Female supremacist: Love is OK, but you have to pay extra

Chapter 40: Trapped in the Past

Chapter 40: Trapped in the Past
What was the real reason why Lin Yuwei transferred 50,000 yuan to Gu Qing? Perhaps even she herself could not explain it clearly. Various thoughts were mixed together and it was quite complicated, but in the end she transferred it anyway.

Because she thought, no one would be unhappy to receive the money, right?

As a result, Gu Qing was unhappy.

No matter how excited and thrilled he appeared, his eyes couldn't deceive anyone.

Just a glance brought Lin Yuwei back to her birthday party not long ago.

Lin Yuwei suddenly had an idea.

Shouldn't she do this?

To Gu Qing, Li Shiying's existence may be more important than he imagined.

Before this, even if she had to sell her body, there was light in Gu Qing's eyes.

Now thinking back, perhaps it was because Gu Qing still had a desire for happiness and a vision for the future.

But now... with Li Shiying's identity as the eldest daughter of the Li family exposed, Gu Qing seemed to have lost all these things.

But soon, Lin Yuwei dispelled the slight regret in her heart.

She was right, that's what she should do.

Is it possible to let Gu Qing remain in the dark and live his whole life with a woman who has deceived him from the very beginning?

A lie is a lie. Even if it can be concealed forever and turned into fact, who can guarantee that the lie will never be exposed?
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

It is better to let Gu Qing know the truth in advance than to know it long in the future.

Because if that happens, it might be too late.

Lin Yuwei sat on a chair beside her, with her long black silk legs raised. Making sure that Gu Qing couldn't see her gaze, her phoenix eyes sparkled and she lowered her head in deep thought.

Fundamentally, shouldn't Gu Qing have lost hope for the future after leaving Li Shiying?
A person can live for another person, but cannot live only for another person.

In that case, can we still say that he is a human being rather than a puppet dependent on others?

Lin Yuwei didn’t know what happened in Gu Qing’s past. She thought that it was probably not a good thing, just like hers, so she didn’t plan to explore it.

Since it is illegal and it has already happened in the past and cannot be changed, we must of course look forward.

Save Gu Qing, start now!
Lin Yuwei believes that she has this ability.

After all, she saved herself very well. Although there were some minor problems with her mental state, she has recovered quite well compared to before, and she is a good boss in the eyes of all employees.

Besides, when I was younger, she was supposed to be the one to redeem me.

Then, Lin Yuwei quietly felt her heartbeat, which was very steady.

Sure enough, the previous heart rate was different from normal.

But Lin Yuwei found it difficult to judge for a moment. Was it the stimulation brought by that unusual kiss, or was it that she had a little crush on Gu Qing?

Lin Yuwei is a businessman, a successful businessman.

The perspectives from which we look at many issues go straight to the essence.

The only thing is that she is still a little green in emotions, like a rookie soldier, and it cannot be seen at first glance.

But it doesn’t matter. If you can’t see it at first glance, just spend more time thinking and pondering.

Just like her feelings for the so-called white moonlight, it took her a long time to think about it before she analyzed it thoroughly.

Therefore, there is no need to clarify her feelings for Gu Qing now.

On the contrary, there is another thing that Lin Yuwei knows must be figured out now.

That is to find a psychologist for Gu Qing to see what is wrong with his mental state.

That look combined with a world-weary face really makes people feel uneasy.

Thinking of this, Lin Yuwei couldn't help but look up at the window beside her. Finding that it was tightly closed, she nodded slightly.

This kid should not suddenly lose his temper and jump away.

Even if it's Hakimi, whose reflexes are seven times faster than air and who has nine lives, he would turn into a cat if he fell from such a height.

At this moment, Gu Qing suddenly asked: "Sister, don't you want to rest?"

You know, it was already past midnight before Lin Yuwei picked him up for the birthday party, and various things happened during that time, so the time came to three in the morning. Not to mention people, even the dogs were asleep.

Hearing this, Lin Yuwei realized that it was indeed time to rest, but she was not sleepy at all. She could clearly feel that her mind was tense. She wanted to relax, but she couldn't do it at all.

If Gu Qing hadn't said this, she might not have noticed it. Just like the buzzing in everyone's ears, it has become a part of her body.

"I'm not sleepy." Lin Yuwei changed her long legs, lowered her chin, and looked at Gu Qing with a smile, "You go to sleep."

Gu Qing nodded slightly, but suddenly changed the subject: "I want my sister to sleep with me, is that okay?"

Lin Yuwei was stunned and refused decisively: "No, you are still getting an injection, and you are not a child anymore!"

The dressing needs to be changed soon. When Zhang Yilu comes in, what will he think when he sees her and Gu Qing lying on such a small bed?

Gu Qing glared: "Just because you're not a child, you can't sleep with your sister?"

He was indeed somewhat puzzled.

Didn’t it feel great when you let him lick you before?

When I get up, I hug him to wake up.

