The Spirit World

Chapter 640 Reincarnation
I love, everything I love.

“I love everything I love, too.”

Xun Huangying answered.

I really want to go home, but I have no home.

"I want to go home, but I don't have a home either."

Xun Huangying responded softly.

I am lonely... not because I am not cheerful and optimistic...

"I am also... lonely..."

Xunhuangying echoed his inner thoughts.

I don't have the courage to live, I need someone to tell me, or what it is all about...

"I think no one can tell you... because many people don't understand life."

Xun Huangying denied the question in his heart instead of answering it.

The water in the underground river was stirred by Chang Yufeng.

"Don't! Snoop! into my heart again!"

Chang Yufeng looked angrily at Xun Huangying who was floating beside him. The little white ball of fur answered him again and again.

His voice was so loud that it caused a strong vibration in the dark river.

"I didn't pry into your heart. You told me yourself."

Xun Huangying smiled at Chang Yufeng and blinked his eyes. His round body floated on the ground, his fluffy body fluttering in the water, just like a white jellyfish.

"Really, you told me that yourself. I was just telling the truth."

Xun Huangying was gurgling and spitting bubbles, and Chang Yufeng looked at him sternly, then slowly slid away from the current and went upstream.

The water in the underground river was not cold at all, it was like a warm bath. Chang Yufeng walked quickly and soon reached the entrance of Fulan's sewer.

He climbed up the corridor of the sewer, looked at the dead bodies of rats lying all over the sewer, and walked down the corridor while talking quickly.

He was almost walking in the dark. The stench of dead plants and mummified rats filled the air. It was obvious that without the population of Fran, all the rats would starve to death. However, he could still hear the whistling of the wind, the grinding of rats' teeth, the sound of water flowing in the underground river, and the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer to the ground.

The footsteps were very loud, which meant that the goods being handled were right above his head. Although he knew that they should be animal cubs, his voices were almost inaudible. Chang Yufeng walked very fast without any drag. He had no problem with his physical strength, but after walking in the water, the river water was still warm when he got ashore. But when he got to the shore, the water flow and the cold air surrounded Chang Yufeng. The wind blowing from the floor tiles and the wind in the sewer corridor made him shiver.

Xun Huangying sat on his shoulder at this time, shaking off the river water on his body.

"To be honest, if you accept my power, you won't have to suffer so much." Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yufeng who was shivering and his lips were purple. He didn't feel sad, but looked at him calmly.

"The worst thing about being a human is being too ordinary. Being ordinary can only think about the injustice of fate."

Xun Huangying pulled Chang Yufeng's wet hair and slowly climbed to the top of his head.

"But most people just want to climb over others. After that, they no longer talk about the injustice of fate. As long as they are the stronger party, what is fate? What is fairness? These are just rhetoric to profit from."

Xun Huangying lay quietly above Chang Yufeng's head, feeling the chill as Chang Yufeng shivered from the cold.

"What on earth do you want...my sheep...I really can't understand you any more..."

Xun Huangying saw Chang Yufeng stop at a sewer exit where there was no sound of footsteps, and climbed up the stairs.

"I don't want anything... I just want to find answers."

Chang Yufeng's hands were grabbing the iron railings in the dark. The coldness of the iron made his hands feel as if they were stuck. As soon as he pulled his hands away, the skin on his hands began to slowly peel off.

His heart began to beat faster, and the blood supplied to his body was transmitted to his body, warming him up.

This protection mechanism makes his life worse than death.

"You know what? I once saw a man who transformed his heart into a steel core. That man no longer believed in humans, but placed his trust in the cold extreme. He broke the restrictions of the source of life and turned the next doomsday into the demise of the steel city."

Xunhuangying's voice is quiet, like a questioning of the soul.

"Those inspiring books always tell you, ah, strive hard, money, love, the realization of life value should always be achieved through hard work."

Xunhuangying's voice is soft, like wool washing the soul.

"My dear sheep, why do you have to be obsessed with the meaning of life?"

Xun Huangying said and began to sigh slowly.

