bad love

After getting slapped so much tonight, I actually felt numb afterward.And this slap was extraordinarily sober.

I stared blankly at Wang Yanxi's flushed face, unable to say a word.Suddenly there was a feeling of being defeated like a mountain, the whole world was on the opposite side of me, and no one was willing to listen to my explanation or believe me.

Wang Yanxi's trembling reddish hands finally hugged me violently in her arms. "Liu Xiangsi, you are a fucking idiot!" She hugged me tightly, and I felt some warm liquid dripping from the back of my neck, Wang Yanxi said with tears in her eyes.

I opened my lips and said nothing.

"Hurry up...get dressed." Wang Yanxi let go of me, I was crying when I saw her exquisite makeup, and an unknown emotion surged in my heart, that kind of emotion was something I had never felt before. passed.

Almost Wang Yanxi put them on for me one by one, and I just moved as I wanted during the process, just staring at Wen Jichen's direction with a dull expression.

Thinking of Wen Jichen's eyes just now, I feel like a knife is piercing my heart.

In the end, it was Gu Beicheng who carried me into the car, "Go to my house, tonight... I'm really afraid that you and Ah Chen will quarrel." Sitting next to me, Wang Yanxi said with a worried expression.

I shook my head lightly, I think we should explain it clearly to Wen Jichen, some misunderstandings will cause unnecessary alienation.And this alienation often tortures two people at the same time.

I know how much Wen Jichen loves me.

At the same time, I also know how important he is in my heart.

I leaned my head weakly on the cushion. I never knew that when people are still, they can hear so many voices.

I could clearly hear Gu Beicheng sighing slightly in front of me. In this narrow space, I could even hear Wang Yanxi's breathing. It wasn't very peaceful. She was more excited than me about this matter. .

The night sky in Beijing is a huge abyss, the black abyss is scary, like a huge monster opening its bloody mouth to the feasting and feasting below, people's greed, people's happiness, people's all The negative and the positive are all swallowed up by it one by one.

I didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, I just looked out the window quietly.Before we knew it, the car had already driven downstairs to our apartment.

"Do you really want to go back? I think you and Ah Chen are really serious. If you have anything to say, you must explain it to him. He is really angry this time. Don't be tough!" Wang Yanxi frowned. Seriously.

I pursed my lips and nodded slightly.

Wang Yanxi sighed, and returned to the car. I watched Gu Beicheng's car gallop away, turned around and looked up at the highest end of the apartment, which was about to be stabbed into the mouth of the huge monster, and finally got in.

I opened the door of the apartment with my key card, the living room was dark, the whole house was dark, I frowned.

Didn't Wen Jichen come back yet?

I took out my phone and looked at it. It was already twelve o'clock, and the school was closed at this time.

I didn't turn on the light in the living room, but groped my way up the stairs in the dark, through the dark hallway.I heard some movement in Wen Jichen's bedroom, so I pushed open the door.

"Wen Jichen..." The light in his bedroom was not turned on, and I have slight night blindness.In the darkness, it was impossible to see where he was.

I whispered his name.

No one answered.

I reached for the light and turned it on several times to no avail.I guess the electricity here is cut off today, I frowned, still searching for Wen Jichen's figure in the dark.

After taking two steps, I seemed to have tripped over something and was about to fall to the ground staggeringly.

Suddenly, a powerful big hand grabbed my shoulder in time, and I stabilized my body again. "Wen Jichen?" After I stood firm, I asked tentatively.

"Liu Xiangsi..." A deep voice sounded from the opposite figure.

I frowned, and took a closer look, it was Wen Jichen's face.At the same time, there was a strong smell of alcohol rushing towards me. "Have you been drinking?" I squatted on the ground and shook him.

Wen Jichen didn't answer me, but I could clearly see his deep eyes, reflecting the cold light, looking straight at me.

"I don't know how I can tell you to believe it... I really don't want to go..." I lowered my head and said in a very unassuming voice.

"That's enough, I don't want to listen to you." Wen Jichen said calmly, still looking at me.

It felt like something was broken in my heart.

"Why..." I heard my voice trembling.

Wen Jichen lowered his head, and when he raised his head to look directly at me, his cold gaze had become indifferent. "Because it's disgusting." He pursed his lips and squeezed these words out of his mouth.

I frowned, my heart was like glass, shattered by something, and then the glass was inserted into my internal organs casually and unceremoniously.

I can barely breathe.

After a long time, I took a deep breath: "You...you mean, you are disgusting me now? Do you mean...that?" I tried my best to speak calmly, but my voice was still trembling uncontrollably.

"Ah."

I took a deep breath, and my heart hurt so much that I almost wanted to pull it out and smash it in his face.I felt trembling violently all over my body, "You... say it again, I didn't understand." I bit my lip, and there was a strong smell of blood in my mouth.

Wen Jichen raised his eyes, in the darkness, I seemed to have the illusion that the circles of his eyes were red. "Liu Xiangsi, even if you are my own sister, I wouldn't blame you too much for doing this kind of thing today. But do you know? When you hung up my phone, I really went crazy. I thought You were taken away by someone like last time, and I even thought that if you do anything bad again, I can apologize with death."

I opened my mouth and looked at him blankly.

"For so long, I have regarded you as a part of my body. I will not easily cut off a leg or an arm, let alone you. However, if this organ has been necrotic and has begun to disobey me, It started to grow in the worst direction. I had to cut it off, and you, you are the dead organ, did you find that popular director for fame and fortune?" Wen Jichen was a little excited.

"Why don't you tell me what you want? This is obviously not the you I know, let alone the you I love! You clearly know how much I love you, you want the stars in the sky, I will pick them off for you, But why are you humiliating yourself?" Wen Jichen's voice trembled as he spoke.

My lips gradually turned white, and I whispered, "No...it's not what you think..."

"Enough! I've seen your ability to lie, every time you have a guilty conscience written on your face." Wen Jichen leaned against the wall and said with a sneer.