After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 117: Passed out

"I don't care about anything, for you, I don't care about anything, even if I sacrifice my life, I don't care, for you—" She looked at me, narrowed her eyes and said, "I don't want anything, I don't care Now, I only want you now, I want to be with you, no one can stop me, including you!" At this moment, Bai Ling showed her fierce side again.

This is her before, she was like this before, very domineering and unruly, this is the real her!

I said: "Got it, don't be angry, I really won't see her!"

Bai Ling looked at me, looked at me, and said: "Xiao Lin, remember, even if I die in the future, you don't want to do that again. I might as well die. My personality is too strong, so I can't think about you. With her, she is so old, I can't bear it, I know it's overbearing, but I can't help it, I just can't, I can't, you promise me I can't, you say, you say!" She hugged me suddenly, and then Biting my shoulder, she said coquettishly there, I said: "Well, I will never do that again, from now on, we will be good, there will be no other people in our world, okay?"

She was happy and nodded.

At that time, Bai Ling always gave me a lot of joy, and then I kept asking myself, why do I love her? There are so many women in this world, why do I only love her?What is it about her that attracts me? At first I couldn't figure it out, but later, I gradually understood why I like her. She is like a mystery, with many faces. When you feel that she is innocent, she suddenly It fully exposes her maturity. When you feel that she is mature, she will show a lot of childishness and innocence. Of course, there are many other advantages and disadvantages. It is because of her imperfection that she is so perfect!

I remembered a very old saying: I know that falling in love with you is a disaster, but I have nowhere to escape!I love you, I know that love will bring me endless pain, but I can't resist.

Bai Ling offended Yang Hongling, I felt that it would not be a good thing, I think I still know Yang Hongling very well, she will definitely not let Bai Ling have good fruit to eat, she will definitely come to revenge Bai Ling , but I don't know when that day will come.

That night, Bai Ling and I lived in Liu Qian's place. We slept in the same bed. When we slept in the middle of the night, she suddenly woke up and whispered in my ear: "Honey, I think I will get a divorce." , and then I'm alone, don't feel pressured, I have to be like this, so I can be with you!"

I said: "You can figure it out, if it's difficult, don't worry about it, let's just do it for the time being, and we'll talk about the future, no one knows what will happen in the future!"

She said: "Well, yes, I will think about it, I love you, go to sleep, honey!"

That night, I had a dream, and that dream was very bad. I dreamed that something happened to Bai Ling, and then I kept crying there, crying constantly, but people said that the dream was the opposite of reality. Think about it this way Well, maybe Bai Ling can live a long life and have a safe life, as long as she can live happily, even if we are not together, what does it matter?

Also, I shouldn't be entangled in living like this anymore, I should think about it, I should be happy, I should live like a man, I not only make myself unhappy, but also bring nothing to her, I think I should make a change. The past stays in the past. All the unhappiness and despair stay in the past. Tomorrow, when the sun comes out, it will be a brand new day. We can all live happily and never again There will be no worries.

An incident happened the next day. This incident could have crushed Bai Ling. I don't know if Yang Hongling did it, but I don't think so. She doesn't have the guts, but everything is hard to change However, Bai Ling's father still left, leaving this world.

The next day, I woke up very late. Liu Qian got up early to go to work. Bai Ling made breakfast for me. After getting up, I started to brush my teeth. Yes, I always feel very flustered, I don’t know what’s wrong, I’m worried about you, can you stay with me for another day, don’t rush away!” I nodded, took out my toothbrush and said, “Okay, Don't think too much, nothing will happen, I'm fine, I'm no longer a child, I'm a man, don't worry about me, okay? I can face anything, and It can be solved, I believe Xiao Lin has become a big man!"

She nodded, and then she went out. After she went out, she got a call. When she answered the phone, I wondered who it was, was it another man?Is it her current husband, or another man? I walked out slowly, and I wanted to hear who it was, but she said anxiously: "Okay, okay, I see, I'll go over now, this Just go!" I knew something was wrong, she burst into tears, panicked, put down the phone, panting helplessly and said: "I, my dad, dad—" I knew right away that something was wrong, I hurriedly threw the toothbrush away On the side, she said: "Don't worry, what's the matter?" Her tears flowed down, she couldn't cry anymore, she was shaking her hands in a panic looking for the car key, but she couldn't find it, she said anxiously : "I'm going to the hospital, you, take me to the hospital quickly!" I ran over to pick up my key, and then pulled her outside, her legs were weak when she went downstairs, and she couldn't walk anymore , she was gasping for breath, kept swallowing her throat and said: "I, I can't walk, I can't stand up!" I suddenly picked her up, held her in my arms, and held her After getting downstairs, she calmed down a little. After sitting in my car, she burst into tears. The first time I saw her was so sad, she kept crying and said : "Papa had an accident, they just kept it from me first, something must have happened to him, Dad———" She was crying there, and my tears came out, I started the car suddenly and said, "Don't cry , in what hospital? Don't cry, dad will be fine, no!"

