Love? I'm reborn and I just want to get rewards

Chapter 279: Counterattack
Pei Shuyu's compliance was like a wildfire, burning wildly.

Her fingers were very strong, tightly gripping Su Huai's strong muscles. Her kiss back was like a fight, and the touch felt extremely strong.

Su Huai had never experienced such a clumsy yet wild "rebellion".

Yes, it can only be described as resistance.

Because in the final analysis, she still resisted such close contact on both psychological and physical levels.

She felt that she should respond to Su Huai's needs, but "feeling" was only the result of rational thinking, not "liking" from the heart.

She felt no pleasure from this lip-to-lip contact.

Su Huai quickly realized this, so he stopped resisting, slowed down his movements, and seduced her deeper little by little.

His dog paws no longer used force, but gently stroked her waist and back.

Draw circles with your left hand and move up and down with your right hand.

After about twenty or thirty seconds, Pei Shuyu's stress frenzy gradually subsided, the uneasiness in her heart was fully soothed, her muscles were no longer tense, and she finally began to be able to perceive the details.

At this time, no ivory came out of the dog's leg, but sweet and spicy duck tongue came out.

The beauty of the kiss began to consume her brain.

a long time……

All the courage she had mustered was finally released. She suddenly moved her head away, leaned on Gou Huai's shoulder, and gasped heavily, making a wheezing sound.

Su Huai suddenly strengthened his arms, hugged her tightly, and sighed, "I feel much better...how about you?"

"I……"

Pei Shuyu really wanted to describe her feelings openly, but in the end she just released her concern for Su Huai.

"I'm glad you're fine. This is my first time. I hope I didn't hurt you."

"it does not matter."

Gou Huai shook his head and did not give a direct answer, as if he was really hurt but did not care.

Tea girls and tea boys should all learn this. A real Laobanzhang tea tree stump must know how to use any opportunity to win favor, act pitiful, gentle and generous.

Pei Shuyu indeed felt guilty.

She asked in a very embarrassed voice: "Did I hurt you? Or did I bite you with my teeth?"

"nothing."

Gou Huai continued to shake his head and responded gently: "I especially like your fierceness. It makes me feel like... well, I'm still living in youth and living very flamboyantly."

"Then kiss again."

Pei Shuyu was very happy to hear this answer, so she took the initiative to kiss Su Huai again.

Then, Su Huai raised his hand, rubbed the back of her head, and asked distressedly: "How is it? Can you adapt to this level of contact?"

In an instant, Pei Shuyu's whole body froze.

Her eyes were full of disbelief, and her heart was filled with panic and sweetness.

"how do you know?!"

Su Huai looked into her eyes as she turned her head to the side, smiling lovingly yet reproachfully: "I understand your heart on the Internet, and I am the one observing you in real life, so why can't I know?"

"But...I...you..."

Pei Shuyu stuttered, and for the first time she was afraid to look at him.

Gou Huai smiled: "I what? I should be high and mighty, it is impossible for me to really care about you? You think too lowly of yourself. If the 3 million RMB is still not enough proof, then now I want to tell you clearly: in my heart, you have never been a dispensable tool."

Pei Shuyu quickly turned her head away, leaned on Su Huai's shoulder, and buried her face in her arms.

She was so moved.

This kind of warmth of being understood, known and cared for was given to her by her local dad, and now Su Huai also gave it to her.

"So... you've been being businesslike with me... because of me..."

She organized her words word by word, imagining a lot.

"Yeah." Gou Huai admitted everything and exaggerated his thoughtfulness: "I know you resist boys, so I don't want to embarrass you. Before the showdown, Su Huai and you were just colleagues. My indifference was never because of indifference."

Wow!
What kind of divine man is this?!
At this moment, Pei Shuyu suddenly understood those star-chasing and boasting people on Weibo. This level of emotion must be vented somewhere.

"I don't believe it! You are the best at lying!"

Her words were still tough, but she hugged Su Huai even tighter. Even though her chest was rubbing against his hard chest muscles, it no longer brought about inexplicable tension and resistance.

"Your favorite is Gu Jiuyue, followed by Chen Nuanhan, who am I?"

