After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 277: Is it just for the pleasure of men and women?

Standing there, standing there quietly, why is she motionless there, why is she standing there looking at me like me, why doesn't she come over in a hurry, she sees me coming, doesn't she know me Yet?Impossible, she must know me, but why doesn't she come over, why?

Her expression made me worry, what am I worried about?Did I get the feeling that she wasn't so happy to see me?If it were me, if she came to me, I would burst into tears, I would run over desperately and hold her tightly in my arms, I would definitely, don't you know that I am at this moment How fragile is it?I came to you with a lot of motivation, but when I saw you, I found that I became very fragile, as fragile as a piece of porcelain, it will shatter if you touch it lightly, you can't hurt me like this ,cannot.

She is still there, I don't think I can look at her again, is she excited?I hope she can come over instead of me, but she just doesn't move, and I seem to vaguely see the people around me, I see a person, who is that person?It was Zhang Ming, it turned out to be him, he also came, the school was on summer vacation, and he also came, seeing this scene, my heart was so desperate that I bleed, no, it must be numb, I am pitifully like a child There, the movement in my heart made me aching and stubborn at the same time, it doesn't matter, yes, didn't you say it?As long as she lives well and she is safe, everything else doesn't matter, so don't care so much now, don't care about anything, don't care, Lin Jiayi, be strong, don't be like this.

The man came over, he was the one who came over, not Bai Ling.

At that moment I seemed to understand what love is, yes, love is only in my heart, does she have it?She doesn't, I'm just her past, when she's gone so far, but I'm still there, unchanged, never changed, and what about her?I don't want to say more, I don't want to say anything, from the worry in China to seeing her here, I have experienced many complicated changes along the way, but all these are nothing, nothing, and The cruelest thing is here, and of course this is what makes me most sober.

Here, I understand many things, everything.

"Why are you here? Cousin?" Zhang Ming said with a smile.

I looked at her quietly, like a child who was bullied by others but was powerless to resist. I didn't speak, but still looked at Bai Ling. I'm more excited, it fills me with fighting spirit, nothing, really nothing.

"This is your girlfriend?" Zhang Ming said again.

Jing Nan hurriedly said: "Hello, no, we met on the plane, and I will be his translator by the way!"

I blinked my eyes, I knew that if I read on, I wouldn't be able to find a little bit of my heartbreak. I was so excited that I kept my mouth shut, and I didn't go forward to say a word to that woman.Just looking at the man in front of me, I don't know why I should tell him, am I stupid?Why did I do this, I actually said: "Okay, okay, take good care of her!" As I said that, I turned around suddenly, and then started to walk, walking very slowly, like a walking dead, just walking like that without my soul , I feel my nose is sore, I really want to cry, but I find that I can't cry anymore, I can't cry no matter what, I don't know the direction, I don't know where to go.

It seems that the momentum is used up by the time it comes.

Who can understand such a man, who can understand her?No one, there will never be anyone in this world again, a man is usually very capable and strong, facing life and death, but at this moment, he is not even as good as a woman, and a woman will be extremely strong at this time Maybe they will all yell, but this man can't.

"What's wrong with you?" Jing Nan called me from behind.I didn't answer, she walked up to me quickly and said: "What's wrong with you? Don't be scary, tell me, what's wrong? Isn't it her?" I smiled, I smiled haha, I I think I'm stupid, I'm crazy, I just understand how people go crazy in an instant, I never thought that love has such great energy, but at this moment, love really has such great energy, Let me lose all hope, I can't find even a little scum, I can't find it at all.

Suddenly there was a common sound, and I stumbled, a big pit, I fell to the surface, and then rolled down, more than two meters deep, the bottom is cement, there seems to be steel bars, I think my fortune-telling is good, I didn’t fall Going up to the rebar, people yelled, a lot of people yelled, and I felt comfortable lying there, so fucking comfortable, laying there quietly on my back, and they all ran over and looked at me.

I feel like a dream. Am I going to have a good dream now? I want to take a good rest. I am too tired. This trip made me really tired. I really need to have a good rest take a break.

"Hurry up and get him up, hurry up and save him—" the woman shouted there, and when I heard her shouting, I actually felt some warmth in a cheap way. When a man is really cheap, I can still feel those things at this moment. Joy, not numbness, what is that?After a person has no bottom line, it really shines with some sunshine.

I got up from the ground, and then started to climb up by myself, and I heard someone say: "He's fine, he's fine!" I climbed up, I don't want to be so ashamed in front of her, I can't afford to lose this person, I don't want to lose this person either.

