The Spirit World

Chapter 919: Make a Talk with Me
[I can’t save…you…]

“I have no way of solving the most basic fairness issues…”

Chang Yufeng let the little girl kick and make a fuss, his long white hair, which had not yet been cut short, swaying in the wind.

His eyes were as sincere as a lamb's as he answered the girl's cry.

"There is no way to stop the bullying or even help those who need it."

He was beyond grief.

"I always arrive one step later than the harm, and I always realize too late that I can't do anything..."

"Obviously, the biggest problem in this world is the unfair distribution of resources... Whether it's the entire class or the individual... I am powerless to change it... From humans, Chinese, beastmen, elves and other ethnic groups, we can't find common ground while reserving differences because of land, customs, and [differences] in ethnic characteristics... From the bullying of individuals, the brutality of the group, and the unreasonableness of society among ethnic groups, I can only watch in silence."

The girl sensed his pain and hesitated. She stopped trying to grab the pebble from his hand and instead looked at his aggrieved eyes, the eyes of a grown man who looked like he was about to cry.

Those were stars, twinkling in his eyes.

She stopped fighting, but she didn't take her tender hands away either.

"I saw wars, I saw complaints, I saw endless hatred. People can only live in the quagmire of greed and lust and numb themselves... violence... blood... and pain..."

"How should this all end..."

Chang Yufeng grabbed the Desolate Magic Stone, but he was unable to create a paradise-like world... Such a world does not exist...

Three thousand years have passed, and history is nothing but a cycle. I have fantasized about breaking the cycle of history, but failed miserably... It is still a fantasy after all...

Everything...everything...returns to nothingness...

How should I spend this empty life...

Will it really make sense?
"Didn't it grant your wish?"

The girl looked at him innocently.

He closed his eyes and shook his head gently.

"That kind of world does not exist. A world without hope is nothing but self-deception..."

“Is that so…” The girl reluctantly let go of her hands, and the Huangyi Magic Stone stopped glowing, which meant that the Huangyi Magic Stone could not fulfill the wish of the brain in front of it.

Think about it this way...

He's still more miserable.

Is there any wish that this stone cannot fulfill?

She doesn't understand.

And will never understand.

She understood that if a person's inner pain could not be concealed, it would show on his face.

The man in front of me was calm, yet in pain. His inner pain and struggle could not be concealed.

"Why are you in so much pain..." she asked.

He was suddenly unable to answer.

Standing up, Chang Yufeng took a look at the world in front of him.

Under the darkness, the lights were on, and everything returned to normal...

The dead are resurrected... the past is repeated...

Laughter and joy coexist with suffering. This is the way the world is. Some are happy while others are sad. You are happy while I am sad. This is human nature.

The reason why it is unfair...is precisely because of this...

All the words of fate... finally come to...

【Why not me! 】

【Why is it not me who is fair! 】

【Why wasn't it you who died! 】

【Why doesn’t suffering bother you! 】

【Why can't anyone answer! 】

【Why no one dares to answer! 】

【Why turn a blind eye to the unfair, unreasonable and illegal things! 】

Could this be destiny, a meaningful word for destiny?

Is this really complaining about the world?
Is this really self-deception?

Aren’t these really just mountains that cannot be overturned?

The chasm of division is hard to cross, and the mountains and seas that are on the smooth road are hard to level.

This is the way the world is...

What am I suffering from...

So many people are daydreaming! It never stops!
I shouldn't be in pain, just like I shouldn't be lonely. Everything in the world... is too lonely, too lonely.

Chang Yufeng looked at the girl and sighed for some reason.

"Just go... don't look back."

The girl scolded Chang Yufeng harshly and tried to snatch the Huangyi Magic Stone from Chang Yufeng's hand.

"I'm not leaving! You're the one who should leave!"

The girl rushed over, but saw a black shadow appear behind Chang Yufeng.

The black shadow was like a scar that suddenly tore open from Chang Yufeng's back, and a blue-eyed monster walked out of it.

It had sharp teeth and claws. Looking closely, it was a black panther covered with spikes. It hid itself in the black fog. A green light suddenly appeared, and it shouted in a shrill voice: "I finally found you again!"

"Give me back the magic stone!!"

The black shadow leopard came quickly after he finished speaking, and the distance was so close that it leaped up and was about to pounce on Chang Yufeng. Chang Yufeng would naturally not be knocked down by him, but at that moment, the golden light that protected its body flashed, and it turned into an extreme light in the dark night, knocking the leaping shadow leopard away with a clang, and then rushed over again quickly, but was suddenly bounced away. After three seconds, it paced around Chang Yufeng with its eyes wide open.

"Give it back to me! The magic stone!"

The shadow leopard was heartbroken and gnashing its teeth, as if it wanted to tear Chang Yufeng to pieces before it could bite him.

"Give me back my magic stone!"

"I want it! My child! Give me back my child!"

Shadow Leopard cried out heart-wrenchingly, but he could only see Chang Yufeng's indifference.

Huang uses magic stone to fulfill the user's wishes at no cost!

"I'm sorry... I can't give it back to you..."

Chang Yufeng looked at the shadow leopard. In the darkness, the shadow leopard merged into one with the darkness.

Its child was not with him.

"Huang Yi Magic Stone cannot replace your child being by your side..."

Chang Yufeng seemed to have become a ruthless redeemer, preventing any empty, false, and imaginary things from happening.

This shouldn't have been his intention.

He thought...

Thinking that the dead child will return to his family.

He thought...

Thinking that the lost parents will return to their children…

Rather than the widowed, the lonely, the lonely...

But only one person's wish came true...

It’s not possible…

History has long proven that...desire is endless and cannot be escaped.

Today the souls that know each other are resurrected... Tomorrow the bodies that have nothing to do with others die... When will it all end?
Huang Yi Magic Stone should not be able to fulfill anyone's wishes, nor should it change anyone's fate...

"Give me back the child!"

The shadow leopard rushed over again, stirring up the girl's emotions. She looked at the Desolate Magic Stone in Chang Yufeng's hand and suddenly rushed over to snatch it.

Chang Yufeng looked at Shadow Leopard, then at the girl, and clutched the pebble in vain.

This raw stone is called Huangyi Demon Stone, and it is the end of worldly desires.

What a terrible thing it is... As long as it exists, it will be a valve that cannot stop desire.

How great is human desire...

Never ending...

The shadow leopard attacked, but was repelled again and again... crashing to the ground, falling into the mud, and not hesitating to turn back, not afraid of the pain...

The girl grabbed Chang Yufeng's hand and twisted Chang Yufeng's slender fingers, eager to grab something...

And only Chang Yufeng himself was staring at the dark sky, feeling the raindrops falling...

It's going to rain again...

And who is trapped here...

Or there...

These chapters are controversial... I am not absolutely impartial...

Chang Yufeng used his own price to restore the influence of the magic stone...

This is also why I dwelled on Chang Yufeng’s own faults and mistakes in so many chapters…

Because irreversible loss must come at a price, cherishing the present is the core of life.

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(End of this chapter)