"The third child."

Gou Huai picked up the conversation and refused to let it fall to the ground.

Pei Shuyu suddenly became anxious and bit his shoulder hard: "Who wants to be your mistress? Let me go!"

Instead of letting go, Gou Huai took the opportunity to pat the thickest part of her flesh.

Snapped!
The sound was a bit muffled, the meat was too thick.

Although the force was not very strong, Pei Shuyu still shuddered all over and subconsciously moved forward.

And then… I can’t describe it but I became even more panicked.

"You stinking rascal!"

At this moment, she was ashamed and angry, but her voice was trembling with charm, as if she was acting coquettishly towards the rapist.

Huaidi became even angrier, but Huaige remained silent.

"Just get used to it. I can't control him."

Gou Huai's mouth was full of ridiculous and shameless teasing, but there was also a bit of seriousness: "Your condition can still be cured. Be brave and endure it and it will pass."

Pei Shuyu rolled her eyes vigorously: "Do I have to thank you?"

"Ho!"

Su Huai sighed, put his chin back on Yu Yu's shoulder, and said sadly: "No need, we need each other, it would be hypocritical to thank you again."

Pei Shuyu really didn't know what to reply.

Su Huai was sometimes playful, sometimes deep, and sometimes sexy and vulgar, which made her feel at a loss as to what to do.

However, just from the last sentence, she was deeply touched.

"We've only been in touch for a little while in real life, and you already know that I have a mysophobia. Really, you've put more effort into it than I have. I suddenly feel like I haven't done enough..."

"You are not a psychopath."

Su Huai glanced at her, seeing the confusion on her face, and shook his head: "You are in the early stages of misogyny."

"Me?" Pei Shuyu pointed at the tip of her nose, her eyes widened, "Hate men?!"

Look, how funny it is, she doesn’t even know it herself!

Su Huai put his cheek close to hers and gently bit her earlobe, blowing out hot air from his mouth like a fire-breathing dragon: "How is it? Is it uncomfortable?"

"**~~~"

Pei Shuyu squeezed out a shielding sound from her throat, and then became angry and embarrassed.

"Nonsense! How can I not feel uncomfortable when you tease me like this?"

"Fingernails!" Gou Huai endured the pain and reminded: "Look at your subconscious actions yourself."

"what?"

Pei Shuyu was a little panicked. She raised her hand hastily and asked in shock and confusion, "Don't other girls do this?"

trap!

Although she didn't do it on purpose, this question obviously cannot be answered simply.

Otherwise, by the time she reacts, it will be easy for her to reveal the truth.

"I'm not sure about other girls. I'm also a virgin. But from what I've observed, you're a special type who is particularly resistant to contact with the opposite sex."

Su Huai explained science to her seriously, like an expert.

"I suspect your situation has a lot to do with your childhood, and it got worse as you reached puberty. Can you think back to what your true attitude was toward those big brothers in the live studio?"

"I……"

Pei Shuyu's frown gradually relaxed.

She just lacked reminders, not that she was completely unaware. Now, she understood.

"My attitude towards them is indeed quite reluctant, because I have to protect them for work, but in fact, no matter who talks to me about anything, as long as they talk too much, I will feel bored..."

"The King of Western Chu is not an exception, right?"

“Yes, it’s not an isolated case.”

"Then it's confirmed, early stages of misogyny."

"I……"

Big-breasted Yu's expression was a little upset, not because she didn't believe it, but because she found it hard to accept.

"I'm a dance anchor who relies on male players for a living, but I'm actually disgusted with men? And I didn't even know it myself, but you discovered it first?"

"My care for you is obviously much higher than your care for me."

Gou Huai is really a jerk. It's hard to imagine how such disgusting words could come out of his 38-degree mouth.

But...it works great.

Pei Shuyu felt very guilty, and put her arms around his neck and started to coax him: "Oh! Don't talk like that! My heart is tied to the dog. Su Huai is so handsome, have I ever flirted with him? Where can you find such a loyal baby~~~" Okay, okay, you two are a perfect match, each of you is more shameless than the other.

Gou Huai's CPU produced a great effect, but the queen of film Yu was not powerless to fight back. It can be said that she met a worthy opponent and a talented general.

