Concubine Mad Queen

"Sister?"

Bingyan thought she heard it wrong...

"Junior Sister!"

Bingyan was stunned for a moment, then pushed the person in front of her violently away, Cangyun looked at her puzzledly, her eyes were full of worry, Bingyan looked left and right, didn't know what she was looking for, and said in a daze: " I... Dad... Mom..."

"Father? Mom? What's that?" Cang Yun asked suspiciously.

Bingyan's body froze, and she suddenly stretched out her hand and rubbed her head fiercely: "I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy!"

"Junior Sister, what's wrong with you, stop quickly, no matter how sad you are, no matter how painful you are, you can hit me, don't hurt yourself." Cang Yun pulled Bing Yan's hand anxiously.

Bing Yan raised her eyebrows, feeling a little annoyed: "Why are senior brothers here, I want to be quiet now."

"Are you sure you won't hurt yourself?" Cang Yun stared straight at Bingyan.

"I'm not stupid, why hurt myself, I'm really messed up now, brother, I want to be quiet."

"Okay, I'll watch outside, call me if you have anything to do." Seeing Bingyan still in a daze, Cang Yun looked back three times with every step worried, stood outside hugging his chest, frowning, it was actually him Ignore those who only let junior sisters be cautious.

It's just that they don't just have to be on guard, sometimes they will take the initiative to attack if you don't provoke them.

Cang Yun also had unshirkable responsibility for this accident. He and Yunqin did have a marriage, and he always felt that the marriage when he was a child was not a matter at all, but this is something that cannot be erased. When it is really revealed, it is enough Doubts about his credibility.

Cang Yun rubbed his face, he should have made it clear at the beginning, otherwise there would be no misunderstanding today, the junior sister's heart is already more sensitive...

Bingyan sat on the bed blankly, how could she dream of her parents, her parents passed away when she was very young, it seems that she died in an accident not long after giving birth to her younger sister, at that time she and her younger sister were still alive Orphanage for a while.The younger sister is very young and always sick. The children in the orphanage often bully them. It was there that she developed a character of not admitting defeat.

While protecting her younger sister, she tried her best to study, understand the homework in the textbooks, and please the principal and teachers of the orphanage, so that they like her, and then get more attention from her and her sister, so that they are less bullied.

But things often turned out to be the opposite, and they were bullied even more. She often protected her younger sister, was beaten all over her body, and then hugged her younger sister at night and cried and called her parents. Recommended to a very wealthy couple who often sponsor orphanages but have no children, but her younger sister is not in the process of adoption. She ran away overnight with her younger sister, and then lived a hard life picking up garbage and working as a child laborer for black businessmen.

With the increase of age, daily fatigue and experience, she gradually forgot the image of her parents. Since she was sensible, she seldom thought of her parents, and the passage of time made her gradually forget them. Sometimes she was too tired to have time to think of them. .

But why did she suddenly remember it?

Bingyan smiled wryly, and stretched out her hands. These hands were thin, white and slender, as if carved from white jade. When she imagined the tiny palms of the villain in her dream, she suddenly felt that she was so ridiculous.

It turned out that deep down in her heart she had always been so afraid of being alone. The sudden death of her parents had severely hurt her young heart, but at that time she could not cry because she had to take care of her younger sister who had just reached the full moon. She was only five years old at that time. How old is it.

She is completely ignorant of life and the world, she doesn't know how she persisted at that time, and now thinking about it is like a dream.

She has never wanted to recall the past, and it was very hard to escape from the orphanage. She was always beaten in the orphanage, and her life was not good, but she always instinctively did not want to recall the past in the orphanage. So she was just afraid of recalling her parents? ?

From a little princess who was cared for, to a little girl who wanted to protect her sister with her small body, she flattered the principal and teacher in the orphanage, and often fought with other children, becoming the fighting king of the orphanage. More than a dozen boys and girls in the orphanage were beaten together. She was beaten to the point of bleeding, but she kept gritting her teeth and stood up to challenge.

She was looking for someone desperately, and finally scared the children away. When the head of the orphanage ran over, she fainted directly. After that, she was grounded for three days, but since then, few people bullied them.

Like a hedgehog, she is extremely wary of people, no matter who they are.

But in fact, she just has no choice, without parents, she can only protect herself and her sister in this way, in fact, how much she wants to go back to the time when she was foolishly held by her mother in her arms and told childish and ridiculous fairy tales, if possible, She would rather be stupid and dull than go back to that past.

Bingyan let out a long sigh, got out of bed, came to the table and poured herself a glass of water, the water was already cold, and a gust of cool air poured in, feeling cold in her stomach, she also felt a little better, and suddenly frowned , Before thinking about it, I was still a little tangled.

She really didn't understand, she admitted that she was a little weak in her heart, but this was not her character, at least she made it clear to Cang Yun, she had to make it clear what would happen in the future, what was going on when she ran out.

This... is definitely not an impulse to be afraid of losing him!

No matter how she has the experience of the previous life and the experience of this life, how could she act so impulsively when she always thought she was rational and calm.

Bingyan was helpless, feeling that the room was a bit stuffy, walked out and opened the door, suddenly there was a dark shadow in front of her eyes: "Junior Sister, are you alright?"

Bingyan was taken aback, she just woke up from a dream, her mind was in a daze, she didn't take anything seriously at all at that time, seeing Cang Yun outside, she remembered the previous things, her face was a little embarrassed: "You haven't left yet."

"I'm worried about you, how could you leave? You were in a bad mood just now, what happened?" Cang Yun was a little anxious, and reached out to grab Bingyan, but stopped in mid-air and didn't dare to drop it.

Bingyan shook her head: "Thinking of some things from the past, my mind is a little messed up, it's okay, brother, you go back first, I want to go for a walk alone."

"No! If I leave like this, what should you do if you leave, Junior Sister, in fact, I have always wanted to talk about the past, but I feel ashamed. I am afraid that you will look down on me, so I have never dared to tell you. If I had It is impossible to have such a misunderstanding if you explain your life experience clearly."

Bing Yan shook her head: "Didn't I not ask?"

Cang Yun pulled Bingyan into the room: "Actually, I should thank Yunqin, if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have told you, and I don't know how long this wait will last, then I will always live in the past In the shadow of you. But after I met you, I decided to abandon the past."

Bingyan's expression changed, and these words suddenly pierced her mind, making Bingyan's mind instantly clear!