bad love

How long can a person live without a living heart?

I smiled and ran to a wide road next to the apartment.

In the middle of the road, I stopped...

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It was the first time in my life that I committed suicide. Yes, I got my wish and was knocked to the ground by a car.It's a pity that the car braked early, and the momentum was not enough to kill me.

I spun lightly on the ground, like a well-proportioned and graceful ballet dancer.The difference is that I am not accompanied by white feathers or romantic bubbles, but my own blood splashed in the air and splashed on my red and swollen face...

At this moment, I thought a lot.For example, I once thought that Chu Peiran who caused me the most harm, such as Wang Yanxi and Xia Yan, such as Lin Haonan, I even thought of the lovely Andy, stepfather and mother...

Among these portraits, Wen Jichen was the only one missing. At the moment he fell down, I even wanted to search for his back in my mind...but everything about him seemed to be completely eliminated from my mind.

I was lying on the cold concrete floor, feeling the warmth in the back of my head...

I opened my eyes slightly, looking at the dark night sky with a dull expression. It was still like a huge monster with its bloody mouth wide open, baring its teeth and claws in front of me, mocking my ignorant feelings for Wen Jichen.

Compared with Wen Jichen's departure, I think everything else is not so important.Director Wang raped me, abused me, Chu Peiran hurt me, Bai Man and An Ruoyi's conspiracy...all these things became so irrelevant.

However, in this suicide act, I got unprecedented relief.

Let's go, Wen Jichen.

If you are gone, I can completely erase you from my memory.

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This sleep seemed to be as far away as a century.I had many, many dreams, and those dreams were beautiful and sweet, quiet and peaceful.

I live in the same house with Wang Yanxi, Gu Beicheng, and Andy.There is another person in this house, but he always turns his back to me. His chestnut brown hair and tall and handsome figure are undoubtedly tempting me. I am such a person who loves handsome guys!

This man looks so handsome from the back, so he must be so handsome from the front!

But he never turned around. I think his back is very familiar, but I can't remember where I saw it.Every time he was about to turn around to face me, he would be broken by Wang Yanxi and others, and when I turned around, he disappeared again.

However, he seemed so insignificant, I smiled and looked at his back that refused to turn around.This person, for me, is actually dispensable.

Andy would make a lot of weird jokes every day, Wang Yanxi was always chasing Andy around in a big house, Gu Beicheng and I were holding our bellies and laughing.

Here, every day the sun is very soft and beautiful.

I began to be nostalgic for everything here, and I didn't want to leave at all...

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Wen Jichen drank a lot of wine, after I ran away, his delicate and handsome face finally showed some fluctuations, and his eyes were red.

The phone in his pocket was vibrating non-stop, which annoyed him with the noise.

When he saw that it was the girl's call, he hung up immediately.

But the phone was still vibrating, he picked up the phone irritably, and said sullenly, "Liu Xiangsi, what exactly do you want?"

As soon as the words fell, there was a strange man's voice: "Excuse me, are you the family member of this lady? This lady had a car accident on the road, can you come to the hospital, please?"

When Wen Jichen heard this, his face was stunned.

"What did you say?" He lowered his voice.

"Are you her family member? She suddenly stood in the middle of the road just now. I was too late to brake, and finally hit her. Come to the hospital quickly..."

Wen Jichen hung up the phone, he felt buzzing in his ears, and his brain could hardly think.

When he came back from his absence, he quickly stood up and ran out of the bedroom...

"Liu Xiangsi...you are not allowed to die..." He didn't even wear a coat. In the cool night, he was very cold from the wind, but he couldn't feel it at all.

He hurried to the hospital, knelt down remorsefully...

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I seem to have slept for a long time, as if a century has passed.Well, in fact, I was woken up by hunger!I really don't know how long I've been in a coma to be so hungry!

When I woke up, the first thing I felt was a sharp pain in my head.There is still a hanging bottle on the back of his hand, and the other hand is touching his head. Fortunately, it is still...

Huh?

How am I lying here?

Shouldn't I be in Wang Yanxi's car?

No, what am I doing in Wang Yanxi's car?

I should be eating with Meng Yao and the directors... yes, yes, eating with the directors.The director was lewd, and so was the producer, they all looked at me with lewd eyes.

They seem to suggest that I act in a movie?

After thinking about it for a long time, my head hurt even more.

Why the hell am I staying here!Still make your head like this?

Could it be that the director wants to take me to open a house, I would rather die than surrender and then bump into it myself!

As I thought about it, suddenly, the door opened. ...