The Spirit World

Chapter 796 The Call of Death

How should I continue...

What about my next life...

This confusion of mine has tortured me to the point of unbearable pain, even though I believe I have lost the most realistic hope. In other words, I am stuck in a state of half-understanding and half-pretending to understand, and I cannot extricate myself.

In the blue starry sky, it seems to really exist.

I seem free and easy, but I am so confused that I am exhausted.

I seem confused, but I can also find the joy of being alone in the absurdity.

I am no longer a so-called person, and my soul has awakened. I no longer fantasize about the end of life, nor do I fantasize that I am a living being without desires.

In fact, my heart is surging with what I want.

That should be my desire.

Amidst the endless splendor of countless stars, traveling faster than the speed of light turns into loneliness, a point of light.

Stars, stars, do you have a beating, ordinary heart? Or will you always be alone in your life...poor creature...

"Hey……"

A hand came out from the black robe, slowly lowered its body, placed a blue sword named [Sky Blue Flying Kite Sword] on the ground, and slowly sat on the water table used to wash food.

The water platform was made of square mud bricks and large stones piled up flat. There was some dirt on it that had turned into moss. As the water flowed slowly, a small bird slowly jumped out.

In this water platform that had not been used for a long time, a sparrow that had just broken out of its shell staggered and screamed.

Her hand slowly touched the newborn bird, her slender fingers slowly raised, and the bird flapped its immature wings and fell into the mortal world.

In the palm of her hand.

The bird may have smelled the fragrance on her body and slowly lowered its little head.

"I'm not your mother..." She said: "Maybe, I also want to take you away, but I'm afraid your mother will scold me when she comes back..."

In her black coat, her thin body looked like a duckweed floating in the wind, creating as many ripples in the water as there were sorrows and worries.

The bird jumped between her fingers. Suddenly, it felt its wings had grown full and it was about to jump and fly. Then, it faltered and fell down and returned to her side.

She sat in a slightly cleaner place on the water platform, her green clothes contrasting with the new branches. The newly planted trees here had blossomed and borne fruit. It was also the seeds dropped by the birds that wrapped the water platform in the floating peach blossoms.

There is never a shortage of peach trees in Bailing Mountain.

The earthen houses connected by the water platforms also embellish someone's youthful years. In this loneliness and solitude, a fearless boy faces one dark night after another lying on a wooden bed alone.

Whenever she thought about the fact that he was such a person that made it hard for people not to worry about him, she felt more and more that every choice he made was made after careful consideration, not because of a momentary impulse, nor because of any conceivable mistake.

In the mud house, a seal was solemnly painted with red paint to prevent the invasion of monsters, and there was really nothing inside except the bed.

What is the child who lives in such a small house, a child who enjoys being enclosed in such a house, as if his mind is restrained, thinking deep in his heart?

Is it really possible to guess what he is thinking?

Or are all these fantasies false?
Not enough, one thousandth, to be lost.

He said that he had nothing to lose after all...

Whenever I think about this, the first thing that comes to my mind is not tragedy, because whenever I think of this young man, I don’t think that he has too many negative emotions, or that his optimism is too introverted, and his hot and cold emotions, when he is depressed or sad, are all serious... absurd.

The mud house seemed too clean and tidy because there were too few items in it, and no longer revealed anything that could be used to profile the psychological state of the person.

This is perhaps his most surprising strength.

He can always do it, or really can achieve the unity of knowledge and action.

And, his integrity, in all its forms, depends on his kindness and goodwill towards others.

This is somewhat sad, because kindness is not so easy to show. Or, it is too simple to determine that a person is kind, as long as he does not hurt others, he is kind...

Then this kind of sadness will spread, penetrate into the bone marrow, and turn into pain.

“Xinrui… I received a message from Xun Huangying. He said that the entire time and space can be merged…” Ms. Mei Qingzi stood in the depths of the peach blossoms, quietly looking at herself sitting on the water platform and the small earthen house.

The sunlight at this moment was like a gentle child, crossing over her head, spreading across the mountains and rivers, slowly stroking her long hair, and together with the clouds and rain, sending the wind to her.

Her long hair fluttered in the wind, and she felt somewhat lonely...

"I'm sorry... Xinrui... he didn't return to this time and space..."

Ms. Mei Qingzi was wearing very thin clothes, with almost no intact cloth visible. It was not because she was naturally promiscuous, but because she hardly needed to cover up her human body.

She does not belong to the human world, so she is not subject to human laws of lust and criticism.

In fact, even Ms. Mei Qingzi herself may not be sure whether she needs to dress like a strict goddess.

"This is not fair to you... But I hope you can understand... It's not his fault that he didn't choose this time and space, and naturally, it's not your fault..."

The him that Ms. Mei Qingzi talks about is the same as the one she thinks of in her heart.

However, he and his appearance were different in her and Ms. Mei Qingzi's minds.

In Ms. Mei Qingzi's mind, he looked almost "weird". Sometimes he was wearing a magic robe to school, sometimes he was strolling on the street in gorgeous clothes, and sometimes he was dressed in black and shuttled through the streets. Ms. Mei Qingzi recognized his appearance in different periods.

But Xinrui is different. In Xinrui's world, in his mind and in his heart, there is only him, wearing the white robes of a young master, who has quickly lived through the eleven years of his youth in this world.

This young man is so confusing that it is hard to understand what to do next.

He did not carefully and deliberately create his own life, but, between countless times of not understanding and understanding, he obtained the most incomprehensible thing...

Answer.

No, in fact, the answer can be figured out by thinking carefully and slowly, rather than making rash guesses.

"The sea... no matter how small the fish or shrimp are, it can accommodate them all without any ripples..."

She sighed.

She had no choice but to make an effort for this.

