wife scandal

What does it feel like?

We meet again in the vast crowd, but time has passed.

He is still the same as when he was a piano teacher in my family, white casual jacket, light blue jeans, snow-white sneakers, handsome and sunny, just like before.

And I, as the proprietress of a small Mala Tang shop, I no longer have the soft shadow of when I was sitting in the living room listening to him play the piano all over my body.

At that time, I had fair skin, stylish hair, stylish clothes, and a faint smile on my face, sitting beside him and listening to him quietly playing the wonderful piano music.

At this time, for the convenience of my work, my dress must be the dirtiest and most concise. My hair has not been styled for several months. Feng Chuanluan even tied it up with a hairpin, looking like he was 40 years old.

He was wearing the most common khaki overalls, with a large apron covering his chest, which inevitably had some oil stains on it due to work.

In this outfit, I am no different from any aunt selling snacks on the street.

However, he still recognized me at a glance in the crowd. Is this a kind of fate?Or a bad debt?

Ye Xing was holding a white plastic bag with something in it. It seemed that he was passing by here while shopping.

When I finally looked up at him, he had been staring at me for a long time, and when he met my eyes, various complex emotions flashed in his eyes, including embarrassment, guilt, and some indescribable things.

Seeing me looking up at him now, he opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something to me or say hello, but when he saw the piercing coldness and strong hostility in my eyes, he quietly closed his mouth, Nothing was said.

I just stared at him silently, a layer of disdain gradually appeared in my frost-covered eyes.

I can't forget everything he did to me, and I can't forget that he is just a pawn placed by my ex-husband, just to obtain evidence of my cheating.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but secretly smiled bitterly in my heart, how naive I was before, thinking that he would be different, thinking that he was really as considerate and chivalrous as he appeared on the surface, thinking that he really understood me, He feels sorry for me, and everything he said was for my sake. Looking back now, all of this seems like a joke. In fact, every word he said was inspired by my ex-husband Deng Wenliang, and it may even be their joint work. Learned from it.

He is just a college student in his early twenties. He may like all the luxuries that young boys like, and he may also want to show courteousness to the girl he likes, but because of that special family environment, he has no extra funds to do what he wants. Therefore, he accepted Deng Wenliang's commission and became a pawn in Deng Wenliang's hands for tens of thousands of yuan.

In fact, this is a very simple truth. This boy who I thought was different is no different from the boys who are generally vain and hesitant at this age. They want good things, but there are not enough. The ability to acquire these things, so I want to take some shortcuts. This is some mistakes that everyone will make more or less when they are young. I can only blame me for living in my thirties. Boys will have real affection for me.

Thinking of this, I smiled wryly, lowered my head, and continued to do my work, ignoring him who was standing not far from my booth.

Ye Xing just stood there silently, watching a market lady who sold Mala Tang doing her work swiftly, and wanted to go up to talk to her, but she didn't have the courage, so she just lingered there and didn't leave for a long time. .

I didn't look at him again, let alone pay attention to him, because I have nothing to do with him.

He was entrusted by someone to complete the mission entrusted to him by the other party. At the same time, I also saw the truth of his feelings for me. It was just an illusory smoke bomb. After the smoke cleared, nothing remained.

As the saying goes, there is nothing greater than the death of a heart, and when a woman has given up her heart, she can see many truths in the world clearly, and no longer have any nostalgia for those empty things.

I didn't look in the direction of Ye Xingzhan again, so I didn't know when he left.

At around nine o'clock in the evening, Xiaomei and I, who had been busy all day, started to call it a day.

After collecting the things and closing the store, I first accompanied Xiaomei to the door of the small house she rented nearby. For safety reasons, I arranged for Xiaomei to live in a nearby rental house, most of which are rented to migrant workers. White-collar workers or cohabiting college students.

I myself still live in the house that Haichao helped me find, because after all, I have a lot of personal belongings after divorce. Unlike a working girl like Xiaomei who comes out to work lightly, it is not very convenient to rent a small house for rent. , and the biggest disadvantage of that kind of hut is that it is not very soundproof. Generally, young people who are energetic don’t care too much. They can still sleep when the TV and music next door are played loudly. Find a relatively quiet place to rest, so that you can have enough energy to start work the next day.

