May I love you for the rest of my life

Chapter 346 The Last Farewell (8)

After all, if Shi Che married his elder sister, where would her child be?What's more, this child was obtained by her calculation by Ji Che, and she was originally a child who could not see the light.

However, the thought of not wanting this child made her tremble uncontrollably.

She tried hard to restrain herself, forced herself to open her mouth, and uttered each word with difficulty, "If... If I, don't want this child now, can I, can I have the operation now?"

As soon as Ling Chuxia said these words, the doctor was stunned, unable to react for a while.

After a while, the doctor's eyes widened with disbelief, "Miss Ling, you...you want to kill the child? Why?"

Ling Chuxia had seen how difficult the process was to conceive this child, but now that she finally got pregnant, she actually wanted to abort it?

Ling Chuxia lowered her eyes, and bit her lower lip with her white teeth, almost bleeding from the bite. Tears slowly appeared in her eyes, but she closed her eyes and forced her back.

She opened her mouth, but was unable to make a sound several times, but in the end, she still spoke out.

"Well, I'm going to kill the child!"

As if afraid that she would regret it, Ling Chuxia quickly added, "Doctor, please help me make an appointment for surgery, the sooner the better!"

After the doctor was surprised, she was deeply puzzled. She still wanted to ask something, but seeing Ling Chuxia's resolute appearance, she swallowed her words again.

After all, she is just a doctor, and she can only respect the patient's wishes.

The doctor regained his composure, returned to his usual calmness and professionalism, looked at Ling Chuxia's report again, and said in a deep voice: "The baby is only eight weeks old now, if you don't want the baby, it's the best time to get rid of it now. It will do little harm to you. However, your current physical and emotional state is not very good, if you have an operation now, I am afraid there will be other bad consequences."

"What consequences?"

"For example, it will be difficult for you to get pregnant in the future, or you will be infertile for life."

The doctor's words caught his ears word by word, Ling Chuxia's hands trembled violently, and his face turned pale.

"So, my suggestion is that you'd better think carefully about whether you want to have this operation."

The doctor's words were clearly in his ears, but Ling Chuxia's ears were buzzing, and he couldn't hear anything clearly. In his mind, only the words "difficult to conceive or lifelong infertility" remained.

If, if she doesn't want this child, might she not be able to have her own child in the future?

"How could it be..." Ling Chuxia shook her head unconsciously, her whole face was terribly pale.

"Of course, this is the worst outcome, and there is a possibility that such a problem will not arise. However, Miss Ling, your current physical condition is indeed not suitable for removing the child."

Do not take away the child?
Why didn't she take the baby?
If she doesn't take away the child, how can she face her sister?How does she face Shi Che?How will she face this child in the future?
How to tell it that it is just a tool, just one of her calculations?
No, she couldn't just give birth to it, otherwise, when it was born, it was destined to be a child without a father or even an identity.

She herself has no parents and no home since she was a child. She knows what it's like to be lonely and helpless, and what it's like to be ridiculed for not having a home.

(End of this chapter)