The Spirit World

Chapter 745 Terrible [Loss]

"Although I don't know who you are..." Chang Yufeng spoke the words clearly through the rain. Every word was clearly visible. They flowed in front of his eyes, white raindrops, and those memories that had long been forgotten.

"But, in fact, I never feel pathetic. You just put yourself into all my experiences, suddenly self-deprecating, and suddenly self-touched. You are partial to one and neglect the other."

Chang Yufeng took Xun Huangying's body off his head in the rain.

Xunhuangying stopped moving and his heartbeat had indeed stopped.

It’s just that Chang Yufeng doesn’t have much emotion now, or it’s difficult for him to move. There’s no trace of sadness, but rather a bit of solemn and cold air.

Facing [K] who seemed to be in control of the overall situation, his self-assertion and his confidence in winning made Chang Yufeng feel that he was self-righteous.

"Do you want to take an exam? You know so many idioms...hahaha..." K put his hand on his hat and turned it very neatly. Then he used his other hand to spin the umbrella in a very stylish way and fixed it on the ground.

He said reluctantly: "Okay, that's it. So, this makes you different, isn't it? My dear God of New Providence, you are indeed different, but you still cannot escape the suffering of reincarnation. The rules of all things still constrain you, making you far away from the gods and too close to humans."

K's expression became serious, and his suit gleamed with a faint black light in the rain.

"Believe me, I'm not here to quarrel with you. I'm here to make a deal with you. Now that my other New God has returned to the void and he's not here, I can really talk to you about this matter. I mean, really negotiate with you."

K paused.

He raised his eyebrows again.

"Well, I mean... if my power is restored, I will come and grab it myself, but obviously my power is not enough... so I'm talking to you... even though it will be mine sooner or later..."

Chang Yufeng saw from K's eyes the disdain for himself, as well as the arrogance and rudeness that he had never seen before, and even the arrogance that he had never seen before.

In a sense, K's words were extremely rational, which made them piercing.

But this is like the extreme of Chang Yufeng.

Chang Yufeng has always been humble or cowardly and incompetent, even somewhat evading responsibility and reality. He has never been so arrogant, but lacks humble words.

"I'm thinking about this too."

Chang Yufeng didn't know what K meant by negotiation, but he would no longer express himself timidly, nor would he pretend to know. He now needed an attitude of "understanding".

So, I just “thought about it”.

"But, no matter what, I will probably reject you..."

Chang Yufeng put Xunhuangying's puppet-like body into the Three Thousand Palaces - as soon as he stretched out his hand, the red door of the Three Thousand Palaces came straight in front of him.

He no longer needed to make hand gestures or chant spells to connect with the three thousand palaces.

"I also thought you would reject me... so I raised my stakes."

K touched his right chin and placed his hand there, revealing a mysterious danger.

"My original plan was to... use this bargaining chip to threaten you... but I think that would anger you and make you resist even more violently... so I'm adding this bargaining chip to my options now... so you have a choice."

Chang Yufeng drew out his sword, and the huge rain curtain made the sword clang. Chang Yufeng held the hilt of the two-handed sword in one hand, hanging high and steady like a mirror on water.

"I am very afraid of what you are talking about. No matter what kind of bargaining chip it is, it will anger me. I don't dislike resistance. Those who don't resist are helpless. It seems that the problem has been solved in the short term. In fact, they are just cowards who die in silence."

Chang Yufeng naturally would not sit there and wait for death. He already wanted to fight.

No, this is a showdown with K.

This is not so-called violence. Resistance can never be simply summarized as violence.

"I have read a famous book called "Water Margin". Most of the ruffians in it are murderers and arsonists, and there are few heroes who are forced to join the Liangshan bandits. I think the essence of this book is to tell all the surrenderists that any grudges that end with surrender or compromise will not end well, or will lead to more losses."

K seemed to know that Chang Yufeng was talking about something that had never existed in the spiritual world.

