The Spirit World

Chapter 641 Please Love Yourself as I Love You...

"You want to regain your original power, that's fine~"

Xun Huangying was above Chang Yufeng's head. He was now standing above Chang Yufeng's head, watching Chang Yufeng searching for something on the bookshelf.

"All you have to do is find some of the most poisonous drugs in the world and drink them..."

The book flew through Chang Yufeng's hands. Chang Yufeng quickly flipped through it and put it back on the bookshelf.

"What poison?"

Chang Yufeng picked up another book and flipped through it quickly. He was looking for something, but he couldn't find it.

"I forgot..." Xun Huangying also helped Chang Yufeng look for it. He put his hands on the bookshelf and gently tapped the books with his fingers.

These were all books from Pylos's collection. Now they were standing in front of the bookshelf. The moon had risen, filling the entire study with white light.

"They should all be very poisonous drugs... If I remember correctly, they are 100% poison among poisons." Xun Huangying's hand gently floated across the title page of the book, and then put the book back.

"However, only in this way can we break the limitations of blood. We thought of this problem when we created you." Xun Huangying glanced at Chang Yufeng. Chang Yufeng did not look at him, but flipped through the books by himself. Xun Huangying also finished flipping through another book and put it on the bookshelf.

"We placed the two core theories of life source and blood curse in one container and created the first generation of "humans" in the spirit world."

Xunhuangying deliberately emphasized the word "human".

"Humans. At that time, we collectively referred to all the species with human characteristics as humans, because at that time none of us thought that humans would become independent. As a result, all the gods began to understand that humans possessed the highest wisdom, but also the most rebellious hearts."

Xun Huangying glanced at the corner of the book and put a book in it, while Chang Yufeng took the book and started flipping through it.

"We realized at the time that humans can break through the limitations of their bloodline. It's not a simple mutation, but an awakening within the individual."

Xun Huangying took another book, and Chang Yufeng flipped through it carefully, but shook his head repeatedly as he didn't find the book he wanted.

"We regard this awakening as a gift. Although we didn't expect it, the bloodline restriction was bestowed by us. So, it can also be considered a kind of fulfillment?"

Xun Huangying pouted, thought about the past, and smacked his lips in dissatisfaction.

"Breaking through the bloodline restriction can happen in an instant, or it can be achieved slowly over a very long period of time. The former is called genius, and the latter is called achievement in old age, both are good."

“The most terrifying thing about people is mediocrity. Sometimes you think you can do something, but you just can’t do it. That’s because you don’t have enough talent. At this time, you need a miracle.”

"When a miracle happens, you must remember that it is you who are constantly trying to break through the limitations of your own bloodline to achieve a completely different self. This kind of self is called awakening by us. You call it a miracle."

"But generally speaking, you should not give up. Although those are poisons, you are now immortal, so it should be no problem for you to drink them. I will go through my memories and give you the prescription so that you can regain your previous strength."

Xun Huangying felt a little tired after talking and sighed slowly.

Because Chang Yufeng wasn't listening at all.

Chang Yufeng had been rummaging through the pile of books, but he couldn't find the book he liked.

It was a book that recorded history, edited and written by Pylos. It was also an unpublished book that recorded the archaeological anecdotes and development of Pylos. In the past, Chang Yufeng only regarded them as guesses and conjectures. Now, he realized that the history that Pylos had researched with empirical evidence might be real events.

At least the objects are real.

It is inevitable that historical speculations are somewhat biased, but as long as the historical objects are real, the truth can be found.

"Ah...are you listening to me?"

Xunhuangying squatted down and stopped flipping through the book.

"I said you can get your power back... You don't need the power I give you, you have to have your own power... Even if you can't die now, you don't have to drag an ordinary person's body to face the end of the world..."

"The world has not yet ended. There must be a way to bring Victoria back to preside over the peace talks."

Chang Yufeng placed his fingers on the title label and flipped through the pages, but history was such that he still couldn't find the book.

The books here are too messy, and all of them have words on the cover. At a glance, there are only black crooked fonts. If you don’t look carefully, you can’t see the name of the book at all, let alone this unpublished handwritten book.

