The Spirit World

Chapter 99 I am always helpless
The world has always been like this, hiding everything you want when you are off guard, and when you are heartless, everything will be placed in front of you, leaving you with no choice.

If you understand, the people or things that pass you by are always the most important and the most regrettable to you.

Lin'er left without any answer or statement. For her, all her memories were just the memories of the past three months. She suddenly appeared, and now she suddenly left. She was unusually quiet, without a trace of negative emotions. She was not always dignified, but always maintained a little restraint. The loneliness of living under someone else's roof and having no sense of belonging always accompanied her. Maybe it was his problem. He might never be able to repay the guilt of ten years ago in his lifetime. He had never owed her for appearing so suddenly, but the crux was there, and there was no way to eliminate it. Neither of them mentioned that past, as if it had been sealed, or they were unwilling to mention it. There was no guilt in Chang Yufeng's mind, and only the weak and dignified her remained. Of course, it was unlikely to be weak, and her strength was one of the few in this world.

The attack is already under close investigation. Originally, no one could leave Bailing Mountain during this special period, but Chang Yufeng still got a little privilege. For those who were attacked, Lin'er agreed to leave Bailing Mountain under the protection of a Bailing Mountain disciple. If it weren't for Chang Yufeng, it would be impossible for Lin'er to leave Bailing Mountain.

However, Lin'er did not explain anything and she refused to answer. This kind of Lin'er was so similar to herself, she handled everything by herself and kept all the secrets by herself. If she didn't want to say it, no one could ask.

Even if he is a person who opens his heart, he will not reveal himself completely. No one can tell his sadness, his happiness, his experiences in this world, his sorrow, and everything he has experienced in the past ten years.

Even in a warm family in this world, he still feels at a loss because he is not from this world. If he does not agree with it from the bottom of his heart, he will not be attracted by his statement.

Not even Lin'er can do that.

Lin'er gained powerful strength in this world, but also seemed to have encountered a lot. Everything she didn't tell him was a puzzle without an answer.

She and Lin'er were born from two different worlds. His attempt to keep her from leaving was just an ordinary friend's attempt. He couldn't change her mind, and he had no reason to keep her.

The mysterious girl's departure, will there be any danger for him? She comes from the same world as himself, but her experience is completely different. Chang Yufeng has never gained any power, and even encountered obstacles everywhere on the road to gaining power. Until now, although it cannot be said that he has gained nothing, there is nothing that can be called the price of great power.

Strength, even the spiritual power that was abnormal three days ago, is now gone.

Lin'er is different. In the past ten years, she must have gained powerful strength, enough for her to make her way in this world. Bailing Mountain, perhaps no one can teach her. What is her motivation for following me to Bailing Mountain?

I couldn't understand it for a moment. Just as she said, she really wanted to leave with me. Now that I know she has no intention of leaving, and parting ways with me, I can understand it.

"Hey..." Chang Yufeng put his hand on the scabbard. Now he couldn't feel any spiritual power. Even magic couldn't be sensed at all.

In this way, he could not survive in the other world, and he would be killed if he was not careful. Not to mention the young master of Bailing Mountain, he had no magic sense and could not find the magic in his dantian, which made him anxious all of a sudden.

Now, he would not tell anyone about his lack of spiritual power, and he would not hide such a thing that would be exposed in an instant.

Erica had already left Bailing Mountain to practice. Following the Prime Minister, she would definitely gain something. But it was hard to say for herself. Although everything was still uncertain, this distress was like losing something important and made her uneasy. After all, it was something she had been looking forward to for a long time.

strength!

Being in a different world, a world where one could be killed by those infected with evil spirits if one is not careful, a world that does not give her even a little sense of security, how could she not need strength!
And, it is a powerful force.

Everyone in the spirit world wants to have powerful strength, but not everyone can have power, and some people are born without the ability to obtain magic or spiritual power.

Some of them went crazy because of this. The jealousy that made it impossible to use spiritual power and magic could even make a person lose their mind in an instant, go crazy, and become hopeless.

But for most people in the spiritual world who have no potential, living a peaceful life is extremely happy. Although there are many dangers and evil spirits can kill people and turn them into zombies, the desire to live as an ordinary person is still the lifelong wish of many adventurers and practitioners.

However, Chang Yufeng had no such wish.

Whether it was the real world or the spirit world, it was a whole new world for him! He didn't know his own identity, or rather, he had been avoiding this question.

No one told him the answers he needed to live, or even the true meaning of existence.

But in the end, what he needed was power. No matter what he wanted to do in the spirit world, he needed strong enough power.

They won't be killed by a sudden attack, they won't be infected by the terrifying evil spirit, they won't be killed by the shadow hunters all at once.

Power! The clouds rolled up, and together with the sunlight, they entered his eyes, making his pupils brighter. He was already able to face the sunlight directly. The blue spiritual power vibrated throughout his body, like a rolling flame, and then disappeared in an instant.

It was just like three days ago, no, all the spiritual power expansion before the attack was just a joke played by God on him.

Funny thing is, his ability to light fire with the elements didn't go away.

A tiny bit of flame was still burning on his hand, but it was only a tiny bit, and then it disappeared like a mouse.

【It’s terrible, isn’t it?】

At this moment, he actually heard the same voice he heard in Wenti County. On that day, the rain was heavy and no one could stop the mad desire for blood.

The missing memories are never filled, and they are added one after another.

The feeling of being manipulated became more and more obvious, and there were no clues to look for.

"Ah..." He sighed and didn't think about answering that voice. Because, answering would be useless. He didn't know what kind of monsters were in his body, but there was definitely someone in his body controlling everything about him.

But he was powerless. He once suspected that he was schizophrenic, but it was absolutely impossible.

[Are you thinking about Lin'er? ]

of course not.

But Chang Yufeng could only sigh.

Here it comes again, the words in this damn body.

[Oh, are you thinking about your genius sister? ]

"..."

Should he answer or not?
It was useless anyway, so what difference did it make whether I answered or not? It wasn't the first time that I had no control over my body.

[I see, you are thinking about infinite power~]

"…Will you shut up?"

[Don't worry, I will give you endless power, but you must complete a simple little thing for me. ]

"No, I don't want to, stop talking, bye!"

[Hahaha, you will~]

In a sense, the first 100 chapters are just test chapters, so they will still be revised. After that, everything will be completely from Chang Yufeng's perspective, and there will be no more frequent changes, and it will become more and more entertaining. It won't be so tragic.

These chapters are very petty and boring. I was very annoyed when writing them. I am really sorry if you feel the same way.

Of course, not necessarily. At present, it is actually quite normal. But I feel like I am neither high nor low. It is very distressing. Some chapters are indeed not attractive...

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