I made the entire cultivation world cry

Chapter 106 Tea (asking for monthly ticket)

When talking about her resurrection, Jiang Yi was 80% sure that it was related to Lan Gen, but she also had some worries.

"From the time I self-destructed my golden elixir in front of the Xuanying Sword Sect's mountain gate to the time I woke up by the lake near Xichuan City, there was a three-month gap in between. It was such a huge distance, I don't have any memory of it and don't know what exactly happened."

Dan Xi was equally worried. "Don't you think this situation is very similar to someone being parasitized by the Dream Immortal Cult?"

Jiang Yi smiled bitterly, "To be parasitic, you need a body first. I was shattered into pieces at that time. If the Dream Immortal Sect really had the ability to piece the pieces together into a human, the world of cultivation would be finished."

"Indeed, I've just checked, and your body and soul are both very healthy. Aside from your completely shattered fire spiritual root, you have no other hidden injuries or hidden dangers. Even your earth and wood spiritual roots are stronger than before. I'm afraid your root value has reached the ninth level?"

Jiang Yi lowered his head to drink tea, and wanted to test her again, but it was impossible! But how could Master Danxi still remember her previous root value?
Dan Xi understood clearly that this little fox still had secrets. Forget it, it was a blessing that he was still alive. He could deal with the rest later.

After taking a few sips of tea, Jiang Yi remembered her laziness and quickly made preparations in advance.

"Actually, my good health is just an appearance. The reason I changed my career to become a demon tamer is because I can't fight too hard now, and I can't be too tired. Otherwise, my body will collapse and my soul will be torn apart. It's very dangerous. I have no choice but to rest more and let the demon spirits protect me."

Dan Xi thought about the suffering Jiang Yi had endured on his way from Xichuan City to Cangling Sect across the entire Beixuan after the reconstruction, and expressed understanding and heartache for Jiang Yi's current naughty and dishonest appearance.

In the past, although Jiang Yi only had the quota of inner disciples for food and clothing in Xuanying Sword Sect, she had never lacked food and clothing. But in the past two years, she often went hungry for nine meals out of three days, and eating dry biscuits was the norm. She would be happy for a long time just by stewing a pot of water arrow frog.

In the past, her status was obvious, and even when she was young, others had to respect her. Later, she became powerful, decisive and proud, and she took off the title of the daughter of the leader of the Xuanying Sword Sect on her own, and made a name for herself as the Fengying Sword.

But in the past two years, because of her low cultivation level and unhealed injuries, she could only smile and retreat when bullied.

In order to earn spirit stones, he went into the mountains to hunt monsters. He was seriously injured and fell in the mountains in the wind and rain, but he could still count the stars with a smile.

Jiang Yi's experiences in the past two years kept churning in Danxi's heart, making her feel suffocated. If she hadn't had a falling out with Jiang Yurong, she would still be her half-daughter.

They had agreed to raise the child together, and she went from being unable to accept it to being very much looking forward to it. But in the end, that bastard Jiang Yurong turned against her and was ruthless, not keeping her word!

"Do you still want to go back?" Dan Xi asked.

Jiang Yi shook her head. If she had not exhausted her expectations and accumulated enough disappointments, why would she drag her seriously injured body and risk her life to cross mountains and rivers, just to stay away from the top of the snow-capped mountain, the place where she once fought with all her passion?

"Jiang Yurong, that bastard!"

Dan Xi cursed. Two years ago, when something happened to Xuanying Sword Sect, she rushed over immediately.

What Jiang Yurong said in public in front of the mountain gate, let alone Jiang Yi, if it were her, she would be so angry that she would be resurrected even if she died.

Jiang Yi smiled bitterly, "It's not my mother's fault, actually. The elders of the Xuanying Sword Sect would rather go to the battlefield themselves than leave their most valued clansmen and disciples behind. They were worried that these disciples weren't ready, and facing the demons head-on would ruin their paths. My mother trusted me, so at the most critical moment of the war, she transferred all the elite and high-level cultivators of the Xuanying Sword Sect away and asked me to stay behind."

"It can be said that it was precisely because I never let her down that she had the confidence to tell everyone that I was guarding the sect and nothing would happen. However, no one could have imagined that those parasites of the Dream Immortal Sect would hide so deeply, working together from within and without to break the formation. I was indeed negligent in this matter, but it's wrong to blame me entirely."

"Under the circumstances at the time, my mother had to consider the feelings of the elders in the sect. If it were me, after fighting bloody battles for the sect and returning home to find my entire family dead, I would immediately have to find someone to vent my anger on. At that time, trying to reason and seek understanding would only make the resentment grow deeper."

