Chapter 69: mocking "What does this have to do with her marrying Lan Ruixiu?" Si Lan's eyes were full of doubts. 【 | 】

"Little idiot." Lan Sichen scraped her nose affectionately, and explained to her impatiently in a hoarse voice: "Xin'er's body can't stand any stimulation, not even the most basic duty of a wife." Here, leaving at any time, do you think she would want to be a burden to others under such circumstances?"

Si Lan was awakened by him, thinking of those things, his pale skin was pink, and he withdrew his hand.The clean eyes were filled with loss and heartache, and he closed his eyes and sighed deeply: "But our child...is still gone."

His white fingers tightly grabbed the clothes on his lower abdomen. A child was once conceived here, but it was gone at this moment. He disappeared without a trace, and there was not even a trace of evidence left.Maybe after a long time, even I will doubt whether he has ever appeared.

He owed Qin Xin his life. If he couldn't watch Qin Xin have an accident, could he just watch their child have an accident and ignore it?

There is a thorn in the heart, which will always hurt.

Lan Sichen's sword eyebrows were filled with worry.At this moment, no matter what she said, she couldn't listen to it.Warm fingers cupped her hands and put food on her hands: "Don't hurt your body because you are sad, be obedient."

Si Lan looked at the steaming food, looked up and fell into his deep eyes, tears fell down again. "That's our child, he hasn't come to this world to take a look. How can you sacrifice him? How can I trust you..." How to forgive?

The thing in his hand fell to the ground fiercely, turning the ground into a mess, the hot liquid even splashed on Lan Sichen's hand, and his fair skin quickly turned red...

Lan Sichen's eyes tightened, he hugged her trembling body with both hands, and tightly wrapped her in his arms, his hoarse voice was full of heavy whispers: "I know. I know..."

How do you know?You don't understand at all... How important is this child to me?When I saw you holding her and leaving without hesitation, my heart ached, and you couldn't feel it at all.

Si Lan was crying uncontrollably in his arms, with his hands hanging down on his strong chest, venting the resentment in his heart.This power is nothing to him at all, no matter how much trouble she makes, he hugs her impatiently, his chest is soaked very quickly...

Si Lan was crying and screaming for a long time, but Lan Sichen's quiet and handsome face never showed a trace of impatience, his eyes were full of distress and regret, and he murmured and coaxed her softly from time to time, just like coaxing a child , exhausted all her patience, and continued until she was tired and fell asleep.

...... The pure young master dividing line......

Si Lan opened his eyes but didn't see Lan Sichen, maybe he went to work, or maybe...to see Qin Xin.

Qin Xin, this name pierced her heart like a knife, it was very painful and uncomfortable.Even if Lan Sichen said that there was really nothing between them, if there was really nothing, would Qin Xin die for him?

Si Lan sat up, bit her lip, because she cried too many times, her eyes were red and swollen like walnuts.Throwing off the quilt, I wanted to pour some water to drink, but my feet hadn't touched the ground yet, and an exclamation came from the door: "Silan, don't move."

Si Lan was stunned, and looked up to see Qin Xin wearing a hospital gown and sitting in a wheelchair, her face was as pale as a dead person's, sickly, nervous, and although her hair had been groomed, it was much less glamorous than usual .The nurse standing behind her helped push the wheelchair.

I didn't expect that she would come to see me!

"Ahem..." Qin Xin coughed a few times, her pale face showed a little pain, when she looked up at Si Lan, tears and deep guilt filled her eyes. "What do you want, drink water? Let the nurse help you. You just had a miscarriage and you are still very weak. Don't get out of bed and have a good rest."

The nurse took the initiative to pour a cup of boiling hot water for her, and gently reminded: "Be careful..."

Si Lan stretched out her hand to hold the cup, the scalding temperature almost threw her hand away, but she didn't let go, she just clenched it harder. This kind of pain was worse than losing a child, or watching Lan Sichen hugging Qin Xin. The pain when leaving is nothing.

