The Spirit World

Chapter 805: Transcending the Shackles of Life Philosophy

[How much more beauty in this world you have not encountered...]

"So I often think that my life is indeed full of...tragedies caused by myself, and this is not something that can make me happy..."

No matter what Chang Yufeng said, there was a tone of self-blame in his voice, which was very bad.

However, he really doesn't have much time in the astral world now.

Because in the existing world, the fusion of time and space is already taking time as the basis.

There was no need for Xun Huangying to tell Chang Yufeng, Chang Yufeng also knew about this matter. The so-called "only one", the so-called soul, was such a sad and unexpected thing.

Of course he knew that everyone would gain forgotten memories in this sea of ​​suffering called reincarnation, and then lose everything they had ever gained as all time and space merged.

Whether it is pain or experience.

This is too painful.

It feels like being manipulated.

Xun Huangying can do whatever he wants, whether it is seeking help from Ms. Mei Qingzi who can split all non-existent time and space, or blocking the pursuit of the time and space cube, he seems to be at ease.

It's totally unlike myself, and nothing I want to do goes smoothly or as I wish.

If it is still so tragic, where is my future?

In fact, I think he is no longer confused, but his desires, what he wants, are too little, even pitifully little, so much so that he lacks something precious.

That is persistence.

Also, a sense of responsibility.

Whether he persists or not depends on him. He has lost the most important thing, so he no longer believes in anything...

What…?

"So what?"

Chang Yinglan shrugged indifferently. She was still the same. Her face could not be seen, and no one knew what emotion she was feeling. Facing her son's worried look, she was unable to show her true state.

Or maybe, she understood the current situation better, so she appeared calmer.

The so-called God is almost omnipotent. If you think about it this way, as an ancient god, Xun Huangying himself is omnipotent.

And I was just a little boy at first.

Doesn't that explain everything?

Lambs are lambs after all, and lone wolves are lone wolves after all.

There is no such thing as being able to do or not being able to do.

Forcing a lamb to eat meat is like forcing a lone wolf to eat grass, which makes people feel bored.

"But it doesn't matter at all... If you haven't found the direction of your life, who has? Have your father and I found the direction of our lives? Will we always be obsessed with finding the direction of our lives and be confused because we can't find it?"

These words actually come from the truest part of my heart.

Because, as a star, Chang Yinglan never thought that she would come to this point.

"I never thought that I would stay here for the rest of my life. And, as far as I can see now, I certainly won't. Go ask your dad again, does he want to stay in that shitty place forever?"

Chang Yinglan's words almost woke the dreamer up.

"You are not a so-called saint. If you did something wrong, you did it wrong. If you don't understand it, you don't understand it. There is no need to try to figure it out. You can't do it... You are just daydreaming."

"What in this world can really be accomplished? All of it? How is it possible? Don't even think about it, right? You are still in the confused period because the goal you set is too ambitious, or you really have enough food and clothing now, or your desires are being worn away bit by bit under the prospect of having enough food and clothing. You always think about [seeing through] or [understanding the truth of life]. It's enough to understand this kind of philosophy that explores the fundamentals, and you don't have to stick to it..."

Chang Yinglan raised her hand.

She wanted Chang Yufeng, who possessed the king's Dharma image, to stand up.

Chang Yufeng also stood up obediently.

But the gloom on his face has not yet dissipated.

Because he really didn't have anything to talk about with his mother.

It seemed as if everything he had been looking for disappeared in an instant, leaving only an empty self.

To a teenager who has crossed the state of half-understanding and confusion, a mother's guidance is not that obscure.

Because Chang Yinglan probably saw her son for the first time.

She didn't need her son to do anything for her.

The moment she saw her son Chang Yufeng, she saw him holding Xiao Lan and the Ice Elf's hands. She guessed that he was not a child without anyone's company, but in other words, he had grown up and had responsibilities.

The confusion in your heart will not disappear with just a few words.

"I don't understand how much pain you have in your heart, but I have also experienced inner pain. If you want to listen, I can talk about it for three days and three nights. There is no end to it. It's not because I am born a pessimistic person. I am happy to admit that I am an optimistic person. I am also willing to believe that my son will gradually become an optimistic person, instead of frowning and leading himself to agnosticism or the dead end of life philosophy. This is completely unnecessary..."

"Find something you like to do, and do it little by little... Don't harm others, don't underestimate yourself, don't cheat, don't steal, don't rob, how can you reach the end of your life so easily?"

Chang Yinglan shook her head.

"You know what? Don't think that just because you have seen or heard about other people's lives, or their life trajectories, you have experienced them, or that you can face the difficulties in other people's lives... As a new person, as a person who has accepted more new ideas, you should do, think, and base yourself on reality, so that you can do everything you want to do! Instead of putting yourself in a dead end..."

"In other words, you don't need to care about your father and I. This is not Chenxiang saving his mother, nor is it Yang Jian saving his mother. I am living well here, and you don't need to worry about me. Go do what you want to do instead of caring about me. There is no need to care about me, because your parents are not so-called pedantic people. Although we are older than you, as of now, we are also confused, and we have problems that we cannot say and need to explore. However, that is still me, our business, and we will not force our expectations on you. I am not the Third Holy Mother, and I don't need to be saved. I can guarantee that I can face everything with a smile, and I will never be as sad as you."

