The Spirit World

Chapter 920 Awakening from a Dream

Chapter 920 Awakening from a Dream
[Gorgeous clothes, white hair, worldly Buddhist chants]

"Perhaps the world will not really change just because you try hard to change it." Chang Yufeng sat under the World Tree with his eyes closed.

In the three thousand palaces, only the petals of the World Tree are flying. The pure white World Tree is like the last trace of tranquility and beauty in the troubled world, passing time as if from another world.

"This is my trouble... I don't want to tell you..."

"Living too long alone is a kind of loneliness."

"Sometimes I feel lonely. Not just because I'm alive... but because I'm alone..."

Oh World Tree... you are so illusory, yet you carry the world...

“Perhaps this is the true meaning of the world, living alone and in misery.”

"I never thought such pessimism would affect me, but I can't do anything about it."

"Chen Lin's disappearance from my world is like digging a hole in my heart that no one can fill."

"In countless times and spaces, I have resisted becoming the only one, because all of them have been experiencing the pain of loss. Without Chen Lin, I am nothing."

Tears of blood flowed from his eyes...

"I have long lost my original intention... I have been trapped in a cycle of hardship... and ended up with nothing..."

"I'm not a very kind person. I've also indulged in my evil thoughts recklessly..."

"But I am still myself after all... I can't be anyone else..."

"I know too many laws of the world, from the birth of the nation to class differentiation, from material creation to resource allocation, from historical cycles to historical advancement, and I feel exhausted..."

"I wanted to save everyone... but in the end... I couldn't save anyone..."

He trembled slightly and choked up...

"I want to live for myself, but it seems like a dream."

"I miss Lin'er... so much... but she is gone, she has disappeared from this world... and I have lived in a daze for so many years..."

"Losing is really a painful thing. The empty and long life of the Chinese people is like an endless torture..."

"I don't know how to face my past... I don't know how to face my future..."

"Maybe I have no past, maybe I have no future..."

"I am not [The One], I am just one of the tens of thousands of Chang Yu Fengs... My life is meaningless... Maybe there is a Chang Yu Feng who stays with Lin'er forever, maybe there is a Chang Yu Feng who parted ways with Lin'er, maybe there is a Chang Yu Feng who has never seen Lin'er... Maybe there are tens of thousands of Chang Yu Fengs who are suffering like me, and we all want to be [The One]"

“We all want a meaningful life…”

"We no longer speak of an empty and hopeless fate..."

"We no longer think about a future of eating raw meat and drinking blood..."

"We no longer care about the peace of mind of being useless..."

"We are no longer a meaningless pluralist..."

"I am no longer a jerk who only pursues myself..."

"I love ..."

"I dedicate..."

"I will go forward..."

"I really want……"

He closed his eyes tightly, in great pain...

"Go look at Chen Lin again..."

He wailed for eternity.

Suddenly, he collapsed in the tidbits from his dignified and solemn state.

The wind roams through the three thousand palaces, and the fire of the lonely ghosts burns the branches of the world tree, dyeing the white into the blue of the empty soul.

The world has returned to peace...

In an instant, thousands and thousands of stones hanging high on the branches of the World Tree fell one by one.

They are like morning dew melting into the white petals, flashing colorful dots of light.

"When will we be separated again..."

"Brother Yufeng..."

"Chang Yufeng... this is really a bad name..." "It's like crazy..."

"And...you know what? I seem to have heard of you somewhere...was it in the Empire...or...in the Principality?"

"Or in your heart?"

"I'm a little confused. I don't understand..."

"I know exactly where you are...but I can't get to you..."

“I used to tell myself this…”

"If you meet that man who is lingering in your mind, you must tell him... You are such a bastard... You made a girl miss him day and night..."

"I'm not a fool who only longs for love. I'm a bird! A bird without feelings! I want to fly!"

"I'm going to fly away from you!"

"I want to fly to the wider blue sky, where there are white clouds... and... all kinds of birds... like me..."

"I don't know... to be honest..."

"I don't know what's in the sky..."

"Because I never really felt like I could take to the sky..."

Her voice trembled in the Desolate Magic Stone...

She said... those words that seemed to be there but not there...

"Chang Yufeng, do you know? I am not a combination of a realist and an idealist like you... I have been a realist from beginning to end..."

"Or... girls should be realists... I am who I am, and I will never deny it..."

"I know I'm not the "only one", so I won't dwell on the "only one", even if there are countless of me! Even if there are countless Lin'er in this world... I, myself, this Lin'er, can be seen and touched!"

"Lin'er, in any time and any environment, will inspire courage and look forward..."

"I will not be jealous of the rich Lin'er, nor will I laugh at the poor Lin'er, and I will not hurt the Lin'er in any time and space. I respect all the Lin'er I may have fantasized about..."

“I would sigh…”

"Ah...it turns out there are so many Lin'er in this world doing so many things that I have never done..."

"They may really become the ones who fly freely like birds..."

"I am so happy about it..."

“Her life has meaning…”

“My life will also have meaning…”

"Chang Yufeng... this is not a dream... at least I don't think it is."

"Because I am just like a realist, I am very strict with myself, I cherish... cherish everything I have..."

"including you……"

"Including you, of course..."

"You mean so much to me..."

"I want to go home... I just want to go home... Maybe after we go back, we will both have our own lives..."