Am I really hallucinating?

Chapter 158: Can you still shoot?
"One day I suddenly realized that I didn't understand anything I told you. It was a terrible thing. From that time on, I gradually felt that I was getting further and further away from people."

Xi Cai said with some sadness: "Occasionally when I take time to visit my family, although they appear to be very enthusiastic, I can also sense their hidden sadness and alienation. I accept this with peace of mind, but I also vaguely feel that something is wrong."

Jiang Si looked at her like this, and was silent for a while, then said: "Because they also know it."

"Yes, they know it too. I follow my own consciousness and think that such things should not be concealed, otherwise it will only add to the regrets, but it doesn't seem to be much better if it is exposed." Xi Cai said sadly, "In comparison, Jiang Si, your emotions that you don't hide at all can make me feel a little relieved."

Jiang Si did not even try to hide his feelings: "Disgusting, I can totally understand their thoughts."

"I can understand that, but I want to give them feedback." Xi Cai didn't care and kept smiling. "Then I met an interesting person."

"Ok?"

"It was he who accepted my request and sheltered my family when the faction collapsed. After that, I helped him do a lot of things to complete the deal and repay his kindness. Although he said a long time ago that he didn't need me anymore, I still wanted to see what he could do in the end." Xi Cai said.

Jiang Si looked at Xi Cai silently, and after a long while he said, "Can he give you an answer?"

"I don't know, but I can feel the strong emotions that support his actions, which are rare even among humans. Even if I can't understand it, just watching me can make me feel a different kind of presence."

"Alas." Jiang Si sighed, "The more I talk, the more I am sure you are not Xi Cai."

Xi Cai said: "Compared to me, Jiang Si, you seem to be getting better and better."

"Me? How could that be?" Jiang Si didn't know what was wrong with looking at him like that.

She ran away from her unhappy home, and suddenly she awakened her talent to become a killer. She was tortured half to death by her family members at every turn, and also encountered a devilish hallucination. Although this hallucination was very handsome and good at chatting, he had a bad personality, which gave her a different kind of stimulation. She felt that her life was fulfilled every night when she was with him...

What's good about this?
"Is your motorcycle not here?" Xi Cai didn't say much, but asked, "I didn't seem to see it when I came to look for you just now."

"He has a date with another girl during the day and is very busy. He may not come to see me at night. It depends on your luck." Jiang Si waved his hand.

"So fickle. Although the hallucinations are weird, I've thought about finding another host, but even I can't understand it now, so I feel like finding someone else will only add to my troubles."

"Of course. If you change your skin, I won't hesitate at all and will kill you immediately." Jiang Si still didn't give him a good look.

"Haha." Xi Cai smiled, "That's a pity. Although he looks scary at first sight, fear is also a fundamental emotion of human beings. It would be nice if I could truly experience it."

"Maybe it will be okay if I kill you." Jiang Si said.

"Jiang Si, you can't do this." Xi Cai smiled.

"Ah?" Jiang Si frowned and uttered the interjection unhappily.

Xi Cai smiled and said, "Jiang Si, you are still very bad at ballroom dancing. You are obviously a daughter of the Jiang family, but you still haven't made any progress."

"I've already told you that the violent world doesn't play the game most of you play. The way we socialize is to play with fire." Jiang Si argued.

"But you still insisted on asking me to teach you, saying that you thought dancing was fun and beautiful."

"That was in the past. I don't find it interesting now." Jiang Si whispered, "I won't use it anyway."

"So it's still the same as before. You can't beat me, and you can't keep up with me. Your alertness as a murderer also seems to think that I'm not a threat. If I wanted to kill you, you would have died hundreds of times in the past half hour."

As Xicai said this, the warm atmosphere of memories that had slightly arisen between the two disappeared again.

"Although that hallucination is very dangerous, it is not a bad thing for you to follow him. Enjoy the feeling of slowly becoming a normal person, Jiang Si. That's it, goodbye. I will continue to do the work of an intermediary if you still want." After saying that, Xi Cai's figure quickly turned into a piece of paper and floated out from the crack in the door.

When Jiang Si chased after him and opened the door, he had completely disappeared.

"Miss, is there anything I can help you with?" The bartender outside was still the same person. Jiang Si felt really strange looking at him. He had to catch up on sleep after all the hard work at night, but this person didn't need to sleep at all?
Jiang Si's thoughts quickly wandered, and then he said "No" and closed the door.

