The Spirit World

Chapter 799 I Love You So Much
"I think...what the young master said is really hurtful..."

Xiao Lan choked up a little...

"What do you mean we won't know each other again if we don't have the bond we had before? Really! At least we have been together for such a long time... Even if you are with a pig, you will have feelings for it... Why did the little master say such a thing??!"

Xiao Lan felt so aggrieved that her whole body began to show signs of merging with the surrounding stars.

It can be seen that everything in this starry sky is related to emotions.

"Why... I don't understand... Does the young master really think this way? Could it be that we have been together for so long..."

Xiao Lan really started sobbing as she looked at Chang Yufeng who had a calm face.

"Don't you have any feelings at all? I'm really sad... so sad... I can't believe the young master would really think this way..."

Speaking of which, companionship is something that exists all the time, which is what makes people convinced.

If you accompany someone for a long time, people will take it for granted, and in some cases, you may hurt the person who accompanies you...

"I don't think... it's like that... it's just... I think... I used to feel... little brat... you... are a little irresponsible... your heart has never been with yourself, so you feel... not so much, right... or... are you speaking sarcastically? I really don't understand... you haven't learned the responsibility of a real man from Lord Xun Huangying... right? If you think about it carefully... you have been looking for the meaning of your life, but you rarely play your role well... and then... as a result, all your affairs have become a mess... just like... now..."

The ice elf had no intention of scolding them. He grabbed Xiao Lan's clothes, leaned on her, and helped wipe her tears. However, the person he was talking to must be Chang Yufeng, who was looking calm as he took them across the starry sky.

Chang Yufeng held Xiao Lan's hand tightly.

Even though Xiaolan was crying, she still didn't feel like she could let go...

In the star realm, everyone is alone.

In front of Xiaolan who had lost her little master, this sad emotion was infinitely magnified...

It’s not just because Chang Yufeng said, “Without the previous memories, without everything in the previous, there would be no acquaintance between Chang Yufeng and the others, and there would be no difference between the current Chang Yufeng and the Chang Yufeng in their minds…”

This huge difference exists...

In their minds, Chang Yufeng is the king... He is a powerful celestial being with infinite power, an existence that the entire spiritual world fears and dreads.

But now Chang Yufeng doesn’t know many people in the spiritual world. He is not a well-known figure, let alone a figure who can be respected.

When he walked on the street, almost no one would recognize him, and no one would flock to him.

Now, he talks like an ordinary person, but he is not an ordinary person.

This feeling of being neither high nor low... makes him desire the urge to pursue his truest self.

Who is he! Where did he come from! How should he live now?

He had to find out. Only in this way could he...live on with himself and everything he carried.

Those! They are all hatreds that cannot be erased...

Whether it comes from yourself or from others.

These are all revenges that cannot be forgotten, nor can they be unrevenged...

"In the final analysis... Think about it carefully... You, Chang Yufeng! What have you accomplished in this world? Or, you always fail to finish what you started, always do halfway, and never do anything well... And then you can't do everything about yourself... I mean... everything... My dear Chang Yufeng... Don't you realize this?"

The Ice Elf would not accommodate such a ruthless Chang Yufeng...

"When you were blindly pursuing the meaning of your life, was there no one to protect you? Or, everything Xun Huangying did was not shown around you, so you really didn't know anything? Or, everything your parents did never reached your ears? Even if it was really because of your parents' personality charm or something else that made Xiao Lan and Xun Huangying accompany you because of their bond... it wouldn't make you say such things... without any scruples, right? Don't you know it at all?"

As the Ice Elf was talking, he also had the same reaction as Xiao Lan...

However, the color of the ice elf has merged with the star body and has undergone tremendous changes.

She shed her original body of the Ice Elf and began to transform into a girl dressed in white. The Ice Elf's distinct angular eyes were still in her eyes, so she was the current Ice Elf.

Everything here is rapidly crossing the low dimension of the spiritual world and entering the high dimension of the astral world! This brings about an extreme change that cannot be surpassed in everything in the low dimension.

The change in the ice elf's appearance did not stop Xiaolan from crying, nor did it get her her own attention.

Only Chang Yufeng watched this change quietly.

However, for Chang Yufeng, he really lacks the most realistic...meaning of survival...

The astral realm represents absolute stillness, and also represents... the vast [infinity]

"Or is it like what Xun Huangying said, you are just a little lamb that can only squeal?! You don't have the responsibility of a man at all! Your sense of responsibility! Your sense of responsibility! All disappeared in your pursuit of your own ultimate meaning of life... Accept your reality! You are now Chang Yufeng, a human being in the spiritual world. You carry everything of the Chang Yufeng in your previous life, the Chang Yufeng in the previous life, and the Chang Yufeng in the star world! You are nothing but! All life! Whether it's your friends who know you! Whether it's the bond with people who know you, they are all things you must value!"

The ice elf has always been rational. She is not as emotional as Xiaolan, so the words that come out of her crystal-like lips are also cold and without intense emotions.

Like I said...

"Don't you feel it? Your sense of responsibility! Your sense of responsibility! It's not very strong. Whether it's someone who loves you or not, you just muddle along! You never care! You really don't care! How many people will be hurt by this?!"