"Can you be quiet for a moment?"

Chang Yufeng trembled, exhaling cold air, and his coldness began to slowly dissipate.

He pushed open the manhole cover with all his strength. The wind sucked the cover fiercely and his trembling hands could not push it open. He could only stand on the stairs and slowly blow air into his hands. No matter how cold his body was, the breath he exhaled was still hot, so hot that blood had to flow to his hands again.

Even his clothes had been dried by the wind. The wind was so strong that he could feel it but could not be saddened by it.

His heart was so dry.

"I am no longer the young man who was only looking for the meaning of life."

Chang Yufeng also laughed softly.

"Don't you understand yet? Xun Huangying... You can't give me what I want. So, I didn't make it difficult for you. I just let you give it to me."

Chang Yufeng's heart was as cold as a shovel digging a grave.

"Or rather, I didn't give you a chance for redemption."

Chang Yufeng put his hands on the iron rod again. The manhole cover that was sucked by the wind was not so easy to push open. He could only make a fist, climb up a step, let go of the iron rod, and use both hands to push open the manhole cover.

The manhole cover was loosened and quickly blown up by the wind.

Red blood began to flow from Chang Yufeng's fist. This wound was simply because this wind kept cutting everything in Fulan City.

They were like knives, destroying Fran one by one.

If the place where he lives is compared to a hometown, Fran is his second hometown, Wenti County, his second hometown. Someone is destroying his hometown, leaving him with no place to go even to reminisce.

But he is still alive. A young man cannot be without a hometown. Without a hometown, his life will begin to have no basis. Even his life will only have a few names, and he cannot even express the feeling that things and people have changed.

His heart is so cold...

"Why do you keep prying into my heart so tirelessly?" Chang Yufeng did not look at Xun Huangying, because it seemed that he was not talking to Xun Huangying. He looked at the darkness of the iron bars of the sewer. There was not much light here, as if the wind in the darkness would bring a little light.

Even Xunhuangying didn't emit any light.

It seemed like a silent rule that as long as Chang Yufeng did not seek his own power, Xun Huangying would be indifferent to everything.

"The more you want me to accept your power, the less likely I am to accept it. Even if my power is too weak, it is mine, just mine, and that is enough."

Chang Yufeng clenched his fist again with all his strength and pushed open the manhole cover.

The manhole cover was knocked off by him, and the wind came in, along with the wind, along with the faint starlight.

The streets of Fulan are like a beach illuminated by starlight, the light traveling with the wind is cold, yet also warm and romantic.

The wind bypassed Chang Yufeng's body and cut through him quickly. Chang Yufeng ran out quickly. The familiar street in front of him was like a graveyard of wind. He had no time to see how cleanly the wind had destroyed this place. He ran quickly along the wind to the wall next to him to avoid being cut by the wind.

The wind element that blows in from the wind gap is tireless at all. Anyone who can feel pain will be afraid of this kind of wind.

This is also the reason why Fran was abandoned.

Under the wall, Chang Yufeng touched the scar on his arm and looked at Xunhuang's shadow floating in the air.

"Do you think what I said is right? You will not receive my charity. I will not use or accept your power." Chang Yufeng looked up and glanced at the starlight. The house number 202 Charles Street was shaking on the door, making a creaking sound.

Even in such a cruel wind, the starlight is incredibly bright. Perhaps, the stars in the sky do not care about the sufferings of the world at all.

Because they are in the sky...

They are stars, they can shine by themselves, they no longer understand the meaning of their existence, perhaps after a long time, they have become tired and can no longer accept the long-awaited demise of the stars, so on a whim they come to the human world, then suffer the sufferings of the human world and want to fly to the sky again.

That sky should belong to everyone.

"What a beauty……"

Xun Huangying did not answer Chang Yufeng, but looked towards the sky...

The stars are bright, and occasionally a meteor falls to the earth, streaking across the sky. The wind blurs the colorful stars. One, two, three, four, five, six... countless stars, emitting their own light. Even though they are so far away in the sky, they are still shining, bringing light to this world without the sun.

