Love? I'm reborn and I just want to get rewards

Chapter 278 Who is more pitiful?

Pei Shuyu was lame badly.

Her subconscious mind unconsciously accepted two things.

The first came from Su Huai’s physical contact.

She has always been particularly resistant to physical contact with men, and as her breasts grew more and more noticeable, her resistance became stronger.

Now, Su Huai broke this taboo.

Her eldest son's warm palm gently stroked her head, and she even felt a comfort and peace of mind she had never felt before, as if a mysterious ritual had brought the two of them closer on a spiritual level, creating a mutually dependent attachment.

The second thing he quietly accepted was that no one could replace Gu Jiuyue’s position in Su Huai’s heart.

To be honest, one and two are somewhat contradictory, but Pei Shuyu digested it very well.

From the perspective of being favored, "Yu Ji" certainly hopes that "Daddy" only loves her. The female anchor's possessiveness of her big brother is natural and uncontrollable.

However, from a realistic point of view, Su Huai likes Gu Jiuyue more, which makes her feel relieved.

"call……"

Feeling her sudden relief, Su Huai subconsciously glanced at the system panel. Sure enough, her favorability jumped and returned to 80+.

But Su Huai was also puzzled: It’s just a pat on the head, why are you so happy?
If you don’t understand, just ask: “What’s wrong?”

Pei Shuyu thought about it and decided to talk to Su Huai about her true feelings.

So she said frankly: "It's nothing, I just found out that the person you really like is Gu Jiuyue, and suddenly I don't need to put so much pressure on myself anymore. This feeling... well, it's really good."

"Oh?"

Su Huai seemed to still be immersed in sadness, and asked casually without much interest: "Why?"

He did it on purpose.

The signal sent is: I'm not curious, but if you're willing to talk, then I can listen.

Sister Yu was really attracted by this and was immediately tempted to talk.

"Su Huai, you spend all your energy thinking about those big things, and you are too rich, so you don't understand girls' hearts..."

Su Huai suppressed his laughter and nodded gently: "Yeah."

I am pure, simple, and innocent. I really don't understand girls' hearts~~~
Pei Shuyu continued to explain with relief: "A man spends hundreds of thousands of yuan on a woman, a normal girl should feel pressured.

What if it is several million or tens of millions, how great would the pressure be?
I'm not a normal girl. I'm a host, so I can afford more money.

My personal feeling is that if some super-rich guy spends a few million on me just for fun, I can totally handle it, because it is reasonable entertainment consumption, and they spend more than that casually.

However, when the scale reaches your level, hundreds of millions, I really can't handle it.

It’s too much, you know?

I really don't have anything to repay you. I'm not worth that much. Even if I sell my body, it's not worth it. Even if I sacrifice my whole life, it's not worth it...

Of course, I’m worth that much now, but my worth is ultimately supported by you, so can you imagine the pressure I’m feeling?
I can swear to you: in real life, I have never accepted any man who wanted to spend money on me. I can only accept what I earn from work.

But now, the income from work has far exceeded the limit.

I went from being happy at first to being terrified, especially since you never stayed long in the live broadcast room. It didn’t seem like you were enjoying my performance, but rather like you were completing a task, just brushing your teeth and leaving. As a result, I lived under tremendous pressure all the time.

Now, you said that the person you really like is Gu Jiuyue, I suddenly feel so relieved..."

Hey!
My dear daughter is really sensitive.
Su Huai was very surprised because her feeling was so accurate. Aren’t we going there to complete the mission?
I no longer understand the joy of live streaming.

Female anchor? No!

Even striptease on foreign platforms is boring to watch. I only feel happy when I occasionally watch those legal, military, and trouble-making anchors.

That's why Su Huai never stayed in Yu Ji's live broadcast room for long.

Now, this becomes another flaw.

Su Huai was suddenly stunned: My goodness, why do I have so many flaws? There are holes everywhere...

There's nothing I can do about this. I can only continue to play dumb and ignore it. If you don't ask, I won't mention it.

"I understand. You feel like you've gotten too much, and you want to give something to bridge the gap and stop yourself from living in insecurity."

