May I love you for the rest of my life

Chapter 347 The Last Farewell (9)

Ling Chuxia's hands were tightly clenched, and her nails poked her palms fiercely, but she didn't realize it.

Can't, this child can't!She doesn't want this child to be like her, with no home, no father, no support!
"I'm going to have an operation, I don't want this child, arrange it for me as soon as possible!"

Ling Chuxia forced out these words again, then stood up and quickly ran out of the consulting room.

She wanted to take away this child, and she couldn't hesitate anymore, because once she hesitated, perhaps, she would have no way to take away this child.

Ling Chuxia ran a long distance in one breath, and then she stopped out of breath. She felt a dull pain in her stomach, and she couldn't help but leaned on the wall, and fell down weakly.

To her at first, this child was just a tool, a task, and she clearly looked at it without any emotion, but why, she was so reluctant to take it away now?so sad?

Ling Chuxia's eyes drooped and landed on the flat belly, the mist gradually rose in front of her eyes, blurring her vision, her hand slowly stroked the belly, her voice trembled violently.

"I'm sorry...Baby, I'm sorry, there's nothing Mom can do to let you come into this world, I'm sorry..."

At the end of the speech, she was sobbing, and the tears slapped on the back of her hand.
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Ling Chuxia insisted on having an operation. The doctor had to arrange the operation for her as soon as possible. The operation time was scheduled to be two days later, and she was told to take a good rest in these two days, to sort out her mood and adjust her mentality.

However, Ling Chuxia basically spent these two days in a daze. As soon as she closed her eyes, a vague child's voice involuntarily appeared in her mind, asking her plaintively, "Mom, why don't you want me?" why don't i...

That voice is sad, resentful, sad, desperate...

Ling Chuxia couldn't say anything, she could only keep saying I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

"Chu Xia, wake up, Chu Xia! Wake up!"

In her ears, she faintly heard the familiar anxious voice, Ling Chuxia wanted to open her eyes, but her whole body seemed to be trapped by something, and she was still trapped in that painful dream.

Shi Che looked at Ling Chuxia with a painful expression, his facial features were almost tangled together, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his mouth was opening and closing, and he was muttering something, as if he had encountered something extremely painful and terrible. He looked at it, and his heart was stabbed fiercely.

For the past two nights, she has been sleeping restlessly, but she never thought that she would fall into such a nightmare.

He frowned, but the movements of his hands became more and more gentle. He patted her face gently, and said in a low voice, "Chu Xia, don't be afraid, it's just a nightmare. Wake up, it will be fine if you wake up."

Listening to his voice, the pain on Ling Chuxia's face disappeared little by little unconsciously, her brows stretched, her long curly eyelashes trembled, and they slowly opened.

Her eyes were still confused, with the panic after a nightmare, she looked at him blankly, but her eyes were not focused.

Shi Che was not in a hurry either, he just opened his arms and gently hugged her into his arms, then stroked her back with his big palms, with gentle and slow force, and whispered in her deep voice, "Don't I'm afraid, it's just a nightmare, I'm..."

(End of this chapter)