Female supremacist: Love is OK, but you have to pay extra

Chapter 42 Trance
After watching the end, Li Shiying almost subconsciously raised her head and looked towards the toilet.

By the time she reacted, it was too late.

Just like her body moved before her brain just now, her tears also moved before her body, bursting out completely and blurring her vision.

Before reading the letter, Li Shiying believed that she had mustered up her courage and made adequate mental preparations.

But when she finished watching it, she felt as if she had been hit by a truck, and her whole body and heart were shattered.

It turns out...it turns out that Gu Qing really likes her.

Before this, Li Shiying also believed that Gu Qing liked her, but this was based on his words and actions that made her painful.

Endure all kinds of suffering just for a taste of sweetness.

But at this moment, Li Shiying realized that she was wrong, extremely wrong.

This letter was filled with Gu Qing's love for her.

So straightforward, so frank, and so...

warm.

There is even trust.

Li Shiying knows better than anyone that grandma is the most important person in Gu Qing's heart.

Not long ago, she was almost regarded as an enemy by Gu Qing because of a thought.

But even such a person as Gu Qing would rather let her grandmother not live in a nursing home and take out the more than one million yuan in threshold fees to help her make a comeback.

Gu Qing knew she wouldn't do that.

But even so, when Gu Qing put her in the same sentence as his grandmother, it already explained too much...

As she thought about it, Li Shiying started laughing while crying.

Take care of grandma together.

Gu Qing wanted to spend the rest of his life with her...

Spend the rest of your life together.

What a beautiful word.

That's how it was originally.

But now.

It's too late. It's all too late.

Just like when a lottery ticket expires, you can still keep it as a souvenir.

But when love expires, what is left?

Dare to...

What is left?

Li Shiying shifted her gaze to the piece of chocolate in her hand, staring at it blankly, her smile suddenly becoming brighter.

"Qingqing, this is a souvenir you left for me. I won't eat it."

will never.

But as you said at the end of your letter, you wanted me to give you a kiss that smells like chocolate.

You refuse to come out because I can't bear to eat it, right?

Li Shiying suddenly stood up from the chair, trotted towards the bathroom, and pushed the door open.

Dark toilet.

In a blur.

It seems like there really is a figure there.

Li Shiying turned on the light.

It's myself in the mirror...

Li Shiying pouted and cried even harder.

It seemed like she shouldn't have turned on the light.

Just kiss her straight away.

Even if it's yourself in the mirror.

But at that moment, it was as if he had kissed Gu Qing.

Li Shiying murmured: "Qingqing, do you know..."

I really, really want to kiss you now...

Li Shiying looked down at the chocolate in her hand.

Is eating this piece of chocolate equivalent to kissing Gu Qing?
Li Shiying was inexplicably about to tear off the chocolate wrapper.

When she came to her senses, she realized what she was doing.

Snapped!
There was an extremely crisp sound, and Li Shiying suddenly felt a burning pain on her cheek. Even her own brain did not react, and her body started to move first.

Li Shiying does not regret it.

I saw that the chocolate packaging was torn open by a few millimeters, but it was not completely opened and exposed to the air.

Li Shiying breathed a sigh of relief.

This was a souvenir that Gu Qing left for her. How could she eat the chocolate just for the sake of momentary happiness?
She will never...

Li Shiying's thoughts froze.

Is it really forever?

At this moment, Li Shiying's brain finally took over this body again and began to think seriously.

She couldn't even bear to give up a piece of chocolate given by Gu Qing, so how could she possibly bear to give up Gu Qing?

She didn't really want to keep the chocolate as a souvenir, carry it around with her and never eat it.

She wanted to eat, really wanted it, and wanted it now.

She was just worried that after eating this piece of chocolate, it would mean that the fate between her and Gu Qing would no longer exist.

But even if she kept the chocolate, what would remain between her and Gu Qing?
Li Shiying raised her beautiful eyes and looked deeply into herself in the mirror.

she says.

"Wake up, Li Shiying."

"If you are not afraid of death, what else is there to be afraid of?"

At this moment, it seemed as if Li Shiying was talking to herself, or as if the girl in the mirror was telling a story.

Li Shiying's eyes seemed to light up.

Yes, she is not even afraid of death, so what else can scare her?

Except for losing Gu Qing forever.

No more, never again.

Chocolate?

She will keep it.

But not forever. When the day comes when she finds Gu Qing again, she will eat it and see if this unique chocolate really feels like kissing Gu Qing.

If not, she still has the real Gu Qing.

If so, then she would give Gu Qing a chocolate-flavored kiss.

It was like kissing him twice.