Qin Xin looked at her with watery eyes, hesitated to speak, and said in a weak voice: "You go out first, I will call you if there is anything to do." You are here.

"Yes, Miss Qin." The nurse pushed her wheelchair closer, turned and left, and closed the door by the way.

Jinxuan arched her legs, held the cup tightly with one hand, avoided her eyes, and didn't know what to say at the moment.blame her?She fell down the stairs and nearly died, but if it wasn't for her, her child would not have died.The engagement banquet, which should have been festive and happy, turned into a farewell for her.

"I know you don't want to see me now, you must be very angry. But I was really worried about you, so I couldn't help but ask the nurse to send me down to see you." Qin Xin opened her mouth, tears fell down, and the pear blossom belt that was crying Yu stared at her guiltily: "I'm sorry, I caused you and Sichen to lose their child. I'm sorry... I'm really sorry."

Si Lan lowered his head to see that his hands were shaking all the time, and the hot water in the cup was rippling, reflecting his pale face, but in just two days, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

"Silan, you can scold me and beat me...it's my fault. I really didn't expect that I would step on the air and roll down the stairs, and hit you, causing you to lose your child. No matter what I say I'm sorry, it's useless..." Qin Xin was choked up and couldn't continue.

Si Lan suddenly glanced at her, his calm eyes looked at her crying uncontrollably, the big teardrops hung crystal clear on her fair skin, arousing pity, if he was a man, he would definitely feel distressed.

"You..." The voice paused for a moment, then raised again with a bit more bitterness: "You love Lan Sichen, don't you!"

Qin Xin's expression froze for a moment, her wet eyelashes were stained with tears and she stopped for an instant, her watery eyes were full of surprise and puzzlement, "Si Lan, did you misunderstand something?"

"Is it a misunderstanding?" A bitter smile appeared on Si Lan's thin lips, and a self-deprecating smile appeared in his eyes: "Although I have never been in love, at least I am also a woman. If I don't love a man deeply, so what Will you be willing to save him instead of your life? He told me everything, you were willing to give up your life to save him back then."

Qin Xin's eyes widened, she looked at her innocently, shook her head, and explained anxiously: "No...it's not like that. You misunderstood, Si Lan...you really misunderstood."

"You love him so much that you can die, why are you with Lan Ruixiu? If..." Si Lan lowered his head, unable to continue speaking sadly.If she hadn't been with Lan Ruixiu but Lan Sichen, maybe she wouldn't have loved him, and wouldn't have had the chance to have such a beautiful dream.

"The person I love is not Sichen!" Qin Xin raised her hoarse voice firmly, sniffing her nose, and said firmly, "The person I love is Lan Ruixiu!"

Si Lan turned his head to meet her watery eyes: "What did you say?"

"The person I love is Lan Ruixiu." Qin Xin repeated again, with a firm attitude, her eyes met Si Lan's questioning eyes, without any sign of evasion or guilt.

"But you..."

"He is Lan Ruixiu's younger brother." Qin Xin interrupted her, the hesitation in his eyes was fleeting, so fast that Si Lan couldn't catch it.Biting my lip: "The four of us grew up together. People all over the world know that the person I love is Lan Ruixiu, and he is Ruixiu's younger brother. I treat him like my own brother. He is in danger, don't I? Can you stand on the sidelines? If it were you, would you just watch something happen to your relatives?"

Si Lan was hoarse, but looked at her with red eyes, always holding a trace of doubt.

"Si Lan, I have no reason to lie to you." Qin Xin's pleading voice was full of sincerity, and she put her fingers on her heart: "Since that incident, Si Chen has always felt guilty towards me. He thinks everything It's all my fault, so he always cares about me a little more than Ruixiu. But just because I'm going to die at any time..."