The ice elf helped Xiaolan wipe her tears, and then she noticed her own body. However, for now, she was definitely not very happy, but hesitated for a while...

In a sense...it is true...

Looking back at everything that Chang Yufeng had done since his first reincarnation...it seemed that he had never accomplished anything. Even if it was because Chang Yufeng didn't have the ability to do it before, it wouldn't have been a big deal...

But with spiritual power, I can have a very strong fighting ability, and I don’t want to change anything...

He didn’t find the meaning of life that he thought he had, nor did he grasp the love that he thought he had… The people who loved him never received a complete response…

This so-called "muddling through" really shows a lack of responsibility. Although he appears to be considerate and caring towards others and always speaks in a soft voice, in the final analysis, he still does not think about things from beginning to end.

There is no beginning or end to think about one thing coherently!
This is not allowed!

This is absolutely wrong!
No! Even if other people may be such people who just get by, I won't complain! Because I don't know those people!

But! Chang Yufeng can't do it! He's the only one who can't do it!

"The person you love, the person who loves you, whether it's the past or the future, would you want to hear that the me in the past is not the me now? Or... is it just because of this that you lack such a hard-to-see... sincerity? In the future, if you don't want to associate with someone anymore, you can just say that the me in the past is not the me now! Wouldn't you be sad?! Wouldn't you be sad?!"

Only then did the Ice Crystal Spirit show some emotional fluctuations.

Her new body began to merge with the starry sky again...

"Or, you've already stopped caring about...things like this?!
This will make me very sad!"

It’s sad… isn’t it?

Even a rational person would be shocked by this sentence, "The me in the past is not the me now, so no matter our past or present bond, it doesn't count..."

Anyone with feelings will be sad! !

Anyone can say this!
Only Chang Yufeng can’t say it!

Chang Yufeng fell into a long silence.

Because everything the Ice Elf said, everything told by the Ice Elf, must be a wake-up call to Chang Yufeng!
Chang Yufeng! Not something! A perfect person!

But, he must avoid saying such words himself!

If an imperfect person keeps giving up on his or her life...he or she will never make any progress!
Everything about him! The people around him who love him and the people who love him are definitely not something that can be solved by just saying sorry...

Because I am loved, I am unscrupulous. It is ridiculous and too childish...

Only children!

Only then would one say such irresponsible and irresponsible words!

This shouldn't happen!

"You must! React properly! Even if I'm not your mother! I'm just your friend! You must! Reflect on yourself! Otherwise! All your friends, the people who have paid all this for you! Will think! It's not worth it!"

"You are not such a person! Chang Yufeng! You are a person who will respond to the efforts of others! If there is no timely response! You will be sad and sorrowful! Not a person who can trample on the efforts of others for you! You are such a person! I am not just saying it casually! Do you understand?!"

The ice elves are more like elders than friends.

Speaking of which, she was with Chang Yufeng during his first reincarnation.

She could see everything that Xun Huangying could see in the Void Box...

She understood what Xun Huangying was doing.

I can also remember it in my heart. Feel the deep affection in this action...

And... the warmth among the countless harsh words...

Who doesn't want the person they love to be kind to them?

Be good, become a positive, active person who will not feel sad when facing the long journey of life...

During this period of ruin, Chang Yufeng lost the most important thing in his life, which was his sense of responsibility for something...

Not taking good care of your relationship and your sense of responsibility in life!

No courage to face life properly!

No! Treat your loved ones and relatives with a complete and lasting attitude...

A sense of companionship...

If a loved one tells you, "I am not your lover, I am not your relative, in the past, that was me in the past, not me now..."

Now, I probably don’t love you anymore.

If anyone has a clear conscience like this, they would be so angry that they would be confused!

Such a thing! Who can bear it?
Even though Chang Yufeng might not be the one who said such words, after he paused, he must have thought about it before saying it! That must be! What he said!
How sad this is!
No normal person would feel uncomfortable in this regard!

These were words that made people completely disappointed in him!
"I think... little master, you are still a child. In my eyes, you will always be a child... You still say such things, just like a child... I don't care... I won't let the little master do anything! But, I hope the little master can think about this problem seriously..."

Xiao Lan was angry and crying, suppressing her sobs, and her entire chest was gasping for air.

"Don't you have such an experience, young master? Or... you really don't care about other people's feelings that much, and always do your own thing, without doing what can be called responsibility for yourself..."

She eloquently addressed the question.

"When you are about to do something, or want to say this, you must face it, do it, and think about it, instead of just saying everything you want to say at once... Even though sometimes I know that the little master is really lying to me, I believe that the little master is not lying to me intentionally... So I will happily accept it... But..."

"If the little master feels that we are no longer important, you must tell us... We will never despise you at any time, nor will we care so much about the hurtful words you say..."

Xiaolan continued with a sob.

"Because the little master doesn't know what family means yet... Although the little master has never lived with the master, and has never thought about whether he will live with the master again... That is family love... and mother's love... father's love... You have never experienced it..."

"It's not your fault... We don't blame you either..."

"Because our love for you... can always tolerate your shortcomings, we will praise your strengths... and will definitely tolerate your..."

"I don't know if this is family... but... I hope you... can understand... please don't... say anything like this or that anymore..."

"We love you, that's all! We want nothing more..."

(End of this chapter)