Concubine Mad Queen

Cang Yun's face changed several times, Bing Yan held the rein in his hand, and suddenly said: "Senior brother, needless to say."

Cang Yun raised his head abruptly, and pressed his lips together tightly: "I..."

Bingyan sighed: "I overreacted before, I should have asked you clearly, but at that time my mind was very confused, I instinctively extended to Princess Qin's words, that ambiguous scene. I have already begun to deny what happened before I don't think I'm such an irrational person, but I don't know why, at that time I chose to leave you, and I don't want to think about it."

"Maybe I'm just a coward. It's ridiculous. I don't know what I'm going to say. I just feel that my current state is very bad. I feel that my mind is in a mess. I don't know how to choose. There are countless thoughts in my mind. I There are many choices, and I can't choose. Now it seems that I am not what I imagined. At this time, I have a choice disorder. Everything is not your problem, but mine. "

Bingyan flew off the horse and said, "Brother, this is all my problem. At that time, I wanted to give up this relationship, and I wanted to continue living alone and go back to the past. Maybe it was my problem from the beginning, and I have been rejecting you. , and finally accepted it, but I'm still like this."

"No, I know, I understand, don't say that." Cang Yun pulled Bing Yan.

This time Bingyan didn't shake off Cang Yun's hand, looked at him and smiled: "Senior brother, I don't deserve you. A person like me should live by myself. I shouldn't expect touching feelings, because I I will instinctively reject and distrust, no matter what is true or not, I think my hesitation and doubt just now have been completely negated. This kind of me is not worth it, so let’s separate like this, okay, we will still be brothers and sisters in the future. The best brothers and sisters in the world."

"No, I will never allow it, you don't want to escape!" Cang Yun hugged Bing Yan tightly.

Bingyan leaned against Cang Yun's chest, listening to Cang Yun's "thumping" heartbeat, her heart was very complicated, she felt really messed up, this kind of disorder, it was not like her at all.

When did she lose sight of herself? It seemed that there was only one time. When she drank the poison from her sister and fell to the ground, she suddenly doubted herself. She didn't know the meaning of everything she had done before. , now she feels even more confused.

Bingyan covered her ears, and felt a buzzing sound in her ears. Cang Yun seemed to be saying something, but she didn't hear clearly at all.

Cang Yun said a few words, seemed to feel that something was wrong with Bingyan, raised Bingyan's face, the latter was a little dazed, saw Cang Yun's mouth was moving, but didn't know what to say, Cang Yun was startled .

"Junior Sister, what's wrong with you?!"

"Junior Sister!"

"Junior Sister, let's go, find a place to rest first!"

This place is very close to Cang Yun's other courtyard, Cang Yun immediately took Bingyan and sat on the horse to go to the other courtyard, Bingyan was very quiet along the way, trying his ears from time to time, the expression on his face became more and more strange, and he suddenly laughed .

Once in the yard, Bingyan suddenly turned her head to Cang Yun and said, "Senior brother, I'm so tired, I want to rest."

Then he closed his eyes and passed out.

"Junior Sister!"

Cang Yun's complexion changed greatly due to fright, and he immediately ran into the room with Bingyan in his arms, and took Bingyan's pulse, but found that his pulse was very peaceful, and there was nothing wrong with his body, but Bingyan's matter was very serious.

Bingyan suddenly felt as if she was in a dream. She is still the president of a modern multinational company, and she manages a lot of things every day, and has countless things to do. On that morning, her younger sister brought her breakfast water with a sweet smile. The taste of water It's a little weird, she's a little weird, but she didn't think it would be any problem with her sister.

Then, listening to her sister's words, she smiled...

Bingyan was lying on the bed, smiling a little weirdly, what happened later, she suddenly couldn't hear it, she only heard the slight breathing sound coming from her heart in her ear, it faded away little by little, and then until the end of her life, she told It's ridiculous to be emotionally invested in yourself, and in the end it will hurt others and yourself, so it's better not to touch it.

Later, she seemed to have another dream. In the dream, she knew a man. That man was really outstanding, but how to open her closed heart?

While laughing, she was stupid, how could she trust people casually and be attracted unconsciously, and finally something went wrong, she felt suddenly helpless, how could this be?It's so chaotic, she can't calm down, has the world become mysterious?

Why does the picture of my sister and this man keep overlapping, they keep overlapping, and then they separate again, one left and one right...

Farther and farther away, kept leaving, and then could not be seen again.

"Don't!" Bing Yan sat up high, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat, the moment she opened her eyes, she seemed to see nothing in front of her eyes, it was white, she was a little scared, suddenly a pair of big hands held her, She instinctively held it.

"Don't!" She screamed, the big hand clenched even tighter, and she whispered seriously in her ear: "Okay, I won't go."

She could hear clearly, she heard it, but why couldn't she see it?

So she instinctively held those big hands: "You said, you can't go now."

"Okay! I won't go! You are tired, take a good rest." On the forehead, something kissed it, it was very soft, she really felt sleepy, and then she was supported to lie down to rest.

It didn't feel good to not be able to see, she thought she would be so nervous that she wouldn't be able to sleep, and as soon as she lay down she immediately felt sleepy.

This time, in the dream, she saw two people again, a man and a woman, the handsome man and the beautiful woman, the man holding the woman's shoulders, they looked very strange, yet inexplicably familiar, with kind smiles on their faces Meaning, looking at her affectionately.

In the dream, she couldn't help smiling at those two people.

"Who are you?" In the dream, she suddenly turned into a very small girl with pigtails, raised her head and blinked cutely at the pair of men and women who looked well-matched.

The man and woman smiled softly, with loving expressions on their faces, the woman reached out and pressed her head lightly, and said with a smile, "Yan'er, where did you go to play just now?"

In the dream, she tilted her head and looked at this woman in puzzlement, and suddenly it was the scene of this woman hugging her, smiling and singing a lullaby: "Yan'er, in the future, you will definitely find someone who loves your mother as much as your father." Men, but when you don't show up, you have to know how to protect yourself, don't let go of your heart and love easily, a man is a woman's second life, you have to choose carefully, women also need to be self-reliant."

The scene changed suddenly, the man and the woman embraced lightly, and suddenly walked away, farther and farther away.

Bingyan yelled: "Dad, Mom, don't go!"

She sat up anxiously, saw a person, and immediately hugged him in her arms, but the body of the person in her arms was visibly stiff!