sun. The sunlight was so fierce and crazy that it emitted endless brilliance...

do you know?

This is……

The fragility of human life...but please don't cry...

my sweetheart……

We live forever...

Never separate...】

White...everything...

Shine the light on the world...

His voice was steady, with few ups and downs...

"I'm sorry... I can't say I've worked hard... I can't say I have much talent... I don't even have a very friendly personality... I've been able to get to where I am today... No... This kind of sentence structure should be written by successful people... not me... I'm even stupid enough... I can't do what others can do... No matter what I've been doing in the past few years, no matter what time has come and gone, I've always been a lone idiot, I'm reckless, I'm good for nothing... I... still don't understand... what the meaning of everything now is..."

Chang Yufeng looked at the woman named [Yu Su]. She held her chin and looked at the boy who seemed to be telling her sins with a slight smile...

The golden door shone, as if the whiteness of the entire space was released by it, bright and dazzling. The two people sat very close to each other, and the aura they exuded was as steady as water... It seemed that the passage of time was just like a fish swimming in a pond, as light as a floating cloud...

"Uh-huh... I'm listening..."

She chuckled, without any malice in her heart. She was so beautiful, and her manners and words... sounded more like a mature elder talking to Chang Yufeng.

After a few seconds of trance, Chang Yufeng had completely separated her from the girl named Chen Lin, without a trace. This woman was another living... one of the gods who had existed...

"I... if I could die in the bright sunshine, it would naturally be what I want... but I still can't feel that way... even if I am weak... even if I am stupid and ignorant, even if I have nothing... I should still try... to live and see how beautiful tomorrow's sunshine is..."

Chang Yufeng choked up a bit...but he held it back...

"I hope she can live happily... no matter if it is her wish or not, even if she doesn't want to drag me down... and doesn't want to tell me... I will definitely go crazy for it... My incompetence, everything about me, will only make me feel more guilty... People like her will definitely go through it alone... and won't tell me... I don't have any reason... and no idea to ask her what she means, I only know... no matter if she is you or not, no matter if she is the reincarnation of all the people named Chen Lin that I face... I am willing... to do anything for her... This is not just as simple as whether I am like a little brat in front of you, I... have no way to repay her for what she has..."

He choked, but there were no tears.

This feeling is very strange... like my tears have dried up...

"Ah... human emotions... are really amazing..." Yu Su smiled happily, and put her hand on her shoulder as if approving: "You are a good child... not an incompetent idiot... you must have confidence... this is the most important thing... no matter whether it ends up in vain or not, there is something worth fighting for, which is a man's lifelong luck, isn't it?"

She nodded seriously: "A woman who can make a man risk his life and everything for her must be an angel on earth... No matter how big her shortcomings are, they can be ignored... I think so... Although she and I had a little connection in the past, even if I don't listen to your description, I know that I am me and she is her. For her, you can do anything... But don't be bewitched by Xun Huangying again, it's for me... You should always do it for her in your eyes... Do you understand?"

Chang Yufeng didn't say anything...just nodded slightly.

"Okay, okay...you should go back soon...she should be waiting anxiously over there..." She waved her hands: "Whether you listen to me or not, it's your business. You still have to walk the road by yourself...you can't expect to get better just by listening to a few words from me, talking to me, complaining to me, letting me preach a few times, or listening to some nice words. The road under your feet will only have a few marks made by me. I can't guide you which road to take or how you walk...and it can't be changed all at once...in life and work...persistence is the most important thing. It's useless to just talk...plans...goals...persistence...are all necessary...it's definitely not okay to be like a headless fly."

She laughed one last time and clapped her hands. The golden door burst open and a white light like a moonlit night sky rushed out from the golden door and was then swallowed up by the white world here.

"In a sense, time has stagnated in this body. It won't grow. Lu Xinzhai has tampered with it... But you can think of it as a normal body. You can use it to do anything... including... that... thing..."

She smiled wickedly and chuckled twice.

Her sudden impropriety actually made Chang Yufeng not that sad... Her meaning seemed very clear, he was no longer a child... Now... what he had to face would be more "realistic"

Instead of, like now, your desires are hidden, or you are a child who cannot do so many things, and others will not see you as a normal person.

But it is different now.

"I still have to tell you one thing. You are not a child anymore... at least not in the eyes of others... so, in this transformation, everyone around you will change towards you. Whether they are stricter or more indulgent towards you, you must remember what you said to me today. You can say that you were a little brat before. Even if you did something wrong, something shameful, or something very annoying, others or people around you could use your young age as an excuse to let you avoid punishment. But now, you will no longer encounter such a situation. Every time you hurt someone, it may bring irreversible consequences, because everyone has treated you as an adult. They will think that all your personality and behavior are fixed and will not change in a short life. Even stereotypes affect other people's views of you. This is a completely new problem. Some people's stereotypes of you will even follow you for a lifetime, even until death. That person may think that you are a certain kind of person, not that after a long life, all the changes you have undergone do not exist for him. This is ridiculous, but very real."

"What you will face is an adult world, where there are not so many fantasies and illusions, and not so many people who are nice to you. People can be very nice to a child who makes a mistake, but they may not be as nice to an adult who makes a mistake. In the adult world, there is not so much absolute trust, and there are not so many clear grudges. You must understand this. Some people value interests more, some people value money more, and some people are more willing to be a useless person who doesn't care about anything. These are all difficult to see when you are young. There must be a growth process. I hope you don't forget what I said today. Don't lose your confidence in yourself. You have the right to be the same as others, and naturally you have the right to be different from others. If your right to choose is in your own hands, please cherish it."

"Well... I will remember it... This is very important to me. If I forget... I will naturally be punished..."

Chang Yufeng had been listening attentively, and when he answered, he was very serious and earnest.

This is no joke.

No one jokes like that.

"That's good……"

Yu Su smiled.

"However, I still have to remind myself from time to time. This is not a joke..."

"I will……"

Chang Yufeng stood up, bowed and saluted with his fist.

"Thank you... for your kindness... I cannot thank you enough..."

"You're welcome, you're welcome... You'd better not come again... If you come once, it means failure..." She scratched her head and said: "It's best if we never see each other again... I wish you a safe journey... Come on, young man!"

She waved goodbye.

"Well! Goodbye..."

Chang Yufeng stepped into the Golden Gate and thanked again.

"go Go……"

She waved her hand...

Chang Yufeng nodded.

Entered the door.

There was only one woman in red clothes and green sleeves left here.

She sat cross-legged.

Smiled a little.

"That's great... Chang Yufeng..."

She raised her head and looked at the clean white world.