However, he nodded, indicating his agreement.

"That's right... That's why I gave up the bargaining chip I had in mind at that time. People who surrender are indeed spineless and will be looked down upon by others. Even if the general trend is unbearable, there are still people who are willing to die bravely. This is the only way to compare a person's integrity."

K smiled and tilted his head slightly.

"Is it right?"

"To linger on is not how I want to live from now on."

Chang Yufeng shook the sword, and the raindrops on his body were shaken by his divine seal, and a golden circle of light suddenly turned behind him.

Those colorful lights cut through the rain curtain vividly.

Now, Chang Yufeng was like a royal phoenix standing in the sky, flapping its wings and flying high, crying like a phoenix. All the birds stood in fear, not daring to jump for joy.

"In this world, there are few truly irreconcilable conflicts."

K was troubled by Chang Yufeng's determination to fight to the death.

"Maybe, we can actually have a chat... For example, don't you want to know what my leverage is?"

He spread his hands and held the umbrella in front of him, like a black sword standing in front of his head.

"Appreciate further details."

Chang Yufeng also pointed the sword at his feet and placed his hands on the hilt. The rain did not dare to wet him and could only go around him.

The wind didn't dare to approach him and could only stay by his side, rolling up the rain curtain and dispersing some of the dark clouds.

"Then I have to solemnly introduce to you my ally [Hatulin]..." He laughed, and a man slowly stood up from the side of the canyon.

"terribly sorry……"

That person slowly dropped what he had in his hand from the top of the canyon.

It looked like a package.

A [human-shaped package]

“No one was caught alive…”

The man was wearing a black wizard robe, and from his black eyes, one could see disdain and indifference towards throwing away the package.

The package slowly fell down from the canyon along with the rain, and hit the ground heavily. Red blood oozed out from the black cloth, and was washed away faster and faster in the black rain curtain...

"One... escaped... and another... was blown to pieces by me, leaving no body..."

The man in black robe spread his hands indifferently and laughed contemptuously.

"It should still be breathing... but now, I'm afraid it's gone..."

Chang Yufeng did not have time to figure out whether there was a person or an object in the package. Only after this person finished speaking did his pupils contract and he looked at the package that was still bleeding red blood in disbelief.

The package only looked like a tiny human figure when it fell in front of Chang Yufeng.

It was no longer possible to tell whether it was humanoid or not.

The thunder in the sky seemed to be flashing and striking down, ready to kill people instantly.

Chang Yufeng stared at the blood that was flowing out, which was washed clean by the rain. His hand on the hilt felt the spikes of the hilt, and his hand slipped down, as if he had lost consciousness, and he completely lacked the courage to look further. He should have realized it long ago.

The people he wanted to be hostile to were never kind and righteous people, never good people, and certainly not people who could express themselves with words.

They kill people without mercy, they take human life lightly, they are complete demons.

Being kind to them is definitely the most terrible harm to good people.

But it was no use to realize it.

He could only put his trembling hand back on the hilt of the sword.

Now, holding the hilt tightly is the most important thing.

If you surrender or your psychological defenses collapse, you will definitely be ridiculed by the enemy or even lose the chance to resist.

People can only take revenge while they are alive.

If you surrender, you will lose the slightest chance of revenge.

"Oh... this is terrible... you have done the stupidest thing, and now we lack bargaining chips with our new God of Give..." K shook his head sadly.

Once, twice, he put his hand on his forehead, unable to hide the sadness on his face. The corners of his mouth twitched once, twice, and then he burst into laughter.

"Hahahahaha!"

"Hahahahaha!"

"Hahahahaha!"

K burst into laughter, as if even a man like him who could be serious at any time could not hide this terrifying smile: "I'm sorry... I feel so sad when I think about losing the bargaining chip with you..."

K coughed twice, moved the tip of the umbrella slightly, and rolled the package in front of Chang Yufeng.

