The Spirit World

Chapter 744: The Sad God

Background: Chang Yufeng defeated Lin'er and won the first place in the swordsman group of the Dragon Expedition, thus entering the Winner's Valley. However, Hatulin and his people knew the news early on. Chang Yufeng wanted to be hostile, but Amutheas's illusion was too secretive, and Chang Yufeng was caught in the trap by accident.

However, this also gave Chang Yufeng some time to leave Xun Huangying, where he met the king of a small clan and learned about the moment when the royal race was exterminated three thousand years ago.

Chang Yufeng did not express enough sadness or emotion because he had lost his own feelings under the influence of the Heart of God.

Although he believed that he possessed humanity, his face became increasingly expressionless, and his heart was always filled with cold responses, without any emotion at all.

When Xun Huangying was under the illusion of Chang Yufeng, he made Chang Yufeng complete a long time of time and space travel. When Chang Yufeng returned, he killed Amutheas with an expressionless face, as if he was killing a pig.

When pigs are dying, they scream with shrill voices, but when Amyutheas died, she could only look at the sky, staring blankly at the person who killed her.

That man was Chang Yufeng.

Chang Yufeng has always been indifferent to evil people, so when his knife went down, there was never a trace of trembling.

He is no longer naive, nor is he as innocent as a child. He is now an individual with his own independent thinking.

Rather than a real human being.

Xun Huangying looked at the body of Amutheas, glanced at Chang Yufeng reluctantly, sat down weakly, and sighed.

"I never thought... that such a situation would occur..."

Xun Huangying tilted his head, feeling an indescribable weirdness.

His entire body began to glow with a soft black light that was fluorescent and clearly visible in the shadows of the canyon.

"I have used up all the power he left for me..."

Xun Huangying sighed more clearly: "I don't know why, you are always smarter than I thought, or you are incompetent... Maybe it's because of me... Sheep..."

"What……"

Chang Yufeng responded to the name.

"I have completed my mission... Now it's up to you to go on..."

"I will……"

Chang Yufeng nodded and pulled the bloody blade out of Amyutheas' chest.

"But, let me reiterate again..." Xun Huangying stood up, swaying like a swaying giant.

"I wasn't defeated by this Amyutheas... I just ran out of energy... I need to take a good rest for a while..."

"I know……"

Chang Yufeng nodded. He no longer showed his appearance as a child, but his kingly form.

"I'm still worried about you..."

Xun Huangying shook his head.

"You must take care of yourself."

"I will……"

Chang Yufeng put away the Spear of Heavenly Punishment and placed it in the pocket around his waist.

This canyon is a trial for the winners of the Dragon Conference. The sky and the canyon are like a line. If there really are some powerful monsters in this canyon, that is understandable, and this kind of trial will also be effective. However, the most powerful monsters in Wenti County are no more than level 50, so the trials here are not difficult for the winning geniuses at all.

Chang Yufeng also sighed.

He seldom sighs.

Looking at Amutheas who had not closed her eyes yet, Chang Yufeng closed her eyes with her hands.

"In fact, I may really lack the ability to... make others believe me..."

Chang Yufeng's breathing was like twitching.

"I'm sorry...I didn't do everything right...It's all my fault..."

Chang Yufeng understood his mistakes, from being weak and incompetent, to exercising restraint after understanding, and then to being unable to understand the meaning of life.

There were people who lost one after another in front of him... He didn't catch them, they all disappeared in their own worlds with the wind... So much so that the whole person who was entangled was numb...

But when he wanted to redeem himself, he could only passively accept this self.

"I... no longer pray for a new beginning... but I should also stay a little further away from my past... this is in accordance with..."

Chang Yufeng's melancholy mood was slowly released, but he really couldn't be sad anymore. He could only sigh silently, looking at the stubborn rocks underground. The stubborn rocks in the canyon were damp and crawling with tiny worms.

However, a figure naturally stood in front of him, causing him to look at the person who came unexpectedly. In the canyon, his five senses were very clear, and he shouldn't have been unaware of anyone approaching, so his surprise and fear still made him jump.