"Victoria can't negotiate peace. The most she can do is kill all the members of a faction. She is not a positive character. She has just restrained herself a little in recent years. If you still expect her to negotiate peace, you are really crazy."

"Don't you have a very good relationship with her?" Chang Yufeng listened to Xun Huangying's nagging. He originally wanted him to stop making noise, but there was nothing he could do but to respond.

"Okay? Not good?"

Xunhuangying didn't remember having a good relationship with that Duchess of Victoria.

"I am her senior. I was a judicial officer for several years before she was born. According to seniority, he should call us uncle..."

Xun Huangying frowned and looked at Chang Yufeng, and Chang Yufeng stopped and glanced at him.

They stared at each other for a long time, and Chang Yufeng chuckled intriguingly and said, "Have you forgotten? You and her were talking and laughing in the arena where you can be conferred titles, and you were having a great time."

"Ah? What? I'm her uncle, and her father and I have a very bad relationship! I'm lucky enough that I didn't take my anger out on her. You want me to talk and laugh with her, and have a good time chatting with her? How is that possible?!"

Xun Huangying jumped off Chang Yufeng's head in shock, hopped onto the bookshelf, and looked at Chang Yufeng in shock.

Chang Yufeng also looked at him in shock.

"Someone! Impersonating me!"

Xun Huangying's eyes glowed white, and he became furious. His white fur stood up, and now he looked like a tiny hedgehog.

He didn't need to think about whether what Chang Yufeng said was true or not, because he would never admit to something he didn't do.

"Heh... Really? Is there anyone who dares to impersonate you?" Chang Yufeng looked at Xun Huangying with half belief and half doubt, and quickly flipped through the books.

"I don't believe it..." Chang Yufeng shook his head and pouted. Even though he was very annoyed looking for a book, it was finally a way to pass the time.

Xun Huangying saw that Chang Yufeng raised his mouth with a hint of sarcasm, and instantly became angry, put his hands on his fat waist, and tried to pull Chang Yufeng's clothes, wanting him to get closer to him. However, before his little claws touched Chang Yufeng, Chang Yufeng dodged them. Chang Yufeng picked him up with his side hand and put him on his right shoulder like a rag doll.

His shoulders were broad and big, and when he stood looking for his shadow, there was still a lot of space left.

Xun Huangying was held on Chang Yufeng's shoulder and hit Chang Yufeng's face angrily.

"Ah... Damn it! Someone would actually imitate me! Really! Who wants to talk and laugh with that little bitch? Let her die! Die! That ghost who pretended to be me! Die! Die!"

Xun Huangying hit Chang Yufeng in the face with his hairy fist, but Chang Yufeng turned his head away and stared at the book intently, so his short hands could not reach him.

"Wow... So, someone had already been planning this from the beginning?" Chang Yufeng tilted his head, turned the book over again and put it on the bookshelf.

"So, the things that I think are strange were actually abnormal from the very beginning..." Chang Yufeng tilted his head and turned his neck, and his neck slowly made a bone-cracking sound.

"I used to be a bad kid..."

Chang Yufeng sighed and quickly took out another book to read.

"What?" Xun Huangying stopped what he was doing in surprise.

"I've been thinking about one thing."

Chang Yufeng straightened his head. In Xun Huangying's eyes, his long eyelashes were like lights in a long night under the moonlight.

"What's the matter?" Xun Huangying didn't understand what Chang Yufeng said just now, and he didn't understand it now either, and was a little dazed.

"The spiritual world is a real world, right? Xun Huangying." Chang Yufeng looked at the words on the book. He did not speak to Xun Huangying, but his voice was exceptionally clear and understandable. There was no one here, only him and Xun Huangying.

If he wasn't talking to Xun Huangying, then he should be talking to himself.

"The real world..." Xun Huangying repeated the key points of Chang Yufeng's words.

"Which fake world is this? Looking for the Deserted Shadow?"

Chang Yufeng looked at Xun Huangying and closed the book. He looked over his shoulder at the dazed little lamb who had raised his hand and slowly put it down, looking at him slowly and quietly.

