The Spirit World

Chapter 797 [The Shadow Named One]

"Don't you feel it's a pity, my little master..."

Xiao Lan felt more and more sad, so much so that the color of her body changed from pure white to a faint purple as she approached the star realm.

"You were born into this world without any friends... This is really a pity. Even though I know this is not good, I am not saying that everyone except us is willing to go to a certain place or a certain corner with you because of the so-called connection between us. This really lacks something that can be called friendship or emotion."

"I even feel that... even if it was Xun Huangying, you didn't consider him as a true friend... I mean... among all the people you met, anyone who wanted to be friends with you was rejected by you..."

At this moment, the ice elf interrupted Xiao Lan's words, or to be more precise, corrected Xiao Lan's words.

"Or... you don't need any friends at all, right? My idea is completely different from Xiaolan's. What she means is that you have many ties that others have never had, such as a lover who has been reincarnated for ten lifetimes, a past grudge, and friends from a long, long time ago. In a sense, your friendship lasts longer than that of ordinary people... This is not sad at all. They want to get to know you now because of your past self, which is enough to prove how precious what you have is."

The Ice Elf rarely had the same ideas as Xiaolan.

When experiencing precious friendship - Xiaolan's owner, Chang Yinglan, in Xiaolan's words, is a chic woman who is loved by everyone and the most godly person in the world.

Even though Chang Yinglan was not around, he was able to get a glimpse of this woman a little bit through Xiaolan's admiration...

She is a girl with friends everywhere, who is free and easy, and even more capable than the average man.

Her behavior, her character, this legendary woman who can even make an elf like Xiaolan fall in love with her, may be more or less worthy of the word legend.

She is one of only two gods who were gods by human means in the 3,000-year-old empire.

Of course, she was classified as an Imperial citizen because she married an Imperial man. In fact, in her original world, almost no one could tell her what it meant to be a god.

Chang Yinglan, ah Chang Yinglan...what kind of woman are you...and how come you are connected to the star realm?
"I'm thinking... a question like this! Little Master! You must answer me!" Xiao Lan puffed up his cheeks angrily and said, "Little Master, have you obtained all the memories? I remember Xun Huangying told us a long time ago that he could no longer control your memory... All memories will be naturally recalled by you, or naturally forgotten!"

"Everything about Xun Huangying and you! Have you ever remembered it? Or? You have always had these memories and don't consider Xun Huangying as a true friend at all?!"

"Lord Xun Huangying, is he your friend?"

Xiao Lan shouted anxiously.

But Chang Yufeng just listened without saying much and showing no intention of answering.

"Kid, did Xun Huangying say something to you? Or is it that everything you call living is not something that can be said, but just an excuse for you to escape from yourself?"

The ice elf was also a little lost.

From their eyes, Chang Yufeng seemed to see some kind of expectation that he had never seen before...

It is indeed a kind of entanglement of trust, expectation, and disappointment in the people you know.

At this time, it was Chang Yufeng's turn to answer.

“Just because I’m tied to my past self, maybe it’s not something I can be proud of.”

Chang Yufeng also followed suit and sighed, feeling misunderstood.

"If it's just because, for them, the old me was someone they knew, or someone they loved, then for the me now... this completely different me, this me that is not the me they knew at all, what is the meaning of my existence? Have you ever thought about this question..."

"The me now may not have any so-called bond with them because they knew me and understood me in the past... because I am no longer the me before. That me stayed where I was, while I am constantly moving forward. There is only an inexplicable connection between them and me, not to mention that it is reincarnation, not amnesia or forgetfulness. They and I... are not in the same world... so naturally, there is no bond between us anymore..."

Chang Yufeng's words were calm and indifferent...

Chang Yufeng's heart, however, was surging with emotions and could not calm down.

Xiao Lan shouted in indignation. She shouted: "I never thought that you would be so heartless! Little Master! How could you say such a thing!"

"This is totally unreasonable!"

"No... kid... it's very hurtful for you to think like that. Even if I heard it, I would feel that it's too cruel for you to say and think like that..."

"No... I think so... You can't judge a person's heart by his appearance... I'm not the kind of person you think I am, nor am I the kind of person I think I am. In other words, when we met, we expressed our emotions through things. Because I did such a thing, you thought I was this kind of person, and you didn't care what I was thinking... Your stereotypes are just what I think, that kind of stereotypes..."

Chang Yufeng quickly rejected Xiaolan and the Ice Elf's ideas.

But even so, they had no way of understanding what Chang Yufeng meant.

Because Chang Yufeng, after all, was already wandering in a state of half-understanding...

"It's very dangerous to be unable to get out of your own world!" The Ice Elf and Xiao Lan shouted in unison!
"My little master, it's not right for you to do this... It's very dangerous to stay in your own world and not be able to turn back! Now, do you know what you are saying? This is not okay!"

Xiao Lan looked at his little master sadly.

He is now somewhat empty...godless.

Maybe he himself doesn't know what he is thinking...

So much so that he felt somewhat sad and missing...

"Can someone like me...really go see my mother?"

He answered his questions in his heart.

"What does it matter if you have memories or not...right?"

He is not self-contradictory, but he is extremely chaotic...

He is neither rational nor emotional...

He is now extremely empty...

What kind of life is the right one?

No, no matter what kind of life you live, there is no right one. There are only invisible...

The setbacks in life...torture people beyond recognition.

"It doesn't matter whether you have memories or not..."

He repeated himself like this.

Is Chang Yufeng, who has all the memories, or is he now named by a marginalized old woman, Wang Po, another person who is destined to be marginalized by society... Ning Sanqi?
If so, isn't that... terrible?

In that case, what kind of growth can this person have? !

No more today, I will update tomorrow... My body must return to its normal schedule...

Don't be surprised if there are updates during the day...

There are still a few chapters before I start my adventure in the spirit world... Adventure, more descriptions, more techniques, more words, very fast... (I don't like it...)
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(End of this chapter)