Why do you suddenly act like a gentleman now?

Entering sage mode again?

That’s not right. A kiss would be enough to satisfy you, right?
Gu Qing's brows were slightly frowned, and just a slight change in his eyes and brows made him look even more pitiful.

Seeing this, Lin Yuwei's heart was shaken for a moment, but she still planned to refuse. "Sister, please stay with me for a while. I will fall asleep quickly, and you can just get up quietly then."

"Ok."

Lin Yuwei was finally convinced.

Because she was wearing a skirt, she had to take it off first, revealing her underwear. The waistline was so clear, white and powerful.

In addition, Gu Qing’s eyes were almost popped out.

No.

Sister, are you from Heilan Home?
Why is it that every time I look at it, it feels so...huge?

Gu Qing thought for a long time before he came up with this word.

Then, Lin Yuwei took off her high heels, and her pink toes were faintly visible at the top of the black stockings. She hesitated for a moment, but did not take off her socks to avoid having to put them on again later.

She went straight onto the bed, but because of her impressive height, she had to curl up her legs before she could lie properly next to Gu Qing.

"Go to sleep."

Lin Yuwei felt the scalding temperature in the bed and kept a distance from Gu Qing to avoid freezing him with her skin which was quite cold compared to his.

And just as Gu Qing said, after Lin Yuwei stayed by his side, he actually fell asleep very quickly, his breathing was steady, his little face looked peaceful and calm.

Lin Yuwei was stunned.

Is she some kind of humanoid self-propelled sleeping pill?
As soon as he lay down, Gu Qing fell asleep so soundly?
For a moment, Lin Yuwei's beautiful eyes were a little complicated.

She suddenly thought that her feelings towards Gu Qing were a little confusing, but overall she was still leaning towards positive emotions such as liking him.

So what about Gu Qing?
What are Gu Qing’s feelings towards her?
After all, she was the culprit who caused Gu Qing and Li Shiying to break up.

Although Lin Yuwei thought there was nothing wrong with her doing so, who could guarantee that Gu Qing didn't hate him?
Even his indifferent look might be the result of Gu Qing being too lazy to pretend in front of her.

Moreover, from Gu Qing's perspective, he treated him as a substitute for someone else, and even humiliated him in various ways...

But Lin Yuwei never cared.

Not only does Gu Qing have a business relationship with her, it's reasonable for him to have negative feelings towards her.

And in Lin Yuwei's eyes, what she did to Gu Qing was more like "I saved you, what does it have to do with you?"
Even if Gu Qing really hated her, it would not affect her desire to save him.

As long as you don't show it, just deliberately provoke her.

But when Gu Qing fell asleep so quickly beside her, Lin Yuwei suddenly realized that in Gu Qing's eyes, she didn't seem to be a bad person.
Otherwise, how could Gu Qing look so peaceful and lovely?

To you, does my existence and breath really make you feel at ease?
If it's true, then it does make me a little happy.

If it's fake, then you really do have... a spirit of contract.

Lin Yuwei smiled silently and also found it interesting.

She stared at Gu Qing's sleeping face silently for a while and was about to get up and leave when a feeling of sleepiness suddenly came to her mind, causing her beautiful eyes to widen suddenly. She tried hard to stay awake, but in the end, she closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

Just a few seconds later, Gu Qing slowly opened his eyes that were free of any emotion.

But compared to the smiling face before, his expressionless face at this moment was extremely consistent with his eyes.

Gu Qing had known for a long time that Lin Yuwei suffered from severe insomnia, and with the faint dark circles around her eyes, he knew that she had probably not slept for nearly a day.

That's why he showed a somewhat "willful" side and forced Lin Yuwei to sleep with him.

It not only allows his clients to have a good rest, but also verifies his guess.

And when Lin Yuwei was really infected by his sleepiness and fell into a deep sleep, Gu Qing's guess seemed to come true.

Under the warm light, Gu Qing stared at Lin Yuwei, smiled faintly, and said silently: "Boss Lin, do you want to save me, or do you want to save someone you failed to save in the past?"

Gu Qing is not a fool. Lin Yuwei's attitude towards him has changed so much that his idea that Lin Yuwei is transferring her feelings for her white moonlight to him is untenable.

After all, if Lin Yuwei really loved that Bai Yueguang, why didn't she be with him and why would she find a substitute?
Is this love or not?

This seems like a paradox.

But when Gu Qing tried to change one "condition", everything seemed to make sense.

If it was Lin Yuwei's white moonlight...

Is he no longer in this world?

She couldn't be with him anymore.

After all, no amount of money can bring a dead person back to life.

But Lin Yuwei couldn't stop missing him, so she came up with the idea of finding a replacement.

It couldn't be more logical.

The most crucial thing is that Lin Yuwei is obviously trapped in the day when her white moonlight died, and it is difficult to get out.

How can I save him when I can't get over my past myself?

However, Gu Qing thought of something, and a faint smile finally appeared in his eyes.