"What?" Xun Huangying spoke so quickly and softly that it seemed as if he had not said it at all.

Chang Yufeng glanced at him and sighed.

"When I was little, I was a bad kid, right?"

"Why do you bring this up?"

"I have always wondered if I am a bad kid. It is the same now. Will I be a bad kid..."

Chang Yufeng also spoke very softly, the breath came out of his mouth and returned to his nasal cavity, making a deep voice, which was suddenly stuck again and he sighed.

"I was really a bad kid before..."

"What on earth are you talking about... I can't hear a word..."

"Yeah... I've reached the age where I'm self-conscious... I feel like time has passed so quickly... It's been nearly four hundred years..."

"Four hundred years... What on earth are you talking about... Are you confused? What on earth are you talking about..."

"If I could change the past... would I still be a good kid?"

"What good kid? What bad kid? I don't understand..."

Xun Huangying's white fur turned black under the light, a colorful black, just like his eyes.

"If I can atone for my sins, will she still be by my side?"

"She? Which him? There's only me here! And you! There's no her, and no him."

"If I don't atone for my sins...will I continue to live in this false world..."

"What on earth are you talking about!"

Xun Huangying jumped up and hit Chang Yufeng hard. This time, Chang Yufeng's face was turned to the side and slowly became concave. Xun Huangying's strength made blood ooze from the corner of Chang Yufeng's mouth.

The look in his eyes was as if he was looking at a fool and beating the fool up.

Chang Yufeng stopped turning the pages of the book, put his hand at the corner of his mouth, and slowly wiped away the blood.

"It's useless. I already know how to end this terrible cycle. No matter how hard you try to stop me, I already know how to stop it. Everything."

The corners of Chang Yufeng's bloody mouth opened slightly and he sighed softly.

"I don't know how to tell you, but today I thought of it and I'll just tell you... There's nothing to be sad about. I will put an end to everything."

"You're not a bad boy..."

Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yufeng and slowly shrank into a ball.

"Don't think you are a bad kid... No one would say they are bad..."

Xun Huangying sighed and tried to shake off the black wool, but he couldn't do it. The black wool grew more and more, making him shake back and forth as if sitting on pins and needles.

"So, let me ask you, was I a bad kid before?" Chang Yufeng sighed, took out another book and flipped through it as if nothing had happened.

"Wake up...what happened in the past is over..."

"What's past is past. Will I still be here?"

"how could I know!"

"You've always known it, but you just don't want to admit it..."

Chang Yufeng's tone was like the cold chirping of a cicada.

The cicada suddenly cried on that summer night in July, and its cry was unforgettable.

"So, I did a stupid thing and I need to bear the consequences for the rest of my life... Isn't this normal?" Chang Yufeng flipped through the book roughly.

"Isn't this normal?"

"I want to atone for my sins, but I don't understand why you would interfere in my affairs and make me regret it for the rest of my life. Isn't that good?"

"If you regret it for the rest of your life..."

Xunhuangying's wool began to turn into black needles.

His wool was like a sharp black blade, and his voice slowly began to become rougher.

Turned into a shrill, shrill voice.

"If I want to end this, I have to know what happened to you that you chose me."

Chang Yufeng looked at the spikes all over Xun Huangying's body. His black sheep eyes turned into blood-red pupils. He was now a lone wolf with sharp fangs and claws.

The wolf was on Chang Yufeng's shoulder, grabbing his shoulder with its claws. He growled sharply, making the sad cry of a lone wolf.

"I have been a bad kid since I was young, so now let me be bad again... Okay?"

Chang Yufeng smiled, looked into her eyes, and sighed quietly.

"Ah~ Why don't you deny me... You're scaring me. I've never thought of doing this before."

"Your mother would never want you to become like this..."

Xun Huangying's deep wolf voice sounded like a resounding wail.

"My mother would understand..."

"Don't... give up on yourself..." Xun Huangying imitated someone's voice and slowly told the child in front of him this sentence.

"I... am a bad kid..."

"don't want……"

Xun Huangying's broken voice was like a dead nightmare.

Slit his throat.

"Be a bad boy..."

(End of this chapter)