"Hello……"

The man was wearing a round top hat, which he took off from his head, revealing his black hair.

"Excuse me...are you Chang Yufeng?"

The visitor put on his hat again, and only then could we see his smiling eyes, and the rare suit and tie he wore. He was holding an old-fashioned umbrella.

"It seems to be true..." The visitor looked at Chang Yufeng's shock and the lamb with its hands on its waist.

"I am the K you have been looking for. I am glad to meet you here. Two new gods."

The God of Xinyu, this is the true name of the gods Chang Yufeng and Xun Huangying.

The person who came was definitely not a good person. Of course, he had already said that he was K, so naturally he had no good intentions.

Although he was smiling, Chang Yufeng was still frightened and stood up.

"Don't be afraid, God of New Hope... I am not here to be your enemy..."

K also stopped smiling.

"Ah...you bad guys...you always come to hurt my sheep when I am weak..."

Xun Huangying sat down slowly. He really didn't have the strength to stand. He had to use his hands to support himself and only then did he manage to stand up.

"No, no, no... God of Xinyi, who wouldn't be afraid of your reputation? Only when you are weak can we have a peaceful conversation instead of fighting. This is in line with our position."

K took a look at Ahmiuteas' body and tapped it with his umbrella. Ahmiuteas' body was emitting a strange black light that flickered in the air. He suddenly opened his eyes, turned over and stood next to K.

"You guys are so disgusting... You keep dying... I can never kill you all..."

Xun Huangying lowered his head and looked weakly at the worms on the ground. Those worms were covered with sharp teeth and were about to bite his small sheep's hooves. Chang Yufeng immediately jumped to the side of Xun Huangying and kicked the worm away.

“I’m sorry for making you think this way… God of New Providence, I’m sorry.” K spread his hands with a smirk on his face: “But this is not my fault… If you want to blame someone, you should blame yourself for breaking the balance of death… making your sheep… reincarnate again and again… This should be the result of your suffering… How can you blame me…”

"Are you really the K I'm looking for?"

Chang Yufeng placed the weak Xunhuangying on top of his head to keep him away from the biting worms.

He saw the resurrection of Amytheas, but he was already used to it and was not surprised at all.

Facing a powerful enemy, he could only silently hold the Spear of Heavenly Punishment in his hand and look at the so-called K seriously!

Amutheas looked at Chang Yufeng expressionlessly with empty eyes.

"It's true...your sheep and I are old friends..."

But Chang Yufeng is the sheep, and K looked at Chang Yufeng and said to him, your sheep.

"We have met in many places, but you may not recognize me... because I lack the ability to be remembered."

K touched the tip of the umbrella to the ground of the canyon, and the worms that didn't bite anyone withered into black smoke and disappeared. "I'm not the only god who can modify memories." Xun Huangying's weakness was visible to the naked eye, and he was half-breathing when he spoke.

He had to lie on Chang Yufeng's white hair and stop looking at anything. He didn't have the strength to look anymore.

Xunhuangying repelled Amutheas and used up all the energy that could be used to move in the human world. Only in the Three Thousand Palaces could he move freely, which was why he could not use his strength.

However, as it stands now, Xun Huangying is no longer telling just one lie. He is telling so many lies that he can no longer tell which one is which.

"You are too weak now... God of New Providence... do you need my help?"

K looked at Xunhuangying with a pitiful look.

"Your sheep is going to die..." He stared at Chang Yufeng again: "I should give you a few minutes to say goodbye... I really think this is inappropriate... Okay... I'll give you three minutes."

After saying that, K turned around on his own. He was very tall, and his movements seemed to be turning with the wind, so Amutheas also turned around, leaving Chang Yufeng with a calm expression alone.

Chang Yufeng no longer had any extra expression, but still went to ask Xun Huangying.

He really hates people who only care about themselves, and he also really hates people who think they are righteous.

"Shadow, K is right in front of us. I think I may never be able to give you the answer you want."

Chang Yufeng looked at K's back, unable to control his emotions.