"It's my fault. I'm not good enough. If I can be healthy now and look like an ordinary person, I won't make Sichen feel so guilty and won't kill your child. In fact, I'm the one who should be damned." Qin Xin With a pale smile on his lips, he lowered his head and muttered to himself, "Why wasn't I the one who died?"

"Qin Xin..." Si Lan hesitated to speak, if Qin Xin was the one who left instead of his child, he would not be happy either.Over the years, her body has been in such a bad state that she doesn't even have the ordinary life she wants most. In fact...it's a pity.

Qin Xin raised her head and shook her head slowly: "Don't sympathize with me. People like me don't deserve your sympathy. Ahem..."

As she said that, she coughed uncontrollably again, as if she wanted to cough out her heart and lungs violently, and covered her heart with her fingers.

Si Lan put down the cup, looked at her with concerned eyes, a little at a loss: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm not... cough cough... nothing... nothing... cough cough..." Qin Xin couldn't stop coughing, and painful tears slowly fell from the corners of her eyes, silently.

"Xin'er..." Lan Ruixiu, who pushed open the door, saw Qin Xin's sharp cough, and his eyebrows twitched instantly.He strode up behind her and patted her on the back. He said softly, "You just had an operation and your body is very weak. Why are you running around?"

Lan Ruixiu gave Qin Xin the hot water that the nurse had poured for Si Lan just now. She finally stopped coughing after taking a sip, and gave a forced smile: "I'm fine, I'm sorry. I made you worry again..."

Lan Rui's repairing eyes gradually turned cold as they swept across Si Lan, and after staying for a few seconds, they fell softly on Qin Xin's body. "I'll take you back to the ward. The doctor said that you can't catch cold and you must have a good rest."

There was a trace of struggle in Qin Xin's eyes, and her eyes fell on Si Lan's body, full of begging.

Si Lan avoided her gaze, looked towards the corner of the wall, and said nothing.Looking at her like this, it would be a lie to say that she is not soft-hearted, but this incident has had a great impact on me, until now I am still very confused, and I still need time to think about it.

Lan Ruixiu pushed Qin Xin to the door and handed her over to the nurse. "Go back to your room first, I'll be up in a while."

Qin Xin didn't speak, but just nodded.

Si Lan didn't expect that Lan Ruixiu would go and come back. Shouldn't he be by Qin Xin's side every second?

Lan Ruixiu walked to the table with his hands in his pockets, took out the clean cup on the table with his right hand, poured her another cup of hot water, folded himself and put it on the bedside table.His sharp eyes stared at her pale face with deep meaning.

"Thank you!" Si Lan said softly, and took a sip of hot water, his hot tongue was almost blistered.

Lan Ruixiu raised her thin lips slightly: "How did you survive all these years?"

Si Lan put down the cup, raised his head to meet his sharp eyes, and said in disbelief, "What do you mean?"

"If I had a daughter as stupid as a pig with poor IQ like you, I would also throw her into the orphanage, because it is too shameful." Lan Ruixiu's cold voice was slightly contemptuous, completely ignoring that Si Lan had just had a miscarriage weak body.

"Oh!" Si Lan couldn't help sneering, and retorted: "Do you think everyone is as cold-blooded and cruel as you?"

"Otherwise, why were you thrown into the orphanage? Huh?" The last voice rose, full of danger.

Si Lan was speechless for a while, all these years he couldn't think of why he was abandoned in the orphanage, who his parents were, and why he abandoned himself.

Lan Ruixiu glanced at her disdainfully, and said coldly: "I have no interest in you wanting to die, but—" After a pause, his sharp eyes stared at her: "Xin'er's body is very weak , if there is any mistake, your cheap life is not enough to pay for it."

The implication is self-evident that Si Lan's life is not as valuable as Qin Xin's.Her father is a tycoon in the business circle, and Miss Qianjin is naturally incomparable to a powerless orphan like Si Lan.

