Giants upgrade strategy

Chapter 305 Lei Diao's Right and Wrong Past Part [-]

Mai Youran pushed his hand away angrily, "Come on, don't play this trick on me, I don't believe it. You promised me to wait for you at the hotel, but you let me go, you think I will always be yours Spare tire? No matter how you change your mind, will I always guard you?"

"I can't leave because of something, but I've gone to renew the fee, you can continue to live!"

There was a hasty knock on the door, Mai Youran took a look at Lei Di Ao, and was about to open the door with her hand, Lei Di Ao stopped her hand, pulled her behind her, took out a gun from his trouser pocket, Quietly opened the door a crack.

"It's me! Your Royal Highness!" Emma's figure appeared in sight.

Only then did Lei Diao open the door, Emma finally breathed a sigh of relief seeing that Mai Youran was safe and sound, and stood at the door and did not come in.

"Miss Mai, you are busy, I will go out to play, and I will come to you later!"

"Emma, ​​don't go, I'll go out with you!"

"You are not allowed to leave!" Lei Diao aggressively carried Mai Youran back, and kicked the door shut with his foot.

"Bastard, what are you doing! Let me go!"

"I will let you go, but until this ship docks, you must stay with me. It is very unsafe outside. You have seen the brutal behavior of those people just now. You are exposed to their sight like this. , they will eat you."

"No, I don't want you to care, don't pretend to be a good person at this time. It's been five years, you haven't cared about my life, and now you tell me that it's not safe outside, don't you think you're too hypocritical? Lei Diao , I don’t need you to control, no, no..."

"Don't make trouble, good boy! The ship will return in three hours."

He had a headache, he didn't expect her to appear on this ship at all, which messed up all his plans.Now that I have a large amount of ammunition in hand, if I go back the same way, there will definitely be problems.However, he couldn't ignore the woman in front of him.

"Lei Diao, don't be perfunctory to me, let me ask you again, do you love me or not?" She looked at him seriously, with a determined expression in her beautiful water eyes.

"Do you need to ask? Stupid woman!"

"Of course I have to ask, you abandoned me for five years, you dumped me without saying a word, oh, yes, you said you didn't love me at that time. Yes, I am stupid, so I ask you to give me I answer."

He lowered his head, and pressed a deep kiss on her forehead with his hot lips, "Love, of course love, in this life, you are the woman I love the most."

"Okay, then you marry me, we will get married now, you come back to China with me, we start from scratch, okay?"

She looked at him eagerly, her eyes full of longing. She had been looking for this answer for five years, and she wanted him to give her the answer now.During those more than 2000 days and nights of long suffering, she really didn't have the courage to continue waiting, she couldn't afford to wait... It was like a long dark night, she searched alone, she couldn't see the way, she couldn't see At the end of the day, she had had enough of the dreadful days of not seeing tomorrow.

She is also a woman, she needs a man's love, care and pampering, and she needs him to give her a promise to let her move forward steadily.

Her eyes were serious, her eyes were tense, and she stared at him without blinking.

His handsome face was full of decadence, and the darkness was so deep that no light could be seen. At this moment, he hesitated, just now he said that she was his favorite woman, but when it came to the relationship between the two, he was still shaken .

Her tears flowed down uncontrollably, and her voice trembled unbelievably.

"I know, I know you will be like this, you won't marry me, you don't want to spend your life with me...Lei Diao, you hypocritical bastard, I won't pester you anymore."

She reached out to grab the door lock and wanted to open it, but his big hand nimbly grabbed her small hand.

"Don't go!"

"Don't you think this is too much? Since you don't care about me, let me go! I will leave sooner or later. If you can keep me for a while, can you keep me for a lifetime?"

He looked at her in shock...

I have to leave sooner or later, can you protect me for a while, can you protect me for a lifetime?

I have to leave sooner or later, can you protect me for a while, can you protect me for a lifetime?

Her sharp words gradually magnified in his mind, yes, he couldn't keep her forever, for five years, he tried his best to escape from this reality, but the reality was in front of him as always.

He can't give her a happy tomorrow, he can't give her a stable life like other men, and he's not even sure if he can live until tomorrow.

On the premise that you can't even guarantee your own life, it is a very cruel thing to use marriage to bind a woman, especially that woman is still your favorite.