Su Huai's deep voice startled Pei Shuyu.

Eh? Is that what I mean?

It seems about the same, but something seems a little wrong...

Before she could react, Su Huai continued, "I have never asked you for anything. I understand that you feel like you owe me too much, but you really don't need to think that way."

Ai?
Okay, okay, consider it as a debt.

Pei Shuyu acquiesced to those two words.

In fact, Tugou Kuku spent money voluntarily. Every time they chatted, Pei Shuyu advised him to spend less, but she couldn't stop him!

But she doesn't want to quibble now, and she doesn't want to be serious about it. She just hopes that the dog... the dog can be happier.

I can’t call him dad anymore, so I’ll just call him gouzi secretly.

She thought quietly in her heart, laughed quietly, and then...suddenly she was pulled up by the dog.

"Don't squat there, let me hug you!"

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa? !

Before Pei Shuyu could react, she was sitting on Su Huai's lap and he hugged her waist.

Sister Dayu’s whole body stiffened, and then she became furious.

Do you agree to let me touch you?
As a result, when she turned her head, she saw Su Huai with his eyes closed and his cheek pressed tightly against her shoulder.

What kind of expression is that?
On the angular brow arch, a thick, straight, long eyebrow slanted into the temple, but the brows were tightly furrowed.

Originally, it should have been an extremely unruly and arrogant look, but at this moment, it revealed a heartbreaking fragility.

Her eyes were tightly closed, and her long eyelashes gently pressed against her lower eyelids. The remaining tears broke into pieces, forming tear marks on both sides.

Her lips of even thickness were pursed into a straight line, stubbornly hiding her sadness.

The ceiling light in the room was half blocked by her, casting streaks on the boy's smooth face.

At this moment, Pei Shuyu's heart was about to melt.

She had never seen a man stronger than Su Huai.

Now, this powerful man needs me.

Pei Shuyu's anger disappeared completely. She twisted her body, sat sideways on his legs, then put her arms around the boy's neck and let him lean gently in her arms.

This kind of thing doesn't require any thought. Why not do something for him when he needs it?
"It's okay, don't think too much, I'm here... When I'm here, you are not allowed to think about other women~~~"

With her gentle and soft voice, the favorability rating suddenly rose back to 90+.

The difference is that the previous 90 points of favorability were given to a vague online image called "Tugou No. ".

And now, it is rebuilt on Su Huai himself.

Gou Huai said nothing, but let out a faint sigh from his nose. Pei Shuyu gently patted his back, feeling his hot body temperature, his strong muscles, and the beauty of a two-way hug.

"Be good, you have to learn to open up yourself, learn to accept the injustice in the world, and allow these injustices to happen to you."

Pei Shuyu really tried her best.

In order to comfort the depressed Su Huai, she even used her own experiences as examples.

"In fact, my family was also a mess. In my father's mouth, my mother was a woman who was particularly unfaithful to her husband and a slut. In my mother's mouth, my father was a coward who had no ability and only dared to vent his anger at home.

I don’t know who was right or wrong between the two of them, nor do I know who started it all first. In short, they often quarreled when I was in elementary school.

Later, when I grew up a little, my father became even stricter with me. He beat me more than once, but I really didn't know what I had done wrong.

Later, they finally divorced, and I felt relieved and lived with my mother.

But she was often not at home, dealing with different men.

Whenever my father had time, he would go to the school gate and stare at me, telling me to go home immediately and not hang around outside. Every time he sent me home, he would give me endless warnings and insults.

The difference lies in whether he is in a good or bad mood that day.

So I dropped out of the local key junior high school and went to attend a dance art school, so that I could live in the school dormitory starting from junior high school.

Finally, shortly before I went to school, my mother's money was swindled away by a gigolo. She was no longer able to take care of me, so I had to muster up the courage to ask my father for money.

Su Huai, you will never imagine how much courage I had to muster and how long I struggled before I could call him again.

In fact, we are the same, both abandoned by God in the sea of suffering..."

My goodness, you are so miserable?

So pitiful...

Su Huai turned his head and kissed her lightly on the cheek.