"As the sect leader, my mother can't protect her own shortcomings and shouldn't just place the blame on the disciples guarding the sect's formation. I promised her that I would keep the sect safe, so it's understandable that she blames me and lets everyone vent their resentment on me. She was first the leader of the Immortal Alliance, then the leader of the Xuanying Sword Sect, and finally my mother. As you said before, I gave her expectations that she shouldn't have had."

"And honestly, I did make the wrong decision. As long as you're alive, you have everything, and you can start over. So I should have told everyone to evacuate and stayed behind to cover the rear. What if the demons flattened the Xuanying Sword Sect? As long as people are alive, the Xuanying Sword Sect can rebuild anywhere! My mother was right to call me a waste and not let me enter the Valley of Heroes. It sounds cruel, but it doesn't affect me as a dead person. Only the living care where they are buried."

Dan Xi frowned and asked, "So if it happened again, you would still choose to self-destruct your golden core and perish along with the demons?" "Yes! That way I can rest in peace in the Valley of Heroes."

Jiang Yi laughed at himself.

After saying these things frankly, Jiang Yi felt relieved, and the stones pressing on her were moved away a little. It was strange that she couldn't say these words to anyone else, but she could tell Dan Xi Zhenjun very naturally.

Dan Xi couldn't help but feel distressed for Jiang Yi, "Since you understand everything, why don't you want to go back?"

"Understanding and knowing doesn't mean I have to accept being treated this way. When I regained consciousness, I looked at the mountains covered in crimson leaves and discovered for the first time how beautiful these mountains and rivers were. It seemed as if I had never truly looked at this world. Later, I slowly realized that what truly broke me wasn't my mother's call of "useless" but my own expectations of her."

"The pain of life lies in attachment, and the difficulty of life lies in letting go. The people and things I care about are the cocoons that bind me. So I began to try to accept them, accept my mother's imperfections, and stop comparing her with the mother I long for in my heart. I no longer expect her to be a perfect mother. After all, her responsibility is not only to take care of me, but also to protect the entire Beixuan from being flattened by the demonic tide. She has a hard time."

"I will let go of my resentment and bid farewell to the past. Let my mother follow her path of serving the public good, and I will follow my own path of freedom and freedom. When my heart is stable, and I no longer care about the past and no longer feel guilty about those dead disciples, then I can go back and face it calmly. But now, I can't do that."

The price of everyone's growth is to kill the cowardly and incompetent self of the past with one's own hands, and then get up again and become a stronger self.

Both physically and psychologically, Jiang Yi has defeated the past 'Jiang Yi', so she will definitely be better and stronger in the future.

Dan Xi was shocked. Even for a Yuanying Zhenjun like her who had lived for so many years, she might not be able to fully understand and put into practice all these principles.

Jiang Yi has such excellent comprehension, a heart as clear as glass, and the determination to cut off the past with her own hands. No wonder she, a cultivator with three spiritual roots, can easily trample on so many single spiritual root geniuses in the Beixuan land.

Dan Xi recalled herself in the early stage of the Golden Core stage. In terms of mentality, she was not only slightly worse than Jiang Yi, but her strength was definitely not worse than hers, that's for sure!

Just look at Jiang Yi's ruthlessness in daring to self-destruct his golden elixir. What can't he accomplish in the future?

Jiang Yi has already reached such a height and made great achievements. What is Jiang Yurong still dissatisfied with?
Crazy woman!
The brain has been corroded by evil spirits!

Dan Xi lowered her head to adjust her sleeves and said something casually.

"Okay then. If you don't want to go back, just stay here with me. At least you won't starve."

Jiang Yi climbed up the pole, stood up quickly, poured a cup of tea himself, and held it in front of Dan Xi with both hands.

"Thank you, Master, for taking me in."

Dan Xi paused as he stretched out his hand, and put his backhand on the silver whip at his waist, "I'd better kill you."

Jiang Yi smiled brightly, as if the sun was shining. She lifted her skirt and knelt on the ground.

"As witness to the Dao Ancestor, I, the disciple Jiang Yi, now offer a cup of fragrant tea to my respected Master. I will definitely listen to his teachings and serve him faithfully in the future."

Dan Xi nodded with satisfaction, took the teacup with one hand, and drank it all in one gulp, as heroic as drinking sweet wine.

Dan Xi helped Jiang Yi up. "Take the tea to your throat. Master and disciple have made a decision. It's too late to regret it now."

"It's okay, as long as you don't regret it."

Dan Xi laughed, "There are two final things I need to discuss with you. The Dream Immortal Sect and Liu Taozhi, which one should we discuss first?"