"Your grandmother, your grandfather, your grandmother, your grandfather, even if they are no longer from the same world as us, will never say what they want their children and grandchildren to do. That is the matter of the previous generation. Even if there is hatred or grudge, it has been over long ago. The same goes for our generation. Our affairs, our hatred, will never weigh on you!"

Chang Yinglan told Chang Yufeng about his doubts and the reason why he came here.

Or, thousands of whys. Answers to whys.

"That is to say, no matter what, you are living your life. I suggest that you set a girl who will accompany you for the rest of your life as your goal, and live your life well, instead of living like a headless fly in this world, not knowing where your goal is and how you should live. Yes, that's life, isn't there an old saying? When the bridge reaches the bow, the boat will naturally straighten out. Once you set a goal, whether you achieve it or not, set out towards it, and you will definitely gain something."

"Okay, go now...if you really don't want to chat with me. My son is grown up, and he doesn't have much to talk to his parents. Look, you don't have a career, nor a marriage, and you don't have any life ideals to tell us...Isn't this...there's nothing to talk about? Haha."

Chang Yinglan waved her hands, as if urging her son to leave me.

"Don't forget to ask your father to bring something else. Don't always send fish. Send a Malnath black pig from the Principality, a long-tailed bristle cow from the Empire, and, anyway, anything is fine. I will make something delicious for my friends."

[Yes, dear friend! ]

【Xiaobai】jumps happily.

He, like other stars here, does not care about the daily life of Chang Yufeng and Chang Yinglan. They care more about their dear Chang Yinglan.

Dear Chang Yinglan, you are their only one.

It’s strange to say, but this is Chang Yinglan’s charm. She can make strangers give her the most sincere love.

This kind of love is not just love between men and women, but the most basic kind of love that makes people like it.

"You don't look like me at all... but you look a lot like your stinky dad... But it doesn't matter, isn't your dad doing well? There's nothing he can't overcome, right?"

Chang Yinglan laughed: "Actually, I want to say, it doesn't matter. Didn't your father marry a beauty like me? Looking back, my son is already this old, and I can't use the name and words I used when I was in the underworld."

Thinking about it this way, it’s possible and I miss it quite a bit.

Chang Yufeng did not inherit Chang Yinglan's talent for talkativeness, and because of this, Chang Yufeng is more like his father.

Ah... that stinky dad who thought he was leisurely playing chess in Huazhou was not a talkative person. However, when he spoke, he was just as talkative as his mother.

Their rich life experience and life experience can definitely support them to do nothing and still gain the ability to deal with others for a long time.

This is something Chang Yufeng doesn't have.

A person who almost makes himself a loner naturally cannot do it.

However, Chang Yufeng naturally needs to experience some things in the world.

He had studied in Fulan, he had herded cattle and sheep in Wenti County, he had been a guide in Wenti County, he had sold some handicrafts in Fulan, he had lived in Bailing Mountain for a period of time, he had spent a period of time in almost every place that was difficult to calculate, but the circle of his social circle was really too small.

Besides relatives and family, who else?
And...some bad guys?
Is it possible that at this time, apart from relatives, bad guys, and family, there is no one else?
How can it be? ! !

Right? ?
Lazy people, hardworking people, cunning people, white lotus-like people, insidious people, stupid people, smart people, arrogant people?
There are many, many more, tens of millions of people, with huge groups and huge personality branches. Are they not there? In this world?

Is it true that Chang Yufeng has never encountered them?
Could it be that Chang Yufeng really hadn’t... paid attention to them?
After all, Chang Yufeng still hasn't pulled himself out of his state of half-knowledge and confusion.

No one helped him, and he had to experience life all by himself. How could this be possible...

There were one or two people, Kraft, Rajel, Pylos, Emina, and the people of the Principality who gave him life experience, but in the end, it was still too little...

Too little...

When you have your own parents, it is impossible for them to teach you all the life experiences and lessons you will learn.

In other words, it can only be seen that what Chang Yufeng experienced and was able to do were some invisible... so-called growth.

"Maybe I understand..."

Chang Yufeng nodded, then shook his head.

"Perhaps, I still don't understand..."

He said with a smile and a wry smile.

"I understand, mother. I will surpass myself... Whether it's my past self or my present self... I think we should not stay where we are. There is no exhaustive solution to the philosophy of life. I should pursue some meaning of life... No, not that kind of meaning of life, but what I think I can do for the rest of my life... Of course, mother, you don't have to worry about your child becoming bad or a big bad guy. I won't do anything that harms others. I will do something that I think is meaningful, whether it's helping others or starting a family."

"Get married! Start a career!" Xiao Lan exclaimed in amazement at what her little master said!
"Start a family! Like a man!"

Xiao Lan said loudly. She was so excited to be able to say such words to her little master.

Because when a boy says things like starting a family and building a career, and puts them into action, that is the moment when a man learns to take responsibility.

No one will live a lifetime without any ties.

The purpose of a person living in this world is to start a family and build a career!

This is what human beings’ social and historical experience consists of, and what a male individual needs to face.

Start a family and start a career.

This is true for all, regardless of order.

No one can be free from confusion.

No one can avoid aging.

No one can live without having a family and a career.

If a person does not start a family and a career, it is difficult for him to feel the importance of responsibility. If a person lives as he pleases, lives without company, lives without shackles, he will be more and more unruly, lacking more and more, and will become more and more confused as time goes by and his body ages.

Everyone has their own choice.

But the experience of thousands of years of history is naturally so real.

Then, go beyond it!

Go ahead and do it, it is your responsibility as a man!

(End of this chapter)