She said which hospital, and then I speeded up the car and comforted her while driving. She was dumbfounded, her eyes were open, and there were only tears falling silently. I looked at her, and then at the car. In the past, she spent the first half of her life for her father, and she hoped that her father would come out, but now, if she can't even see him for the last time, it would be so sad and desolate, I pray that God will not treat her like this, Don't be so cruel!

She closed her eyes quietly there, didn't say a word, just leaned there quietly, and I didn't know what to say, I could only drive the car faster, faster, soon When we arrived at the hospital, she suddenly became very strong. She ran out of the car and kept running, desperately. I followed her and held her hand, supported her, and we ran to the emergency room together. , but there is no one there anymore. I was thinking that if the rescue is still going on, there should be someone outside. Although her father is still in prison, if the rescue is going on, at least there are guards outside, but there is no one.

She stood there in despair, foolishly, she came, could her father wait for her?She spent her whole life just wanting to see her father, she ran, she rushed, but where is her father?Does he know that this poor daughter, this daughter who has worshiped him all her life, has given everything for her father, including her own body, all her dignity, all her humiliation, and she has been trampled under a man she doesn't love, a dirty man, She only wants to save her father, but can she really wait?Can she wait?

Dear, dear, I'm sorry, I think nothing in this world can be more serious than death, and it's more terrifying than him, and everything can't be compared with life, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't cry, no matter what happens What, no matter what the future holds, don't cry, okay?

She stood there, her body swayed back and forth, tears rolled down her eyes when she closed her eyes, I walked over and hugged her in my arms, at this time a guard came over, he knew Bai Ling, he stood there, I Looking at him, I was so afraid that he would tell the truth, but Bai Ling turned his head slowly, we all looked at him, he was very embarrassed, but he still said: "heart attack, has turned around We've arrived at the morgue!"

Bai Ling's body began to tremble, and she immediately passed out on the ground.

I hugged her up suddenly, everything was speechless, the scene at that time was almost static, like a tragedy, like a slow motion, I hugged her frantically to find a doctor, and then the doctor rescued her , as soon as the doctor performed some rescue on her, she woke up, as if trying to catch her father's last hope, she kept crying and shouting in her mouth: "Dad, dad, Where are you? Where are you? Daddy—”

I held her down, but the strength on her body was too great, and she kept struggling there with great strength. I couldn't control her at all. Later, the doctor pressed her down with me. In the end, Bai Ling really had no strength to move, and then lay there, sobbing and crying, I sat there, no one spoke, I don't know how long, she sat up, and then walked away When she got out of bed, she was a little crazy. After she got down, she said calmly, "Take me to see my father!"

The guard nodded, and then I helped her up. We walked all the way to the mortuary. After arriving there, I felt that atmosphere for the first time. I dare not imagine how bad Bai Ling would be in this moment. I stood Outside, I didn't go in, she was brought in by the guards, she went in step by step, I couldn't bear to look at her, her body was half bowed, her steps were stiff, every step was so difficult , her hair was messy, she walked in with the doctor and the guard, I stood outside and watched, just after the doctor pulled her father out, she looked at it, then jumped on it, knelt on the ground and shouted loudly Weeping, her crying is even on my heart, it hurts so much, even now I can't think about it, I think it was the most desperate time in Bai Ling's life, what else in this world can compare to losing The loved ones are suffering even more, and this kind of pain is difficult to heal in a lifetime.

She was kneeling on the ground, and the doctor and the guards were there to pull her, but she knelt there, unable to get up, crying with tears all over her face, I stood outside and wanted to go in and pull her, but I didn't know Whether she could go in, she didn't know how long she was crying there, I have been watching her quietly outside, I thought a lot, Bai Ling has gone through this incident, she can't do more harm, and I told her Together, can I give her that kind of happiness?If I can't give her happiness, I can't hurt her, how much I love her, how important she is in my heart, but if I really can't give her happiness, can't love her well, love her, I can't be so cruel to her like this, just look at how pitiful she is now, that scene is heartbreaking.