Xiaomei is only 20 years old, just at the age of flowers and jade. In fact, I suggested that she live with me at first, because my bedroom is a double bed, and two women can live in it.

But the little girl refused to say anything, probably because she felt a bit reserved to live with me, so I helped her rent a house near the shop.

That house was a self-built building of the residents at that time, and the people living in it were relatively simple. The landlord was a middle-aged woman, and she was a very nice person.

Every night after get off work, I have to personally send Xiaomei to the hut where I rented. After all, I invited the person here, and I am responsible for the safety of the little girl. I feel at ease when I see her walk into the hut safely. Leave and take the bus to my house.

My residence is not too far from this shop. It takes about six or seven stops by car, more than half an hour, and the late bus lasts until eleven o'clock in the evening, which is more suitable for my work rhythm, and, most importantly, living in such a shop In the independent unit room, the body and mind can be effectively relaxed after a tiring day, and it is also very convenient to take a bath. Xiaomei usually comes to me to take a bath.

Today, after I sent Xiaomei outside the rental house, I hurried towards the bus stop sign beside the main road.

Just as I was walking forward quickly, I suddenly found a figure flashing in front of me. I stopped in a hurry and took a closer look by the light of the street lamp. It was Ye Xing.

At that time, I was very surprised. I thought he had left long ago, but I didn't expect that he was still here. It seemed that he hadn't gone far in the past few hours, but was just wandering around here.

The moment I saw his figure, I was very surprised, and then this surprise was replaced by a boundless anger.

What else does he want to do?Did he think he didn't hurt me enough?Although the whole incident was planned by Deng Wenliang, I would not have fallen into the trap so easily without Ye Xing, a very deceptive pawn.

Thinking of this, I didn't want to have anything to do with the boy in front of me, so I walked around him and strode forward.

But he took two quick steps to catch up with me, grabbed my arm, and asked hurriedly, somewhat stammeringly: "How are you... recently?"

I shook off his arm and replied with a sneer: "Okay, don't you see it all? Besides, how well I am doing now has nothing to do with you?" Said the last sentence , I tilted my head slightly, squinting into his eyes, and my voice was full of ice and snow.

I saw him hang his head in embarrassment, he seemed a little guilty, at that moment I sneered in my heart, would he feel guilty too?It's a pity that I don't like this at all now. The so-called guilt in his eyes is useless to me and has no meaning.

So I pointed at the bridge of his nose and warned him fiercely, "Don't bother me again! Don't let me see you again, do you hear me?"

Hearing this sonorous and forceful threat, he raised his head, muttered his lips twice, but finally made no sound.

Seeing his bearish appearance, I sneered again, turned around and strode towards the bus station.

Sitting on the bus, I felt a sense of fatigue. Before, I had dreamed of him countless times in nightmares. I dreamed of his youthful and handsome face. I pointed at the bridge of his nose and scolded him loudly. Shameless, you can actually do this kind of thing for money...

But every time I wake up, I realize that it was just a dream.

Today, I can finally reprimand him loudly in front of him. Ordinarily, I should feel happy in my heart, but unfortunately, I don't have this feeling in my heart at present, only a sense of emptiness after extreme anger.

In fact, I know very well that both he and Deng Wenliang are scumbags, a mature man who can design to frame his wife for money, and a young boy who can help others to frame his wife for money, such two men , not human scum or what?

Therefore, I should feel disgusted when I saw this hypocritical face in front of him, because no matter how hypocritical he is, it will not make up for the damage I have suffered before.

He did this because he was still young and his psychological quality was not that good. In other words, he was not used to being a villain, so he would struggle a little.

But this does not mean that he has changed his ways. Think about what he said to me in such a flattering way, think about how he installed a pinhole camera at the place where we were dating, and gave Deng Wenliang the video of our love in exchange for tens of thousands Yuan Qianshi's countenance, there is nothing in this person worthy of my forgiveness.

But why do I still feel so uncomfortable?Have I really paid the truth?