Don't get me wrong, this is heartbreaking.

He sighed emotionally, "It turns out that you had a harder life than I did. At least, my childhood was normal. I am very happy and proud now. Although I can't save myself, at least I helped you. These floating assets have been worth ten or a hundred times more than I expected..."

Pei Shuyu was kissed so hard that her whole body shuddered, but after hearing Su Huai's sigh, her heart was filled with gratitude.

"Ah."

She turned her face and rubbed Su Huai's cheek.

She took a huge step from being passive to being active.

But it really didn't feel bad, not as awkward or uncomfortable as she had imagined.

Of course, after rubbing against her, her ears turned red.

The senior student who had broken through herself murmured, "It seems that our respective misfortunes are naturally intertwined, but the difference is that you saved me, but I can't do anything to help you..."

Have!
Yes, yes!

Gou Huai was so excited that he really wanted to show her the part that needed help.

But, obviously not.

Our brother Huai is not that kind of person.

He just said sadly: "I don't need your help, just like Gu Jiuyue, she doesn't need my help either. What can I do? In fact, I can't do anything. I can only try my best to make her happy, so that she can have a happier time and make time less difficult..."

When Pei Shuyu heard Gu Jiuyue's name at this time, she felt a little uncomfortable.

But she had no reason to care and could only sigh along.

"I've heard that she's sick, and many alumni know that she's not in good health, but I never thought it would be this serious... You've done a great job, otherwise she wouldn't have given you such an expensive birthday present."

"I don't care if the gift is expensive, you know."

Su Huai shook his head, and then took the opportunity to put his chin on her shoulder.

"But I have to accept her kindness and happily accept everything she does for me. Feelings can be based on pity, but they must have a destination, otherwise they will be like you and me, empty and without a response..."

"!!!"

Hearing this, Pei Shuyu got goosebumps all over her body.

A current of electricity, from top to bottom, penetrated all her defenses.

"Su Huai, you put it very well. We are indeed like this now. There is no better description."

Su Huai hugged her tightly and said in a muffled voice: "It was true before, but now, we are getting closer to each other. Really, I am very grateful that you are willing to get closer..."

This was not a love talk, but it did bring Pei Shuyu an unusually satisfied feeling.

"Being needed" is a core emotional need.

Being desired by a powerful and evil man like Su Huai is a poison that no woman can resist.

Take a breath of the exhaust and you will feel ecstatic.

"How could I not want to be close to you?"

Pei Shuyu was extremely moved, her body temperature rose slightly, her voice became more sincere, and she hugged back with her arms tightly.

"You are my light. You led me through the most bewildering dark road. You lifted me up to the altar. You taught me, encouraged me, and guided me. You made me go from a poor little person who swallowed my anger to Sister Yu. You have no idea how much I admired you at that time!
Of course I want to be close to you. I always think in my dreams that I want to be a good daughter to my daddy forever...

But I can’t accept that my dad is Su Huai, do you understand?

No, you don't understand. Actually, I really hate handsome and philandering gigolos. I just want a mature and reliable uncle.

Have you seen through me a long time ago?

So you pretended to be an uncle so you can get close to me and steal my heart? "

"I don't!"

Gou Huai's voice suddenly rose, a little excited and a little enthusiastic.

Following this passion, he kissed Pei Shuyu's cheek and neck again and again, panting, and then vented his anger and possessed her fiercely.

"I just really need to find something or someone to release the pent-up emotions in my heart...

I'm going crazy!

do you know?

No, you don't know!

Do you think I'm acting mature? How can you act mature?!

Stop making a scene for yourself! I just pity you!
Compassion, understand?
What were you fantasizing about when you called me daddy? I saw it clearly, poor little thing! "

The psychological discomfort caused by being kissed was instantly dispelled by these words.

"I'm pitiful?!"

The rebellious nature in Pei Shuyu's character was fully aroused, and the wild passion in her hot body erupted like magma, so she opened her mouth clumsily but enthusiastically and pushed forward.

"Okay! Let's see who needs more pity! Who is more pitiful!"

(End of this chapter)