After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 119: Heartbroken

Liu Qian understood everything. She wiped away her tears and said in a low voice, "Can you not say anything more?" I'll talk more, don't worry, I'm just worried about her, I want to be with her at this time!" Liu Qian said: "Just say it's my boyfriend, I'll say the same, no one will know ,do you know?"

I nodded, maybe this is the only way to go, only in this way can I stay by her side and accompany her through the most painful time in my life.

After they came and cried, they were going to leave together, taking Bai Ling with them, and I drove home with them. When we got home, everyone gathered together to discuss the memorial service. Anyway, Bai Ling's father has also contributed to the country and the people in his life. Although he committed some crimes later, they cannot cover up his achievements in defending and serving the country as an admiral.

Her mother also knew about it, but her mother was very strong and she cried before, but she stopped crying. I always stood with Liu Qian, and I watched everything. Maybe my eyes never moved from Bai Ling's. I have been away from my body, and I have been looking at her, constantly looking at her, and she will occasionally look at me, but she is full of sadness, and has long since stopped thinking about it.

The matter was decided by Liu Qian's parents. The memorial service was scheduled for three days later. After everything was arranged, Liu Qian's mother asked us to go back first. Liu Qian's mother also regarded me as Liu Qian's boyfriend. She let Liu Qian take me home.

I decided to leave, and when I was leaving, I walked up to Bai Ling, and said, "Sister, don't be too sad, you have to eat something, don't ruin your body, if you do this, uncle won't be at ease, be obedient Okay?" She looked at me, nodded, and said, "Go back, I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'll be fine, don't worry about me, you and Liu Qian go back and have a good rest!"

I nodded, I wanted to shake her hand, I wanted to say something more, I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't have a chance, I left with Liu Qian, on the way back, I was driving, and Liu Qian sat In my car, I said: "I'm sorry, Lin Jiayi, you know there's nothing you can do about it. At this time, there can't be any other problems, it's already like this!"

I said: "I won't think about those things. Why are you talking about those things at this time? Your cousin is so pitiful. I feel sorry for her. I want to do something for her, but I don't know what to do. I am very worried about her." !"

"You care about her and treat her well. She knows it in her heart. In fact, you just missed the opportunity. In fact, you both love each other. I can see it. After this period of time, if you can, you Talk to my cousin, she loves you very much, really loves you, she told me everything about you, I know she is serious, she has been so seriously obsessed once in her life, just for you, hope You can understand!"

I said, "How can I not understand? I understand everything, and I will have a good talk with her!"

Liu Qian said: "Listen to me, if you can't give my cousin happiness, I don't want you to pester her, you know? You are still young, but she is no longer young, and she doesn't have many good times, you Really don't pester her anymore, you will kill her like this, if you love her, you should give her an explanation, give her a word, after all reality is reality, reality is to live a good life, she is a woman, she I also want her happiness. If you can’t give her that kind of happiness, then let it go. You can’t bully her. Look how pitiful she is. When a man loves a woman, he must either make her happy or let her go. Wronged, you feel that my cousin has done these things to hurt you, but you also have to think about her, she is a woman, she needs a happy family, needs—"

I don't know why, but I feel my nose is sore, tears seem to be coming out, I seem to be a little wronged, Liu Qian said this, I feel a little wronged, it seems that she doesn't understand me, of course women, always Those who need a man to accommodate and take care of him, but who can think about a man?Of course there is no need to think about it anymore, I just want to say, I will think about it, either give her happiness, or let her go, don't bother her, pester her, this is the only way to love her!

I drove Liu Qian back. I didn’t go up. Liu Qian asked me to go up. I didn’t. I said I would come to attend the memorial service. She asked me where I was going. I said I wanted to drink some wine. Liu Qian told me not to drink, and then we parted.

In a tavern, I drank more than half a catty of white wine. I kept thinking about Bai Ling and me. I kept asking myself, can I give her happiness?If I can, then I can divorce her, and then I will marry her. My parents will not object, and I can do it, but can I guarantee that I will love her for the rest of my life?After I'm with her, don't I care about her past at all?I don't know why I started to care about her past, I think I'm still too fragile, I'm still too young, I still like to say something beautiful, but it's different when I do it, I always ask myself what do I care about , I love her so much, why do I still care about these things, but as a person, I can't stop thinking about them, of course it doesn't mean I can't, I think I need some time to think about it, even if I don't care about anything, I I also have to think about it carefully, can I give her happiness?It's not a small matter, she needs to divorce again, and she has been married twice, divorce once again, and then stay with me, if I can't give her a lifetime of happiness, I won't do it easily.

