bad love

Chapter two hundred

I use the circadian upside-down lifestyle to alleviate my problem of constant nightmares at night.However, what I didn't expect was that the nightmare was like a huge germ, parasitic in my mind, began to divide, reproduce, and survive in my spirit.

It can no longer be satisfied with just harassing me at night. Usually, as long as I close my eyes a little, no matter day or night, and fall asleep, it is equivalent to entering the devil's cage by the way.

I always feel like it's hinting at me.

I also wondered which physiological function of my body had a problem.

During the day, I was sleeping soundly in bed alone.Wen Jichen was also on the sidelines sorting out some documents with a notebook, and was also watching over me.There was a sudden scream, as if it was about to pierce the sky, and I sat up from the bed with a pale face.

Wen Jichen rushed to my side quickly, with an extremely strange worry on his face: "What's wrong with you? You slept well during the day a while ago..."

Still in shock, I looked at Wen Jichen and shook my head.

My stepfather and mother also knew about this, and they proposed to take me to see a psychiatrist at that time.Wen Jichen and I unanimously rejected it.

I have too many secrets, and these secrets are all shady.

I wouldn't risk even one iota of avoiding anyone who might get those things out of my mouth.

"From now on, you should sleep normally at night." Wen Jichen said to me like this, and hugged me into his arms.

I took a deep breath, buried my face in his chest, and fell into a deep sleep.

……

At night, I wanted to open the notebook and continue to update my chapters, but Wen Jichen reached out and closed the computer with a snap.Pushing me up to the bed, "Don't stay up late, even if you're not sleepy, you still lie on the bed." Wen Jichen also lay down beside me.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

"Doudou, open the door." It was my mother's voice.

For a moment, I felt as if I was about to be found out if I had done something wrong. My mind was extremely disturbed, and the frequency of my heart beating was almost unbearable.But I still pretended to be calm and replied: "What's the matter! I'm asleep!"

"Impossible, you have been sleeping all day, open the door, I will sleep with you tonight." Mom was still knocking on the door relentlessly outside.

Oh my god... My heart is in a mess right now, looking at Wen Jichen who is beside me with a calm face.

"What should I do?" My voice was so low that only Wen Jichen and I could hear it.

Wen Jichen said on his lips: "I'm going to hide, you go and open the door." After speaking, he quietly moved from the bed to the closet. The closet was high enough to cover Wen Jichen's tall body.

"Ah! Wait a minute, I'll put on some clothes." I hurriedly tried to find something to cover Wen Jichen up, and said in a hurry.

Mom was knocking on the door again. I looked left and right and found that Wen Jichen was not so easy to spot, so I opened the door with trepidation.

As soon as the door was opened, there was a smile on my mother's face.

That smile is like the spring breeze blowing over Lugu Lake, and the autumn rain infiltrating Jiuzhaigou.

"How did you wear the clothes for so long?" As soon as the mother entered the door, she began to look around suspiciously.

"What are you doing? What are you doing? You look like you're catching a traitor." Seeing my mother like this, my heart beat faster. After saying this, I looked towards the cabinet with a guilty conscience.

After hearing what I said, my mother stopped reading and said with a smile: "Why does your room smell like a man?"

……

I can't put it into words, what kind of mood did I answer her after she finished speaking.

understand?

That's the kind, brother is in your room, and mom says your room smells like a man!

"Are you talking about you?" Even though my heart was beating fast, I still answered the words calmly, walked to the side of the bed, and lay down heavily.

My mother also lay down beside me: "If you really hide a man, I will be happy. You know, I have always been afraid that you would not be able to marry. Which man dares to want you?"

"Oh, let me go, do you say you are my real mother?" I said.

"Nonsense, I worked so hard to bring you up, why isn't it your real mother?" Mom stretched out a hand and slapped my forehead hard.

"Ah! It hurts!" I screamed while covering my forehead, and my mother hugged me tightly in her arms while smiling.

I'm still a little unaccustomed to her first hug. Over the years, our mother and daughter seldom sleep together.

"Doudou... Tell me, do you like your stepdad?" Mom asked.

"I like it, he treats me so well, why don't I like it?" I replied quickly, and my tone was taken for granted.

"I always thought that if I remarried, you would be very angry. But I don't want to give up this relationship, you know? Since your father died, I have been alone for so many years, and it is rare to meet one. I don't want to let go yet." Mom stroked the back of my head and whispered to me.

When she said that, I couldn't help but feel sad, more guilty.

If she finds out about Wen Jichen and I...

I still smiled and replied: "Then don't let go, who told you to let go."

"Would you blame me?" I knew my mother was looking at me, but I couldn't see her.

I shook my head and replied calmly: "Everyone has the right to insist on happiness. As long as you are happy, I will support you no matter what you do."

"Damn girl, you can hurt people!" In the dark, my mother smiled and pinched my face.

"By the way, I have good news for you. When you are in the second semester of your sophomore year, your stepdad and I have discussed going back to Beijing to take care of you!" Suddenly, she said.

I let out an ah, and subconsciously looked in the direction of the closet.

"It's good, it's convenient to ask you for pocket money." I stared at the closet, heartless.

"What's the matter? Ah Chen is short of your money?" Mom said jokingly.

I shook my head and joked, "You don't even know how stingy he is to me."

My mother started pinching my face again, poking it back and forth, and said, "It's okay, you'll be cool when I go to Beijing. Actually, I really like this kid, Ah Chen, and his temper is not at all like that of Old Wen. , hey, it would be great if this son was really born to me, he looks so handsome..."

"Ouch, it sounds like your daughter is not beautiful..." I started to feel sour.

"Haha, you're beautiful? Think about it, I'm starting to worry that you're too ugly to find a husband's family. It's okay, it doesn't matter, if you really can't get married in the future, I will support you for the rest of your life."

"I haven't been able to take care of you in the past few years, but in the future, no matter how many years I am willing." At the end of her speech, my mother suddenly became serious, especially serious.

I suddenly felt a sore nose, at this moment, I had the urge to end the relationship with Wen Jichen.

But I am very sad...