Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 3112 Darkening

As Li Pingrun was thinking, he saw the sunlight coming in dimmed. At that moment, he seemed to see that his own heart was actually dark as well.

When he thought of the word "accomplice", he felt even more uncomfortable, and thought again: But even if I didn't have that dream, would I really dare to help the Blue Armor people when they were oppressed? Even if I didn't do it openly, would I dare to do it secretly? Yes, I am from Tiecang, but my grandfather is from Lanjia, and my own family is from Lanjia! Am I a timid person? If I am timid, why did my master never believe what he said when he wanted me to understand that I was not suitable for using magic to do things for the Tiecang people? My mind was on the dream of doing things for the powerful people in the Tiecang tribe that I wanted to realize. Because of this, I didn't worry about my own fate, or even about it being bad for my sister. I didn't even believe it at the time! Besides, I knew very well before that doing things for the powerful people in the Tiecang tribe was a very dangerous thing. Even if I was not someone like me who was not suitable for using magic to do things for the powerful people in the Tiecang tribe, doing such a thing was extremely dangerous. Especially when working for the clan leader, to be honest, before I met the clan leader, I had heard all kinds of terrifying rumors about him. The expressions of those who told me those rumors were full of fear, but I was not afraid at all at that time. Although I thought that rumors were just rumors at that time, and I didn't see them with my own eyes, so they were not necessarily true, but I just didn't know whether they were true or not, and I didn't believe for a moment that what those people told me was false. I remember that at that time, the clan leader was terrifying in the eyes of so many people, and everyone's reaction was so consistent that I had no reason to believe that what those people said was false, but even in that situation, I was still not afraid of anything, and I still wanted to do things for him. What gave me the kind of "courage" that I feel ironic now? Is it my dream? If so, I should be a much braver person than ordinary people, right? But thinking back, at that time, even if I didn't have that dream, even if I realized that the oppression of the blue armor people by the iron warehouse people was a big problem, when I saw injustice, would I dare to do something to help the blue armor people openly? If I didn't do it openly, would I dare to say something for the blue armor people openly? Without doing or saying it openly, in that situation, would I dare to do or say something secretly for the Blue Armor People? Maybe... maybe I only dare to say it secretly, but I don't even dare to do it secretly? Even if I say something secretly for the Blue Armor People, it won't make any difference, right? Can I really do those things that can really work? Am I bold? Am I brave? From this perspective, I have nothing to do with real boldness, nothing to do with real bravery, right? I admire my grandma, she is a real brave! I also admire Geng Mi, for the wishes of my grandma and grandpa and for my fate, she dared to take the risk of being discovered and secretly do things that would help change the situation for the Blue Armor People, and she did it for so long! Where did her courage come from? Did I originally have that kind of courage like her? If so, did my courage disappear because of some of my own reasons? What exactly would make a person no longer have that kind of courage?

(End of this chapter)