After a while, the door opened again: "Give me some more vodka."

Then close it after you finish speaking.

She lay back on the sofa and stared at the ceiling of the room in a daze.

What it feels like to be normal...

Where can I find it?

Mr. Devil’s head is still the best looking.

... "Lin Yilin, I just found some clues from the handsome guy. Are you ready to listen to the handsome hallucination detective answer your questions?" Zheng Fan suddenly walked through the door of the office, opened his arms and flew to Lin Yilin in front of the desk like a child flying an airplane, and suddenly there was a funny deerstalker hat on his head.

"Speak." Lin Yilin looked up, then lowered her head again.

"The person in that portrait is..."

"Lossevi Bilotte."

"Well, she is..."

"Originally named Hines, a member of a branch of the Bilot family. He was adopted by the Bilot family and changed his surname."

"Well, then..."

"She married into the Jacob family through marriage, but was affected by the family struggle and died tragically. Her tomb is located in the central cemetery of Linjiu City."

"..."

"Is there anything else you want to add, handsome Mr. Illusion Detective?" Lin Yilin raised her head again and tilted her head slightly to look at Zheng Fan.

Zheng Fan: "..."

He silently took off his deerstalker hat. Being a detective was really boring. He might as well just be a criminal.

Lin Yilin looked at him and raised the corners of her mouth slightly: "Thank you."

Zheng Fan shrugged in boredom: "So do you know who he married?"

"A Jacob member named Kevin is the third brother of the Jacob family. But Luo Sewei is just one of his many wives and concubines. This Kevin is just a pedantic person. There is nothing special about him except that he is lustful. However, many people like to curry favor with the Jacob family through him." Lin Yilin replied.

"Then who painted this picture for Luo Sewei? She still looks very young at this time, and the family emblem on her body is still the Bilot family. And the painting is on the Bilot family's side. Was this painting done before she got married?" Zheng asked back.

"We'll know when we find some time to investigate. The Bilot family's original power was distributed in Linjiu City District next to Jiangwen Street. Let's follow the clues that Luo Sewei left during her lifetime to see if there's a chance to find something."

"Does it really have nothing to do with that Yagui?" Zheng Fan asked the question in his heart at this time.

Originally, when the Marshal mentioned the marriage with Loserwei, he subconsciously connected it to this point.

But on second thought, Yagui is a nobody in Jacob's family, even lower than Rossewei, so it is not his turn for marriage.

And now that I ask, it seems that it is not the case.

"There are too few records about Yagui, so there is no point in simply looking up information. This time when we go for a field investigation, we will naturally take this side into consideration. That place is a little far from Xixikoko, so the office needs to take a break for a while." Lin Yilin said thoughtfully.

"Is this considered a business trip?" Zheng Fan was inexplicably excited.

Lin Yilin had a question mark on her head: "Didn't Mr. Illusion just come back from Jiangwen Street? With Miss Killer as a coordinate there, he can come and go freely." She didn't quite understand why Zheng Fan was inexplicably excited.

"Teleportation is a very convenient but uninteresting ability." Zheng Fan gestured, "Besides, when traveling, it always feels different when you are with different people. The feeling of novelty is always worth looking forward to."

Lin Yilin looked at Zheng Fan for a long time.

"What?"

"Mr. Hallucination, is it true that you never had a long-term girlfriend before?"

"No, they just want something new. To be honest, they basically just look at my face. They always break up for no apparent reason and never contact me again. If they are too aggressive, they will just delete and block me."

"That's really strange. Mr. Illusion shouldn't be bad to his girlfriend, right?"

"In elementary school, I took people to a haunted house. In junior high school, I took people to a cemetery on a mountain. In high school, I hired people to perform spirit summons. In college, I took people to travel to war-torn areas. I paid for everything and even helped with visas. The treatment should be good, right?"

“Isn’t the transition from high school to college a bit too much of a jump?”

"That girl in college was really unreasonable. I told her I would take her to practice shooting. She looked very excited at first, but when she saw the schedule I listed, she turned around and ran away. She was too much of a faker before. What? Did she think I would shoot with her?"

"It's really too much. If it were me, I would still look forward to it."

"There's no point in expecting it. There are many more interesting things to do now than shooting. Anyway, let's get ready to go."

(End of this chapter)