"This is his decision, it's good..."

"My dear child, you have done very well... When I gather the entire space and time, perhaps you can meet again."

Ms. Mei Qingzi also felt a little regretful.

"Now, the space-time he is in is the closest to Xun Huangying in all the space-times. When I collect all the space-times, all the memories of Erica that are no longer in use will be sealed in the memory of Erica in the space-time that Chang Yufeng is in now, and Ning Xinrui's space-time may also disappear forever..."

Ning Xinrui slowly interrupted Ms. Mei Qingzi and said something that was difficult to understand.

"Everything will be as if it never existed, right?"

Ms. Mei Qingzi remained silent because she had no answer at all.

All they could do was watch Ning Xinrui slowly put the bird down. The bird chirped, and the sky fell silent.

"Perhaps so... If time and space continue to be in a state of continuous superposition, everything will truly collapse. Xun Huangying has no way of taking on this responsibility. I must stop him..."

Ms. Mei Qingzi said with some emotion: "In the final analysis, it is still my fault... To be honest, I should not have allowed Xun Huangying to arbitrarily split out the infinite summoning time and space, allowing him to temper Chang Yufeng's soul..."

"Why did Xun Huangying... do this? I really don't understand..."

Ning Xinrui's fate seemed to have come to an end.

"I should have no worries. I almost gave up everything in the world, but I really couldn't understand why someone would turn a blind eye to everything of others... Xun Huangying is such a terrible person after all, so I shouldn't think about it... but..."

Ning Xinrui's heart almost beat forward and backward as he finished speaking these few words. It was an experience like a heart attack, which made Ning Xinrui, the entire person, choke up in an unimaginable way.

Because everything is going to disappear...

Just like what Ms. Mei Qingzi said... everything will disappear...

Because of creation, in order to recast the soul of a loved one, Xun Huangying spared no effort, disrupted the balance of time and space, and turned the whole world upside down!
Then, it leaves behind a mess and harms innocent people...

Life is... the encounter of innocent people again and again...

If someone can understand, everyone's life, from birth, means a starting point and an end point, and also means that the losses and gains in life have upper and lower limits.

My life...

My everything...

It's all nothingness...

He can only exist if he has something to do with the so-called Chang Yufeng, the real Chang Yufeng of the main time and space... If he were not there, would I exist?
Ning Xinrui didn't know, and was afraid to find out...

"You still have obsession in your heart...my child..."

As a bystander, Ms. Mei Qingzi certainly sees it most clearly.

She didn't need to comfort this empty body.

No, that's too...sad...

Because only the time and space where Chang Yufeng exists will be preserved, all time and space where Chang Yufeng does not exist will be ruthlessly destroyed.

Chang Yufeng, the real main time and space, is still on the road to higher-dimensional time and space, which is beyond his expectations. He believed those speculations about time and space jumps, but he didn't know that these were all based on the conjectures of multiple time and space created by the divine power of Xun Huangying and Ms. Mei Qingzi. Once the creator leaves, or changes his mind, or... dies.

Then the multiple time and space and the theory of time and space jump will be meaningless, because now, Ms. Mei Qingzi wants to [superimpose] all the time and space where Chang Yufeng does not exist together and restore it to the original world.

And in the original world, no matter where Chang Yufeng is, everything will be carried out according to its original appearance...

This little white mouse named Ning Xinrui knew the cruel truth, but could only struggle powerlessly.

Seeing that all living beings are illusions, and in the absolutely still space and time, none of them exist... who else... could be truly existing...

This is too cruel... Because in this time and space, [their Chang Yufeng] no longer exists, and they must perish as well.

Clean and tidy, leaving no room for ambiguity...

What a painful thing this is...

It was like a person's life was meaningless. All her remaining time was a base point in absolute stillness, lacking the most real... [obtain]...

"I just can't imagine..."

Ms. Mei Qingzi sighed.

"But I have to do this... my child... if you hadn't helped me back then... I don't think I would have been able to solve Xun Huangying's mess so easily, but please understand my difficulties..."

"You gods, discuss difficulties with me..."

Ms. Mei Qingzi can completely ignore this awakened little white mouse...

But she didn't, and this is what she considers to be one of the most challenging... [things] in the near future.

Ning Xinrui's eyelashes fluttered and moved upwards, and then he looked at Ms. Mei Qingzi suspiciously.

This stare made everything no longer the same.

Ms. Mei Qingzi could see endless unwillingness in her eyes.

It's like... a ray of light in the darkness, a naughty child, a wronged child, rebelling in fear...

"I think you have to understand...I'm not doing this for myself...for my child..."

Ms. Mei Qingzi's expression at this time was somewhat... a smile that could not be concealed...

What she needs is ten thousand kinds of unwillingness to be ordinary and to disappear silently.

She had been to this world before...

Such a cry is about to burst out!

Rather than being cruel and inhumane!

Die in silence!

The closure of time and space will swallow up the silent throat that cannot and dares not to make a sound!

And those who shout the loudest! Tiny humans!

Definitely! It will be remembered by history!

And they are the creators of history!
They! Need innovation!
They! Need a miracle!
They! Need to surpass!
"If the Space-Time Cube appears in front of me and tells me that I have violated the rules... I definitely won't do that... But if the Space-Time Cube disappears... It will have nothing to do with me... I can give you a chance... No, no, no, it's you who can give yourself a chance..."

"My name is [mri'xinyi'ci'lvyu's']..."

"You can give it a try... Of course... Don't... give me away... Otherwise... It would be too scary... Haha..."

Ms. Mei Qingzi suddenly became sad.

"If this can punish Xun Huangying, that would be great... I hope so... Okay... Okay, let's do this... It's always good to make Xun Huangying pay a price..."

(End of this chapter)