Fortunate to be cared for in this life

Chapter 1507 Her inner demon
"If my parents knew, they would definitely beat me to death..."

"That's the only way! Their family only recognizes boys, and I can't help it..."

"The company is about to send me abroad, how can I get pregnant at this juncture?"

"...Yeah, I don't want to have a baby too early..."

"I don't want to lower the quality of life because of having children..."

……

All kinds of voices, all kinds of reasons, Tangtang couldn't stand it anymore, she couldn't face these at all!
Turning around and wanting to leave, I was caught off guard by a woman walking towards me with a dull face, holding a metal vessel in her hand, with a piece of blood smeared inside...

It was as if something pierced his forehead, and there was a buzz!
Tangtang closed her eyes and ran out!

She panicked and walked very fast along the stairs, her nerves were tense, as if she was terrified!
When he was about to run to the door, he finally couldn't bear it any longer, holding on to the doorpost and retching in pain!
Not because of pregnancy, but because of pain, nausea, unbearable nausea, just want to spit it all out!

A nurse supported her with concern and asked, "Are you okay?"

The smell of disinfectant on the other party's body once again irritated Tangtang severely. She pushed the nurse away and ran out in pain until she ran to the side of the holly in the green belt. She took a deep breath and gradually calmed down.

Her head was still buzzing, and her whole body was a little dizzy. She sat down next to the flower bed, looked down and saw that her hands were trembling, and her heart was completely confused.

why?
There is a voice in my head repeatedly asking: Why don't you want me?

……

After Tangtang returned home, she went to the study alone, and began to copy scriptures without saying a word.

Gu Liang didn't know what was wrong with her, felt that she was not in the right state, and didn't ask why.

She was trembling all the time, copying scriptures in a mess, once, twice, three times... her fingers finally calmed down.

...stop trembling.

She let out a breath, put down her pen, sat quietly, and closed her eyes.

In fact, whether people want children or not has nothing to do with her, but once they bring in their own experience, they feel that it has become their own business, their own suffering, and their own demons.

She recited the scriptures she had copied down, feeling much calmer, relieved, and left the study to find Gu Liang.

Still greasy and crooked, still acting like a baby, Gu Liang saw that she had regained her spirits, so she didn't ask any more questions.

It's just that at night, she fell asleep, crying and screaming in the nightmare, and when Gu Liang woke her up, she looked dazed, and didn't remember that she had the nightmare just now.

After several days of this, Gu Liang finally couldn't sit still.

He couldn't find Huang Laogui, so he called Du Hao over and asked what was going on.

Du Hao said: "It should be frightened, and it will gradually get better after a while. In the old days, in order to make the little ghost more hostile, the master of the ghost refiner would make it constantly perceive its own death, and die like this several times. After a hundred times and thousands of deaths, the pain will be deeply rooted. However, if you don’t touch children and pregnant women, it’s not a big problem.”

Tangtang's reaction to children, especially babies, was indeed much more aggressive than ordinary people.

Gu Liang still remembers that she was sent to the hospital after breaking her hand, and would have nightmares every night, sometimes calling "Mom" and sometimes asking "Why don't you want me", but she didn't realize it after waking up, and she still smiled innocently without any worries.

Now, again...

He sighed heavily in his heart, he really shouldn't have taken her to the hospital...

"Can I just wait for her to get better?" Gu Liang asked, "Is there no other way?"

Du Hao hesitated a little, and said: "If you have the ashes of her original life, you can do a ritual to calm the nerves, but..."

However, Tangtang's ashes had already been made into a dagger.

The dagger is now missing.

Gu Liang thought for a while, got up and opened the safe in the study, took out a black and blue dagger, and gently placed it in front of Du Hao——

"Use this."

(End of this chapter)