bad love

"That's enough! I've seen your ability to lie before, and it's not good at all. You'll write your guilty conscience on your face every time." Wen Jichen leaned against the wall and said with a sneer.

Before he spoke, I was still clutching his arm excitedly.

"I didn't...you believe me...I just went with Meng Yao, I really didn't know it would turn out like this...Wen Jichen, you believe me, I really didn't! I don't want any fame or fortune at all, you know that well Me, why don't you believe me..." I still held him tightly and said tremblingly.

Suddenly, Wen Jichen shook off my hand.

My hand stopped in mid-air, trembling slightly, extremely funny.

"Then why did you hang up?" He looked at me directly and asked.

"I'm afraid you will be angry... because I know you will be unhappy." I frowned and said seriously.

Wen Jichen chuckled lightly, and my heart skipped a beat instantly following his laughter.This really hurts me...

"You went to have a room with them, after all, they didn't point a gun at you, did they?" Wen Jichen folded his arms, leaned his head against the cold wall, and said with a smile.

I stared at him blankly, and he spoke more and more easily, which made my heart ache even more.I can clearly feel that my body is out of my control, and I really don't know how to answer.

……

After a while, I laughed, and my body completely relaxed in this smile.I grinned bitterly and said, "Yeah...Wen Jichen, I went to bed with them. It's true that they didn't point a gun at me, but I wanted to go with them. You're right! I I never knew that, as an older brother, you know me so well."

Wen Jichen's sneer froze on his face.

"Also, I'm your sister, right? Why can you fuck me and others can't? Who do you think you are? Yes, I just want to be famous, I want to act, I went to the director I took the initiative to find, and I stripped myself It was I who begged him to fuck me! So, are you satisfied?" I said with a smile, in the darkness, my eyes were bright and fierce, and my mouth was like a poisonous snake spitting out letters He sprayed out drop after drop of venom that was enough to warm Jichen to death.

I looked at Wen Jichen with a smile like this, but actually I didn't look into Wen Jichen's eyes. I was afraid that if I looked at him, all the defenses in my heart would collapse, and I would cry like a waste in front of him.

"Liu Xiangsi, I really overestimated you. Starting today, I will slowly let myself not love you, because you are not worth it at all." Wen Jichen looked at me calmly.

I bit my pale lips tightly, tears almost came out of my eyes.

"Yes! Wen Jichen, you shouldn't fucking love me. Only idiots like me, and you are the most ridiculous and stupid idiot! You just met me today? I'm this kind of woman, it doesn't matter, you don't love I'm fine, do you think I can't live without you? I'll be happier!" I suddenly stood up, laughed hysterically and yelled at Wen Jichen on the ground.

I really think what I said is very funny, I laughed so hard that tears came out.

"Okay... Since I'm so dirty, I won't stay here to disgust you... I'm sorry, I let you endure the feeling of vomiting every day for so long. Speaking of that kind of thing, you are not afraid of getting STDs when you sleep with me Is it? Hahaha, you are so pitiful, go to the hospital if you have time!" I continued laughing.

Wen Jichen didn't say a word, just looked up at me calmly.

By the end of my talk, I had burst into tears.

It turns out that the human heart can withstand such painful torture. The calmer he is, the more hurtful his words are. I even wanted to slam my head against the wall and let the blood spray on his face.

I'm like a lunatic, a lunatic watched by Wen Jichen, a lunatic who slanders and insults himself with the most ugly words.

"I'm going to Australia next week." After a long time, Wen Jichen said these words.

My unscrupulous laughter stopped abruptly, tears dripped on the back of Wen Jichen's hand just as the sentence ended, and he frowned, as if he had been scalded.

I looked at the glistening drops of water on the back of his hand...

Has he started to dislike even my tears?

I looked at him blankly, "You...what did you say?" I looked at him blankly, my nose sore.

"I didn't plan to go. Dad suggested it a long time ago. But today, you made me change this decision." He still looked at me calmly.

I froze for a moment, then laughed out loud, the ugly laugh echoing in the darkness. "Liu Xiangsi, you are actually the biggest fool! Wen Jichen, I love you only because I'm cheap! Why are you so bad? You made me fall in love with you, and then you got tired of me. You made me fall in love with you, and then you got bored of me. Finding such a lame reason, all the time Kick me away? You clearly know that I am not that kind of person..." As I spoke, my voice became softer.

I lowered my head and didn't look at Wen Jichen's expression, I was afraid it would be even more painful.

I didn't want to wait for Wen Jichen to speak, so I ran away.It was a panicked escape, as if there was a ghost chasing after him.

I ran out of the house and the apartment. Wen Jichen didn't chase me out along the way.

I seem to have lost him.

Suddenly my mind started to spin, and I kept thinking about what he said.Only when one loses can one truly understand one's own heart.Only when I lost Wen Jichen did I know how much I love him.

"Liu Xiangsi, why are you humiliating yourself?"

"Liu Xiangsi, I hate you."

"Liu Xiangsi, you're going to have a room with them, after all they didn't point a gun at you and force you to go?"

"Liu Xiangsi, I really overestimated you..."

"Liu Xiangsi, I will slowly let myself not love you..."

"Liu Xiangsi, I'm going to Australia."

……

Countless words beginning with Liu Xiangsi crowded in my mind, all of which came from Wen Jichen's voice, his deep, calm voice with a little indifference.

The split in people's feelings is often caused by mistrust.I didn't expect that it was the same between Wen Jichen and I. I was really wronged in my heart, and I felt so blocked that I could hardly breathe.Everything tonight caused me so much pain, and Wen Jichen undoubtedly gave me a painful blow.

I lost him.

It's hard for me to imagine what life will be like for me after he's gone.What kind of mood do I have to face life without him every day, I always feel that he is still by my side...

The pain comes from your own heart.

There was a dismal smile on the corner of my mouth, red and purple hickey marks all over my body, blood was still bleeding from the corner of my mouth, and my cheeks were red and swollen.

Hehe, I don't know if they will accept it if they go to hell like this?

Some are too ugly.

After running for a long time, I finally figured it out, Wen Jichen, he is not my body, he is my heart.

How long can a person live without the heart?

I smiled and ran to a wide road next to the apartment.

In the middle of the road, the pace stopped.