Si Lan's eyes trembled, and he became more and more suspicious of how there could be such a cold-blooded and ruthless person in the world.He loves Qin Xin, he cares about Qin Xin, what does it have to do with him?Now the person who lost the child is himself, and the only person who is sad and uncomfortable is himself.Why should he still be ridiculed by him?Staring at his back as he walked towards the door with both hands, he opened and closed his thin lips: "Are you and Qin Xin really in love so much?"

Lan Ruixiu didn't look back, but the figure standing at the door gave a noticeable pause. "If you don't trust the person you love, go away."

Si Lan bit his lip and did not speak, watching his back disappear from sight.What he meant was....he believed in Qin Xin, believed that his girlfriend and his brother were fine.

Si Chen said he had nothing to do with Qin Xin, Qin Xin said he didn't love Si Chen, and Lan Ruixiu didn't believe there was anything between them—almost everyone said so, but did they really have nothing to do?

Si Lan's mind was in a mess, and there seemed to be two people in a tug-of-war in his heart, one was persuading himself to believe in Lan Sichen and the person he loved, the other was using the child, and the other was using Lan Sichen to hold Qin Xin and leave repeatedly reminding him She, there must be something between them.It was so wobbly that the tug-of-war seemed to tear her in half.

Should you trust your eyes, or their word?

Lan Sichen deliberately brought the housekeeper's soup, fearing that she might not be used to the hospital's food, and some change of clothes. "You are very weak after the miscarriage, and you need to observe for another night. If you are fine, I will pick you up and leave the hospital tomorrow."

Si Lan lowered his head, not looking at him.I don't even want to hear his voice.

Lan Sichen didn't mind her cold attitude at all, sat on the edge of the bed, handed her the bowl, and said in a gentle voice, "Drink the soup and have a good rest."

Si Lan looked up and fell into his deep eyes. The beautiful pupils were like black gemstones, shining with dazzling light, which made people's heartstrings tremble slightly.After hesitating for a few seconds, under his insistence, he took the bowl, but he didn't have anything to drink.

Lan Sichen reached out and rubbed her head affectionately, with a slight smile on his thin lips, he took out a letter from his pocket: "This is a letter from the orphanage."

Si Lan's eyes flicked, he quickly put down the bowl, grabbed the letter in his hand, and eagerly tore open the letter to read - within a few seconds, tears fell on the letter paper, and the black was blurred on the lettering.

"What's the matter?" Lan Sichen took the letter in her hand and looked at it. It turned out that it was a letter from the director of the orphanage to Si Lan wishing her happiness, and there was also a letter signed by a child in the orphanage.

"Fool, there will still be children."

Si Lan's tears fell more violently. She could always dream of that child in the past few nights, but she couldn't see his appearance clearly... Now that she read the dean's letter and thought of those children who had no home, she felt even more sad .If I hadn't left the orphanage and met Lan Sichen, maybe nothing would have happened.

Can't meet Lan Sichen, thinking of this, I feel unbearably sad, subconsciously I still want to meet him!

Lan Sichen gently wiped her tears with a piece of paper, and said softly, "It doesn't look good to cry like a panda."

Si Lan avoided his hand, and wiped away the tears on his face with careless hands.Until now, I still can't accept his explanation and don't want to be touched by him.

Lan Sichen's hand was stiff for a long time, and he retracted it silently, adjusted the quilt for her, and said in his usual gentle voice: "I won't disturb your rest, there is still an operation to be done in the afternoon, and I will come to accompany you in the evening."

Si Lan didn't speak, and didn't go to see him again. He sniffed and went to get the dean's heart. When he saw the children's signatures, he felt very sad and sad.

…………The pure young master’s dividing line………

When Lan Sichen returned to the office, Ji Fengwen was sipping tea comfortably, with a carefree expression that made people want to smoke.Feng Mou saw Lan Sichen, smiled playfully, and threw the document in front of him: "This is the property certificate of the house of the Angel Orphanage."

"How are those children doing now?" Lan Sichen didn't even look at it, he wasn't interested in an orphanage at all.