I climbed up, and everyone was not worried, and she was not worried anymore. I didn't look at her, because I fell down, and my body hurt a little. I seemed to be awake. I started to realize the direction when I walked, and my heart became colder. I finally recovered, and when I fell, did I cry in pain?Otherwise, after coming up, how can I feel a little dry around the eyes.

I cheered up and walked forward, Jing Nan caught up with me and said: "Brother Lin, don't do this, what's wrong with you?" There is no love in the world at all, it’s all fake, it’s all deceiving, women just love each other, right? They never really put you in their hearts!” When I said this, she seemed to understand, Naturally, it was difficult for her to answer. It was not good to answer yes or no.

"Brother Lin, don't be like this. It's okay. You haven't spoken yet. Maybe it's a misunderstanding. Wait a minute. I'll call that sister!" She ran over, and I walked for a while and looked back. Go to Jingnan and talk to that woman there.At this moment, I have never felt that Bai Ling is so strange. The strange thing is not that I don't know her anymore, but that I hate her.

There are so many women who like me, I refuse them all, Yirou has given her life for me, but I come here, I come here to find her, and she is fine at all, and she is still with the man she loves, this How good, great, fuck|fuck.

Jing Nan ran up again and said, "Brother Lin, she, she, she asked me to tell you to—"

I said: "Don't say anything, Jing Nan, if it were you, would you be moved? Any woman would be moved, even a man would be moved, any person would be moved, she is not a woman, she is not a human being. Hmph.

A gust of wind blows, I didn't expect that in Baghdad, there will be wind in this city.

But why did I think that she once took 300 million to save me, and why?Sometimes people can't think about it, can't solve it, so there is only entanglement.

"Let's go, Jingnan, thank you, let's go!"

"Brother Lin!" The girl was crying, I looked back, she was crying very sadly, she pursed her lips and said: "Don't go, you guys say something, I know I shouldn't ask you like this, I know you are sad , but, you finally came here, let’s just say something as a friend!”

My tears also came out, but I wiped her tears with my thumb with a smile and said: "Good girl, brother thank you, but it's really nothing, I don't care at all, I don't care at all, this kind of Things won't hurt me, and I won't be hit by this thing, let's go, be obedient!"

She nodded finally.

But at this moment, I turned my head slightly and saw her limping over, and when she came over, she stood beside me and said expressionlessly: "Xiao Lin, let's find a place to talk—"

When I heard this sentence, I suddenly couldn't control my tears. For a moment, my face was full of tears. I opened my mouth and shook my head and said, "I don't, I don't want to talk, I don't want to talk about anything-I don't want to talk about anything. Don’t even talk about it!” I looked like a child, it can be said that I was a child at all.

"Sister, listen to me, it's really hard for him, he is very pitiful, he came from China alone, he doesn't know the way, and he can't speak, he was worried about you all the way, when he knew you were fine Finally, he was very happy, I have never seen a man like this, sister, she loves you, don't let him go, if you let him go, he will die of sadness!"

Jing Nan is a very kind, very kind girl. What she said even moved me, but that woman was so calm. She said again: "Let's find a place to talk!" I really want to talk about your uncle, but, Bai Ling, what do you want from me?I don't want to talk about it, I don't blame you, I have no grievances, I don't talk about it, it's nothing more than that, let me go back, what else is there to talk about.

I was there for a while, when all the grief made me feel disheartened, I smiled and said: "Okay, I want to talk, after the talk, this life, there will never be any relationship, we will end here !"

She froze for a moment and said, "Okay!"

I thought I would make her cruel, but she was even crueler than me. That's all, it broke my heart again.

I think, maybe we are really going to end, love, you are the last thing I should touch in my life, you make me despair, break my heart, and make me live like a dog.

I just love you, what's the big deal.

I turned my head slightly, but she suddenly dodged me and said hastily: "Go over there!"

Jing Nan smiled at me, and I walked slowly with her.

For me at this moment, if I can overcome the difficulty of love, then it is no longer a big deal.

Just wondering what she was talking to me about, what she was going to say to me.

No, wonder no more, wonder no more.

Something may have come into my life, it may have motivated me, it may have made me feel ashamed, but today it may end in Baghdad.

It's called love.

But was everything in the past really a carnal pleasure between a man and a woman?

I don't know, but what is that?

Maybe only Bai Ling knows best.