"I just want to be with you."

Xun Huangying looked at the starry sky, and there seemed to be tears in the corner of his eyes, but it was only one drop, which was blown into the air by the wind. Perhaps the teardrop would fly into the sky and turn into a star.

However, the tear was too small and dissipated when it approached the sky.

"I want to be by your side. That's all. Don't think too much about it, really."

Xun Huangying looked at him with round eyes, as if he was laughing at him, child.

"Don't think so badly of me~ I am..."

He suddenly forgot the words, as if he had met an old friend after a long separation. After meeting his old friend, he pursed his lips with relief.

"I love you very much."

Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yufeng's dazed eyes.

"Your heart, and places I've never been, my sheep."

"You have to free yourself from the shackles in your heart~"

Xun Huangying's voice is trembling...

It seemed as if the wind was trembling too.

It seemed that ripples appeared in someone's heart once again...

The clear lake called care, where the bright moon will be reflected, will cause ripples to appear, and those ripples will also shatter the moon...

The blue stars shine on the earth...

On Chang Yufeng's stunned face, he looked pale and powerless...

"I just hope you can be nicer to yourself... During the time I'm with you... You can live without being so tired... so painful... so sad... so forgetful..."

Xun Huangying no longer shed tears... but looked at the injured child in front of him with deep affection. He was still being attacked by the wind, still being chilled by the wind, and still being stubborn against him.

This wind... this wind... why do you never consider other people's feelings? Why do you hurt such a gentle person...

Chang Yufeng stopped trembling and lowered his head...

He felt that he was the little lamb in front of him, and he needed to look into Xun Huangying's eyes to seek the answer. He perhaps didn't know why he was so eager to look into the eyes of the boy in front of him, why he lowered his head, why he listened... and slowly burst into tears.

[Hey! Sheep! Iryuu is going to travel around the world~]

[No, he hopes to collect the most beautiful things in the world...]

[Me? I don’t have anything I want…]

[Really not…]

[Okay, I want to stay by your side...]

[Really, I just want to be with you, that's all... I'm not lying to you...]

[You manage this country, and I will manage this country with you. If one day you are tired... and want to rest for a while... I will rest with you for a while...]

[The people who are loved so tenderly by you must be very happy...]

[Look! They are singing happily, let’s sing together…]

[Oh! They can dance...]

[Ah~ Their lifespans are so short... I'm sorry I didn't give them a long lifespan...]

[It doesn't matter. This is not bad. It lets them know how to cherish. In this short time, just knowing the word cherish is great enough. ]

[What? You said you wanted to go for a walk...Okay...do you want me to accompany you?]

【Oh! What a nice gift you brought me. I would be even happier if it was black. 】

[If... I mean... if...]

[Don't be sad... I'll find a way...]

[Don't cry! There's nothing to cry about...]

【I……】

[I missed you so much... Thank you for coming to see me...]

[I miss you so much...]

[I miss you so much...]

"Well...don't you think it's funny?"

Chang Yufeng looked at Xun Huangying.

The wind was all around them, whistling like a song...

"You haven't even taken care of yourself...how can you ask me to take care of myself..."

The house number on Charles Street creaked very quietly, for fear of disturbing the two lonely shadows. The shadows under the starlight were stretched very long, and he wiped away his tears.

"What do you mean by tired or painful? So what? I've endured it all. Is there anything else I'm afraid of?"

Chang Yufeng raised his head and looked at the little lamb ball...

Calmly...look into his eyes.

[So for you... I will also pay any price... to avenge you... even if it means risking my godhood... I will drag them into hell.]

"Don't worry about what I want to do. I'm obviously doing well... I don't need you to do anything for me."

"I know."

"So, go wherever you want."

"I told you, I want to be with you..."

"I don't want you to accompany me...go do your own thing."

"Humph, you still can't drive me away..."

Actually it is the twelfth chapter, but because Reincarnation means reincarnation, it is the twelfth chapter, not the twelfth chapter.

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