I dare not gamble with her life.

I was still drunk that night and slept in the car. For the next two days, I didn't go to her house. Three days later, I went to her father's memorial service.

I never went back to Xiliang. I bought a black suit. When I got there, I saw her kneeling on the ground with white flowers on her hair. She was kneeling beside her. All the people who came to honor her father, she was The one who wants to kneel down for us, she has been kneeling beside her, she looks very weak, she has lost a lot of weight, she is very haggard, her whole body seems to be withered, it makes people feel very distressed, I walked to the mourning hall, gave Her father bowed and worshiped, and then I walked up to her, she looked up at me, looked at me quietly, I nodded and said, "Okay!" She didn't speak, just looked at me, eyes She blinked, but at that moment, she was already telling me, don't worry, she will be fine!I nodded, then walked away and stood aside, but I was there watching her all the time. I participated as Liu Qian's boyfriend, so I could stay.

That morning, she knelt there until the evening. According to local customs, she would be buried the next day. The day before was a day for everyone to mourn together. On that day, she knelt almost from morning to night.

People gradually left at night, but she was still there, and she hardly ate anything. At night, when people left, she was still sitting there. We had a simple meal, and she also ate , but very little, almost no food, I think if she continues like this, she will completely break down her body in a few days, she can't do this.I saw that there was no one around, so I walked up to her, I knelt down and looked at her and said in a low voice: "Baby, you want to eat, can you be obedient? If you don't eat like this, your body won't be able to resist at all. Just these few days , look at how haggard you are, how thin you are, how distressed you are, be obedient, eat something, don't worry me!"

She looked at me and said: "I see, don't worry about me, I'll eat right away, I'll listen to you, you go eat something too!"

I said: "Okay, you eat, I will eat!"

She nodded.

Later, she ate a lot of food, and I saw that she was very happy. I was relieved that she could eat like this, and naturally there would be no problems. Eat more, gain weight, and look better. It’s no big deal , There will be many such encounters in life!We all have to face it, and we cannot be overwhelmed by difficulties or setbacks.

Bai Ling's mother is very kind to Bai Ling's husband and likes him very much. I can tell that that man is also very good at being a man, but he seems to be very masculine. He has to put on a pose at home. For example, at this time, He has the final say on a lot of things, of course it's okay, she is Bai Ling's husband after all, it's just that I look a little awkward, of course, a rival in love, if it's for other people to look at, then there won't be any problem.

I don't know how she discovered the clues. She knew about the matter between me and Bai Ling. Maybe men are very sensitive to this matter. Besides, a woman with Bai Ling's appearance and personality should not worry about it as her husband. Strange, I must be thinking about her every day, and I will be exhausted to death.

I noticed the look in his eyes, he looked over, the look was very unfriendly, I heard Liu Qian said that her cousin's husband is a second-generation official, his family has a good background, he is also an official, and is the secretary-general of the municipal party committee, With such an identity, he was naturally very popular at the funeral, and because of his relationship, many people came. Anyway, Bai Ling is now husband and wife with him, and everyone should give face. His name is Chen Baiming. He has been looking at me for a long time. Look, that look is a bit fierce, it's only aimed at me, obviously this look is sure that I have something to do with Bai Ling, otherwise he wouldn't cast such a look at me, obviously, he is sure, how did he know Woolen cloth?

I suddenly thought of a woman, Yang Hongling, it must be her. She is the deputy mayor, and Bai Ling's husband is the director of the municipal party committee office. Ling just came out of the detention center, and something so big happened, how did Bai Ling's current husband deal with her?Could it be that he was so fascinated by her that he didn't care about Bai Ling's past at all?Thinking about it, Bai Ling is also very skillful. No matter how many times she gets married, she can always find excellent men. It seems that men are waiting in line for her. As long as she is willing, those men will naturally be willing. There is no doubt that she is excellent. Yes, but when I think of these things, I feel very uncomfortable and heartbroken...