After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 278: Want to throw her down to vent her anger

I watched him limping on the construction site, and I still feel distressed. She treats me like this, but I still feel so distressed. What's wrong with me?What happened to love?When you really love someone, your bottom line is lost.

I wanted to go up and help her, but she walked without looking back. There was a house in the distance, which was a work shed. I thought that was where she rested and worked.

That part of the road is not far away, it seems that we have walked for a long time, in the sun, I followed behind her, and every part of her body is extremely precious to me, I feel like it is a treasure in my heart.

Walking to the door, she took off her hat and hung it on the wall, then she touched her hair, which was tied up, she pushed the door open, and there was an office desk inside.

I can't imagine her working here. This is the makeshift shed I've seen on the construction site. Anyway, you have to admit that she is a motivated woman. How can she have such a strong heart to do it? What about things?Over the years, I have also met some women who do things, but those women often give people the impression that they are sharp-edged, and they let people know that this kind of woman is full of ambition. It seems that they only have business in their eyes and talk about other things. There is basically no sentimentality, no matter what the woman looks like, I have seen too many beautiful business women but they don't have much style.

After she walked in, she poured boiling water to drink, and made a living, like a man.

She raised her head and took a big sip of water, then put it down, I stood at the door, she sat by the table, turned on the electric fan, and didn't look at me while the electric fan was blowing.

"Sit down!" She said this after a while.I took out my cigarette and lit it, then sat down next to her, and I didn't look at her, just looked outside quietly.

"How come?" she asked me.I didn't speak, my nose was sore, although I passed through the numb pain, my heart still hurt.

She said again: "Is something wrong?" I heard this sentence and said abruptly: "Do you still know what happened? You are so happy, do you know how much the godmother is worried about you? You are so selfish that even She stopped making phone calls, and you are so flirtatious with other men that even your mother forgot about it, do you still have the nerve to ask?"

I turned to her sharply and glared at her like a child, with no regard for demeanor.

I don't need to make any demeanor anymore, the me at the moment, that is the most primitive outburst, nothing else.

She also looked at me blankly, staring at me closely, she seemed to be a little fierce, fuck, what's so fierce about you, Bai Ling, what's so fierce about you?

I was out of breath, panting.

She blinked like she didn't know me, then she blinked again, that look was so fucking weird, I wanted to grab her, pin her down, I needed her, needed to vent on her, It was a love, love to get her in the rough, love to give to me.

She didn't speak for a long time, she had nothing to say, what else did she have to say, she had nothing to say, there was no need to say anything.

When a woman no longer loves you, she falls in love with someone else and is with someone else, why do you bother her and make her feel embarrassed?I think I should understand that I am no longer a child.

"So you're here?" She narrowed her eyes.

"I'm so fucking naive, I shouldn't come, you are a heartless woman, it's not worth my coming, call the godmother and tell her you're safe, if it weren't for the godmother, I wouldn't have come here at all Yes, don't think I want to come here, I don't want to!"

"Go back tomorrow, it's not safe here, go back quickly—"

I sneered and said: "Yeah, it's not safe enough. It's a threat to you and your man. Of course it's not safe. I disturbed you. I shouldn't. I'm leaving!" I stood up and closed my eyes. She closed her eyes, shook her head and smiled, and was about to leave when she suddenly said, "Take care of yourself!"

I gritted my teeth and said: "Fuck|fuck, it's funny, what does it have to do with you, whether I take care of it or not is my own business, it has nothing to do with you, please don't pretend to be merciful, don't be with me I come here, I have seen hypocritical people, but I have never seen you so hypocritical, despicable--" I can't control myself at all, where is my demeanor, it doesn't exist, facing this woman, Where do I have any demeanor.

I traveled thousands of miles from China to Iraq, but when I came here, what did I get and what did I find again, I thought there would be a surprise, it would be a particularly romantic love story, but I didn’t expect it Yeah, that wasn't romantic at all, it was a total tragedy, a tragedy that broke my heart.