At the end of the PK, there was another round of verbal battle, with sparks flying like lightning.

"So I'm not disgusted with men now?"

Pei Shuyu asked breathlessly.

Gou Huai's eyes were full of tenderness and affection: "You are one-third cured. When you face me, you are much more normal."

She was very curious: "How do we treat the rest?"

"Continue to strengthen contacts and deepen exchanges..."

"Haha!" She sneered and grabbed Su Huai's hand, "Forget it, I won't treat it."

She didn't know when Gou Huai's dog paws had been inserted into her yoga pants. She didn't even move, but she tensed her whole body and resisted hard, but ultimately failed to achieve any further results.

Su Huai sighed silently, thinking: Why is it so difficult? He changes his attitude faster than turning the pages of a book.

In fact, he should think about it from another perspective: Even such a difficult woman has been brought to this point by me, which proves that my strategy is very effective.

Of course, Su Huai couldn't be so complacent. He had high standards for himself. However, Pei Shuyu began to think so...

"Are you not feeling uncomfortable now?"

"Ok?"

Facing Pei Shuyu's suspicious eyes, Gou Huai had no time to be "gloomy and lonely" anymore, so he could only nod: "It's indeed much better."

"That's good."

She used her arms to separate herself from Su Huai, bit her lip and said, "That's enough. It's not that I can't give you my body, but I can't give it to you so carelessly..."

I lost it!

You will take our army?!
Gou Huai’s head suddenly started buzzing and he wanted to curse a lot.

If it were any other boy, he would have probably lost his defense, become anxious, and would have revealed his true colors.

But he still had 90% emotional control, so he quickly calmed down and asked calmly, "What do you mean by confused? I admit that I am extremely impulsive right now, but are you sure you want to negotiate with me at this time?"

"I don't want to negotiate with you!"

Pei Shuyu was not angry. She just said very confidently: "But I just got to this point with you without knowing what was going on! Now that I think about it, I seem to have been following your baton. Su Huai, if you want me, you don't have to be so troublesome."

Oh wow, Barbie is cute!
Gou Huai's heart was beating fast, but he sighed despite his panic, his expression full of disappointment: "Am I really not worthy of your trust?"

"Yes."

Pei Shuyu raised her hand, reached into Su Huai's bathrobe, and pressed his chest.

"I love you and admire you, but I don't trust you. You are seriously lacking in sincerity towards me. From the beginning, you have been playing tricks on me and tricking me..."

Big-breasted Yu's eyes looked a little sad, but her voice was not hysterical and she seemed quite calm.

Su Huai wanted to confirm it again, but Pei Shuyu raised her hand to cover his mouth and stopped him softly.

"Have you forgotten? I am also an actor, performing in front of so many audiences in the live broadcast room every day. From the moment I sat on you, your heartbeat has been so steady, and it was only when you were about to succeed that it became a little chaotic..."

What the hell!

Sister, this is awesome!

You are also a pervert. How can you have the leisure to feel my heartbeat at this moment?

Su Huai was confused, but also convinced.

He really didn't realize this flaw, because he couldn't feel Pei Shuyu's heartbeat at all, no matter how close he was, so he didn't realize that there was something wrong with his always calm state of mind.

Her fat played an absolute defensive role and dug a big hole for the actor.

Su Huai felt that he had accepted his defeat wholeheartedly.

Pei Shuyu kept staring at Su Huai's eyes, watching those clear eyes change from confusion to realization and then to calmness and relaxation. She suddenly smiled at herself.

“In fact, I really want to play dumb and cooperate with you to satisfy all your evil tastes.

Really, I'm not that valuable. I'm not worthy of a male god like you spending 3 million on me and still pretending to be pure.

I just……

I just hope you know that I'm not stupid, nor foolish. I can accept many things, but the only thing I can't accept is deception.

If you want something, talk to me openly and honestly, and then come and get it.

But why are you unwilling to give me a little trust? "

collapsed.

The whole fucking thing is broken.

If anyone were in Su Huai's position, they would probably have no choice but to throw in the towel, or demand it by force, or run away with their faces covered.