The package was completely wrapped, and one couldn't see what was inside, but it was oozing with bright red blood all the time.

The meaning is very clear, and K is slowly and sharply guiding you, Chang Yufeng.

"Open it and take a look? My new God of Providence? I'm really sorry... I didn't give you the living chips... The dead chips are not valuable... Now... I'll give them to you... Open it... and welcome your... pain~"

K sniffed and touched his nose.

The people above the canyon slowly disappeared.

"I never thought you would surrender~ My dear God of New Providence~ I have already dealt with everything you miss in the human world... Now, you can come and kill me openly with your divine power... I need... I need it! I need it!"

K's expression began to become ferocious!
"I need it! I need it! I need your madness~anger! And! Greed for the living! Come~ let me accept...the wrath of God~"

Chang Yufeng closed his eyes, but could not escape K's extremely hideous and distorted voice. He was like a mad beast, biting Chang Yufeng's soft spot and not letting go at all.

In fact, Chang Yufeng does have a [weakness] that ordinary people cannot reach.

That is, the girl named Lin'er appears in her world all the time. She represents his love, the only remaining woman of human desire. Sometimes he is obsessed with her, but sometimes it is difficult for him to have... a human heart.

One is a naughty young boy, the other is a well-behaved girl. They are a match made in heaven. If they were to get together, it would surely be a beautiful story in the world.

If it was Lin'er who opened this terrifying human-shaped package, everything about him would collapse and he would lose what was left of his heart.

If it was Erica, his closest relative, or Lilia, his admirer, how would he answer?

He probably didn't dare to think about it.

He is an extremely protective person. He loves everything he loves more deeply, and hates everything he hates more and more.

In other words, he is not a man who can accept so much tragedy.

No one would want to accept such an outcome.

Dearest and most beloved friend.

The lack of any one of them will be a tragedy in the world.

Completely and completely, there is no way to stop it.

“Okay… you don’t have the courage… but it doesn’t matter… death is inevitable… you just watched them die… no no no, you were not there when they died… you are trapped here by an illusion, and you need your sheep to help you… which is why your sheep left temporarily…”

K rolled his eyes.

"I think you should understand what I mean... You can always use the word [pathetic] now... Don't tell me that I am still biased and self-touched~ Ah~ You don't... really think so..."

K gritted his teeth and snorted.

"Even if you are not pathetic, I have a thousand and ten thousand ways to make you pathetic. My God of New Providence, as long as you have feelings, it is difficult to escape [loss]..."

K looked at the silent Chang Yufeng and pouted his lips in dissatisfaction.

Because Chang Yufeng was neither crazy nor angry.

He just closed his eyes and listened to K's words, as if he was thinking, or as if he was waiting for death.

"You won't tell me... you feel comfortable now... after losing all this... what do you have left? Yourself!"

K yelled loudly!
"Revenge on me! God! Vengeance on me!"

But Chang Yufeng remained unmoved.

Or maybe he has given up thinking, and his mind is blank, yet so clear.

When everything began to surface, he encountered the saddest, most desperate and most unwilling situation in the world.

That is the departure of your closest relatives and friends. Perhaps, this is the real sadness in life.

No one can accept death.

Even though Chang Yufeng experienced [loss], [incompetence], and [regrets] time and time again in the cycle of reincarnation, his increasingly bright personality told himself.

The deeper his love, the calmer and more rational he is, the more his emotions coexist and become entangled with each other, which is unimaginable.

This kind of loss.

Maybe it’s a normal loss... Everyone is helpless about it, birth, aging, sickness and death are part of human nature... So people can only accept it helplessly.

Therefore, and because no one can escape it, I feel a sense of accepting my destiny.

But that's really not an understandable feeling.

Only when you have lost something and never have it come back, can you truly feel this loneliness that breaks through the sky.

Yes, loneliness.

It seems that without them, this person's life and everything that comes after will be meaningless...

(End of this chapter)