Thinking of this, Li Shiying's spirit was finally no longer in a trance. It seemed that the genius who was able to make some achievements in the business world without relying on her mother's influence had returned.

Moreover, she was worried about Lin Yuwei's attitude towards Gu Qing.

What kind of woman has the heart to put a collar on an eighteen-year-old boy?
Lin Yuwei is not normal.

She couldn't keep Gu Qing by her side.

It is true that Lin Yuwei is very strong, but she is still young.

But she, Li Shiying, is also young.

Even younger than Lin Yuwei!
And it was she who caused Gu Qing to fall into Lin Yuwei's clutches, so she should have saved him.

and also……

Li Shiying kept thinking about it, as if any of the previous reasons could make her retreat and fear.

At this moment, any random reason can make her burst out with unprecedented courage and determination.

But in the final analysis, everything stems from her love for Gu Qing.

Love can help people overcome all difficulties.

Li Shiying looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was covered with tear marks, her hair was messy, and she looked disheveled.

But those beautiful eyes were already filled with determination.

She talked to herself.

Qingqing, because of you, I seem to be stronger.

wait for me.

……

Lin Yuwei seemed to have had a very long dream.

But this dream was not complete, but rather discontinuous, as if from her memories of the past thirty years, at each stage a picture that best represented her thoughts at the time was selected and replayed in her dreams.

It started in a class in junior high school. It seemed to be the second class on Thursday. The head teacher suddenly appeared at the door, interrupted the teacher's lecture, and called her out.

At that moment, Lin Yuwei knew that something bad had happened.

But she had somewhat forgotten. Was it because she had already experienced this incident, so the dream seemed to have foreseen it and gave her the feeling about this incident, or was it because she felt uneasy at that time?

Lin Yuwei didn’t know, she only knew that her mother’s age was forever frozen at that moment and would never increase again.

When she is thirty, she will be fifty, but when she is fifty, she will still be fifty.

Very good, youth is forever.

Lin Yuwei seemed to smile in her dream, but soon she couldn't laugh anymore.

Because her father showed his fangs that had been hidden for a long time, and dealt her a heavy blow when she lost her mother and needed fatherly love the most.

At first, it was Lin Yuwei who discovered that her father did not cry at the funeral, but instead had a cold look in his eyes.

Lin Yuwei didn't grow up when her mother died.

But it was this look from her father that made Lin Yuwei seem to have grown up a lot overnight.

Because even without her mother, she still has her father.

But what if she didn't even have a father?

Lin Yuwei had to grow up.

But even so, she still held on to the last glimmer of hope.

Until my father let his people, my mother, father, sister, and elder sister... take over the company.

All her relatives seemed to have turned into monsters, not hiding their greed and wanting to take everything her mother left her for themselves.

Then... Lin Yuwei sent them all to prison.

It’s not that she couldn’t remember this story, but that she didn’t have the dream at all.

It seems that he doesn't want to, but also seems to be disdainful.

Just a little bit of wind and frost.

The only thing that made Lin Yuwei hard to let go was that after she had solved everything, she found out that the cause of her mother's death seemed...

It's not a surprise.

Once this thought came to her mind, it became a nightmare that haunted her forever, leaving her unable to sleep peacefully ever again.

Because if it was an accident, then his father could explain it as a momentary greed.

But what if even my mother’s death wasn’t clean?

So what exactly was the strict teaching her father had been giving her?

Is it because his love for her is really difficult to express normally that he took such an extreme approach, or... was it premeditated?

Thinking of this, the originally peaceful dream suddenly changed, making Lin Yuwei feel indescribable discomfort and pain.

Then, she opened her eyes and saw Gu Qing's peaceful sleeping face in front of her.

They were clearly lying on a large bed, but they were so close to each other, so close that even in their sleep, their breathing should have been deeply intertwined and indistinguishable.

Then, Lin Yuwei realized something. Why is it so bright here?
Did she sleep that long?
Lin Yuwei stared at Gu Qing blankly. This was the first time she could have a good sleep without overdrawing her body or forcing herself to shut down.

Lin Yuwei suddenly wanted to reach out and touch Gu Qing's face, but she found that she could not move at all. Her body seemed to have lost consciousness and was no longer under her control!

Lin Yuwei rarely showed a trace of panic and shouted, "Gu Qing!"

She opened her eyes "once again" and saw the familiar ceiling in front of her. She was lying on a hospital bed in the ward.

It turned out that she had not truly woken up until this moment.

This kind of dream within a dream is definitely not a pleasant feeling, but all Lin Yuwei felt was refreshed.

She couldn't help but stretch herself, and her baby panda body trembled in the air.

next moment.

"Boss Lin, please be aware of the occasion."

(End of this chapter)