His expression was very strange, he didn't know how to deal with the current situation.

Is K really so omnipotent that he can come and go as he pleases, and even Xun Huangying can't predict him?

No, Xun Huangying might know what would happen next, so he didn't have any words to express it.

He and Chang Yufeng are no longer good at expressing themselves verbally.

Because they have experienced everything, they seem to know everything. Even if they understand everything, even saying one more word would be redundant. It's as if those memories from another life suddenly came flooding back, making him lose the ability to express himself.

Or maybe he really understood the true meaning of life, so every word he said was filled with multiple negations.

He was trapped in an unknown limit.

He lacked an answer, a definite answer, to what was right and what was wrong.

His independent thinking fell into an embarrassing situation. A master can only deny, and an empty idea can only be wishful thinking.

Everything about a person seems false.

It's like this is all meaningless.

The more I think about life, the less I understand. The more I think about those random philosophical principles, the more I feel like an idiot.

The more I feel that I am such a person, the more I feel that I am not such a person, thus falling into the misunderstanding of absolute agnosticism, and thus having everything in vain.

Let your mind no longer be truly normal...

It seemed like he really needed to let go of everything before he could truly start over again...

This kind of life is really too painful.

Think about it,
I can never figure out the answer.

Xun A Xun,
And I don’t always know what I’m looking for.

I want to face my own heart but I don’t know how to change the past.

I want to take things seriously, but I always lack the courage to do so and the ability to correct my mistakes.

So we can only make the best of a mistake and turn back from the wrong path.

It's best to do nothing.

It would be best if you didn't think about anything. It would be best if you didn't want to live in this world anymore.

Only in this way can we get rid of worldly worries and truly end this empty and meaningless life forever.

"My sheep... do you know what sheep are born to do?"

Xun Huangying patted Chang Yufeng on the forehead.

Chang Yufeng shook his head.

"Eat grass. Sheep eat grass from birth."

Xun Huangying laughed tiredly.

Maybe he felt that his joke was not funny, so he pursed his lips and stopped smiling.

"You always think too much...do too little...even when your favorite girl walks by you, you hardly notice her...or rather, you should really live for others, otherwise you might not know how to live..."

Xunhuang imaged a little child and smiled with relief.

"From now on, you will have to face it all on your own... I'm really sorry that I didn't stay with you until the end, but don't worry, I'm just going to get some sleep."

"I really miss you... Actually, I thought I could still walk with you for a while... But if this is the end... Then forget it... Remember... Take care of yourself."

After Xun Huangying finished speaking, he slowly lowered his hands. Chang Yufeng hummed and didn't make any sound for a long time.

Chang Yufeng no longer has too many emotions.

No more too much enthusiasm.

Even no longer having... any emotions towards anything.

A person who has experienced so much pain would have his heart become numb long ago.

Many people and things he loved left him.

He had no more tears.

He is always so incompetent, so he is crazy about it.

"Is it over..." K wiped away her tears sadly, turned around and looked at Chang Yufeng and the body of the lamb.

Chang Yufeng waited calmly for the end of Xun Huangying's weak heartbeat.

"Death is not scary at all..." K was crying for Xun Huangying, but Chang Yufeng was as cold as ice.

"I mean, for people I don't know, death is not scary at all... But in fact, I don't know you, the two new gods... So, your sheep will die..."

K finally wiped away his tears.

He said to Chang Yufeng who had a blank expression on his face.

"You are such a perfect test subject... I am about to cry for you... Your whole world is a lie... But you are still searching for the meaning of your life... It is so touching... I can't even express in words... How much you have been through..."

"How pathetic... My dear God of New Hope... Is there any meaning to your life now? If you must find a reason to live... Why do you have to..."

"Why suppress yourself so much?"

"I mean... for love..."

"I forgot that you don't have the love of your biological parents... nor the love of the one you love..."

"You know this is reincarnation... What you love is the first reincarnation... No, the reincarnation that hasn't started yet... Everything you love..."

"These are all fake things of reincarnation... They are all fake... Everything..."

"It's really sad..."

(End of this chapter)