However, Su Huai has not given up yet.

"Yes, my strategy has been targeted from the beginning."

Su Huai gently placed his hands on her waist and hips, looked at her, and began to narrate calmly.

"Yu Yu, you are special, both psychologically and physically.

In fact, I have wanted to confess to you who I am for a long time.

However, I thought about it many times and still couldn't figure out the result.

Until today, sitting in front of this window, I am still thinking: How should I face you?
I can't confess my feelings to you, I can't bribe you, and I can't have a conventional gradual relationship.

The problem with confessing is that Gu Jiuyue's existence is a fact known to the whole school. I can lie and tell you "she and I are just good friends" or "I'm just taking care of her on behalf of her family", but I don't want to do that.

I do care more about Xiao Gu's feelings, and I do put you behind her, so I can't say to you: Be my girlfriend, I will make you happy.

Sorry, I can't do it.

Talking about interests is even worse. Talking about interests with a girl who hates men will only make you more disgusted.

Moreover, if we go back to the beginning, my appreciation for you was not mixed with any interests.

Well, now I won’t threaten you or tempt you with my career.

Is it okay to approach it step by step?
No.

Your misogyny towards men is already serious, and you happen to be a live streamer. You may be provoked by the mess in the live broadcast room at any time and become even more extreme.

Even if I confront you today, if you are not careful, it will be easy for you to lose your balance.

Therefore, I must use words to create an atmosphere, and then use actions to fully arouse your unwillingness to admit defeat, let your passion burst out, suppress the dual psychological and physiological misogyny, and achieve a substantial breakthrough.

Only in this way can you adapt to intimate behavior and alleviate your aversion to men.

You are mine, without a doubt.

I am filled with a complex possessiveness towards you. I want to have your body, I want to have your heart, I want to hold you flying with my own hands, and I even want to see you surpass me.

I really want to finish all this slowly, but no, time is running out, I have to solve the problem between us as soon as possible..."

"Why?!"

Pei Shuyu suddenly interrupted and asked with tears in her eyes: "We are so young, why do you have to be so anxious?!"

because……

Su Huai was silent for a moment, swallowed the real reason alone, and spoke coldly.

"Because I don't believe love will favor someone like me. I only believe in what I can control."

Pei Shuyu choked up and continued to ask: "There are more routines than sincerity, calculations than feelings, is this what you can control?!"

"Yes."

Su Huai looked at her calmly: "I have almost done my best, to the extreme. I just underestimated your intelligence and sensitivity.

But, as smart as you are, it should be easy to figure it out -

Having many tricks doesn't mean it's hard to be happy, and having many calculations doesn't mean I will treat you badly. In fact, I have always been doing my best to provide you with what you want.

My liking for you is abnormal, and so is your liking for me. We are not normal people, so why should we expect normal love?

My love has died on Chen Nuanhan and Gu Jiuyue, and your love will die on me. This is the ending."

Such cruel and cold words instantly destroyed the last bit of innocence in Pei Shuyu's heart.

But that's not a bad thing, because she is not naive.

Love?
She doesn't need love that cannot bring mutual progress, love that cannot be fully integrated with career, love that cannot bring enough security and psychological support, no matter how pure and sincere it is.

Su Huai revealed this point bluntly, in a straightforward manner, like a needle piercing her heart.

In fact, she didn't hate him. On the contrary, the frank confession just now truly opened the shackles in her heart and gave her a very subtle sense of security.

Because all the tricks of this dog man are based on one core reason: he wants to possess her completely.

Pei Shuyu broke down in tears.

While crying, she tore off Su Huai's bathrobe, turned over and rode on him.

"Alright! You're awesome, you're great, you're my end! Come on, kill me if you can, don't just talk nonsense! And don't beg for mercy from me!"

She absolutely believed in her own strength, so she pressed Ctrl+A and rushed forward with the confidence of winning.

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I just don’t want to repeat myself and write something that I have already written. If it doesn’t look good, just bear with it. I won’t be able to write for much longer anyway.

He keeps being sick and not asking for leave. Sometimes his brain is clumsy. If you want to scold him, scold Jiusi and Yanbao. That's what they do...

(End of this chapter)