I know it's over, she broke me, never hurt me like this, I worked so hard to get here and she did this to me, ok, there's no turning back , This is desperate love, the last time, fuck it, otherwise, I won't be free, how wonderful, Bai Ling, it's you who set me free, it's you who made me completely give up.

Walk out the door knowing I'll never look back.

Jing Nan stood by the door, she smiled at me, I also smiled and said: "Let's go!"

I walked forward, smoking a cigarette while walking, as if free and easy, calm, no pain or itching, I seem to be so numb, but who knows how painful my heart is, let's not talk about it, Lin Jiayi , you are a man, you are not a child.

Jing Nan walked behind me and asked me, "Brother Lin, what's the matter?" I stopped and said, "Jing Nan, I'll be back tomorrow, thank you, here, here—" I took out the A lot of money, she quickly shook her head and said, "Brother, what are you doing?"

I said: "Listen to me, although money is a bastard and not a good thing, but take it, if you don't take it, I feel bad!"

"I can't take it, Brother Lin, it's not a big deal, besides, I see you are in a bad mood, and it's hard to see, I think it's not a big deal, look at this place, many people are here They were killed, they lost their lives, what are the many things in the world compared to their lives?"

Yes, how insignificant love is in front of life, maybe it is not worth mentioning at all, this little girl understands, why I haven't understood yet.

I waited there, I thought that woman would come out to chase me, let me stay, and explain to me, but she didn't, I wanted to beg her, beg her to come out and beg me, but how is it possible?That's impossible.

Looking at her one last time, all hope was lost, I started to continue walking, and this time I walked, I knew I was going back.And I came to see her, but in the end I didn't say a few words to her. I think anyone who has experienced this kind of relationship understands that when you try your best to meet someone, but maybe you see her, she has already passed away. I think you will understand and feel what it is like to be with others, that mood, that feeling.

At the intersection, we waited for the car, I said without backbone, I didn't want to leave at that time, even after my heart was about to die, I still didn't want to leave, I knew it was meaningless for me to stay, but why, I But he doesn't want to go, maybe only God knows.

The car came and we got in the car, sitting in the car, I was afraid to look at that construction site, but when the car was moving, I took one last look and couldn't see anyone, and again, I couldn't control it, sitting on the car.

"Don't cry, don't cry!" Jing Nan comforted me, I suddenly collapsed completely, I kept crying, and finally said calmly: "Girl, do you know? I actually love her very much, really I love her very much, I don’t know why I love her, girl, if one day you don’t believe in love, let me tell you, you must believe that there is love in this world, even a man like me will love her wholeheartedly Women, not to mention so many good men, so believe me, true love exists!"

"Well, I know, Brother Lin, don't cry, you are a man, men should not cry about these things!"

I nodded and said: "Well, yes, I'm a man, I don't cry, I shouldn't cry!" I wiped my tears suddenly, and let it go, what a big deal.

Then, they didn’t talk to each other. Baghdad made me feel suddenly, as if he was also a decadent and pitiful man who had lost his lover, even more pitiful than me. At a glance, it’s better for us in China, not here. , there is really nothing good here.

Here, except for the woman I like to sleep here, dress, even, and even fuck.

Why can't I see women in Baghdad? I really want to just find a random woman to marry here, and never leave again. When she leaves, I won't leave. Or, the girl next to me is also fine, but after all, she wants to marry her. Back, she doesn't belong here, doesn't belong.

There are no women in Baghdad, and the men who come here lose their love.

A voice came from my ear saying: "Brother Lin, I just broke up with my boyfriend, just go there!"

I looked back at her, watching quietly, she suddenly became shy and turned her head to the side.

After returning, we found a place to have dinner, and returned to the hotel after eating.

I think after I go back this time, I will completely forget about Bai Ling, and then I will do what I should do. I will never have so many principles for a woman again. Life is so short, it seems that in this place, if you say nothing, you will be gone. Why don't you treat yourself well.

I don't want us to have any more relationship, no.