"It's settled, no one but you can drive them away from now on." Ji Fengwen took a sip of the mellow green tea, and his thin lips curled up. "What's the matter? My heart has softened, and I want to do something to make up for her?"

Lan Sichen glanced at him with calm eyes, and took out the materials for the operation in the afternoon from the drawer. "You should know she means a lot to me."

"Okay." Ji Fengwen shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "However, I have good news to tell you that that person has already signed an organ transplant. In other words, we don't have to wait until you get married. Now it is enough to perform the operation immediately."

"No." Lan Sichen replied firmly, without any hesitation.

"reason?"

"She just finished the operation, and she is too weak to undergo major surgery in a short time." Lan Sichen's calm voice did not fluctuate at all.

Ji Fengwen knew who "she" was in the words, and nodded, "Okay, then you plan to marry her for real? What I meant was to register and get a certificate, but I didn't ask you to hold a wedding." Everyone knows."

"It doesn't matter." Lan Sichen replied casually, "As long as the result is what I want, I don't mind spending a little more time in the process. Besides, the information is still unclear. Lan Yunsheng will be back soon."

As soon as Ji Fengwen heard the word "Lan Yunsheng", his head started to hurt. "What did the dead man come back for? Only bad things."

"Lan Ruixiu asked him to come back and help retrieve the information." Lan Sichen crossed his hands together to cover his mouth: "I will find a way to let someone hold him back, and try to make him come back after the matter is over."

Ji Feng stood up steadily, put his hands in his pockets, and smiled slightly with his thin lips: "I will try to continue to find suitable candidates, but the possibility is not high. I have been looking for these two for so many years."

Lan Sichen didn't speak, just lowered his head to read the materials, and signaled him indifferently that he could leave.

Ji Fengwen walked to the door, stopped suddenly, and looked back at him: "Actually, you have nothing to feel guilty about. If it weren't for you, she would have died in Lan Ruixiu's hands. The end may not be better than now..."

Lan Sichen's hands froze while flipping through the documents, and he never raised his head. When he heard his footsteps gradually going away, he leaned back.His cold eyes fell on the bright light, and gradually became gloomy...

If he didn't show up, Yilan Ruixiu's temperament would not silence him, at least he would not forgive him.But things have already happened, and thinking too much will not help. The most important thing now is to find information and prevent Lan Yunsheng from coming back.

late at night.

Si Lan fell into a drowsy sleep, feeling his mouth was dry, the lights in the room were not turned on, the curtains were stretched, it was pitch black, and he couldn't see anything.She vaguely remembered that there was half a glass of water on the bedside table before going to bed, but she got up and searched for it for a long time but couldn't find it.

She had no choice but to sit up, and when she was about to turn on the light, suddenly the light filled the whole room, driving away all the darkness.Seeing the person sitting by the bed, his eyes froze for a moment, Si Lan remembered that the room was empty when he fell asleep.

Lan Sichen couldn't hide the tiredness between his eyebrows, and his voice was hoarse: "Do you want to drink water or go to the bathroom?"

Si Lan didn't speak, but glanced at the empty cup from the corner of his eye.Lan Sichen was keenly aware of this tiny detail, and got up to pour water for her: "I drank your water. Now your body is weak, and it is not suitable for drinking cold water. Remember not to drink it."

Si Lan took the cup he handed over, took a sip, looked at him uncontrollably, and said hesitantly, "You, have you been here all this time?"

"It's cold at night, I'm worried that you like kicking the quilt." Lan Sichen said calmly, taking it so naturally.

Si Lan tightened the strength of his fingertips, seeing the lethargy in his eyes, his heart ached gently across his heart.Pretend to be indifferent: "You don't have to stay here, go back."

Lan Sichen stood at the head of the bed, her shadow fell on her body, her thin lips curled slightly, but no sound came out.

Young Master: There are still 4000 words left, and today [-] words will be complete...

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