The painful feeling hit like a tide, he slowly let go of his hand, he couldn't protect it, he couldn't protect anyone...

Silence, silence, there was no sound between the two of them, cold tears silently slid across her smooth cheeks, in the blurred vision, he was so decadent, with a cigarette between his slender fingers, he lay weakly on the sofa He went up, took a deep breath, and let the smoke linger, his black eyes became dull, like a child who lost his way in the dark.

She wanted to escape, wishing that this place that made her sad immediately.

But she can't leave, she found this man with great difficulty, and she can't let go easily.

"Di Ao, I know what you are worried about! I can cure your illness, believe me, as long as you don't avoid me anymore, I can always be with you until your illness is cured."

He approached her, sprayed the smoke on her face, and gave a low laugh helplessly.

"You're wrong, that's not the reason."

"Then what's the reason?"

"I'm used to loneliness, like a stray wild leopard, you know? I like the feeling of freedom, I don't want to be bound by a family, I like an exciting life, I like to wander around, I like to walk on the tip of a knife .My soul is dark and I don't like being exposed to the sun and living that normal life."

He finally managed to put on a ruthless cloak for himself again, and whether she believed it or not, he had to work hard to play this role well.

"I like to leave when I want, I don't like responsibility, I don't like to be muddy, I don't like wives and children..."

He was rambling incoherently in a low voice, and he couldn't figure out where he had heard it, and in any case, it didn't come out of his head at all.The finger holding the cigarette butt was trembling in a place where she couldn't see it. He was afraid of being discovered by her, so he pressed the cigarette butt tightly into the ashtray, and the hot spark burned his thumb... The air was filled with the smell of burnt skin, and he didn't seem to feel it at all. After a long time, he turned his head back, held his face in his hands, rubbed it vigorously for a while, and took a deep breath.

He didn't dare to look directly into her eyes, he didn't want to see her tears, he knew she was desperate now, her despair was his worst nightmare, like a knife gouging out the flesh on the tip of his heart bit by bit, the pain Thoroughly.

"When the ship docks, I'll send you away. Go back to your country and don't look for me again. This time, you didn't find me, but I want you to find me. I want to make it clear to you that five years Now, I am tired too, and you are tired too, you should give up. After returning to S City, find a man, have a few children, and then spend this life happily, forget about me. I am not someone you should A concerned man."

His voice was unbelievably hoarse, and the words he spoke had been polished on a stone... It was a voice that was revealed after the emotions were extremely suppressed.

"Okay, Lei Diao, I finally understand! All love is a lie, if you don't love me, you don't love me at all!"

With a cry in her voice, she slowly stood up in frustration.

She loves him very much. For the sake of this word of love, she begged him almost without self-respect, begging him for nothing. In front of him, she lost her dignity and gave up her bottom line , forgetting his life goal... It seems that all the meaning of living is to follow him.If there is a scale, each other's love is the weight, and this balance has already been seriously unbalanced, and her heavy love has already tilted the scale.However, even so, she still couldn't get his response.

After she gave up her dignity and bottom line, she completely realized that in this life, she might never get his heart, and she fell into a deep despair.

He was silent, didn't answer her, and didn't argue, it seemed that what she said was right.

He knew that it was pointless to refute him. Anyway, he would lose him sooner or later. Why not let her go earlier while she was still young, so that she still had a chance to find her own happiness.

Damn it, why the fuck does this feel so painful, it's more painful than pumping his sperm and digging his bones.

He grabbed the cigarette butt in the ashtray, put it under his lips and took a deep breath. After a long time, he realized that the cigarette had already been extinguished. When his chaotic mind came to his senses, her figure had already disappeared at the door.

He stood up in a daze, trying to chase her... There was a throbbing pain, and he fell down heavily.

For five years, he thought that if he didn't meet or contact, he could forget her, and he could slowly forget her after a year like the last relationship.

But he was wrong, this relationship was like a seed, it took root and sprouted in his heart, and then grew into a towering tree, when he wanted to pull it out, he found that the root system spread all over his every blood vessel and pore , cannot be removed at all.

As long as he closes his eyes, his mind is full of her appearance.She looked at him with a smile, and held his big hand tenderly, her sweet voice echoing in her ears.

"In this life, can I be your eyes?"

In this life, she is his eyes, the most beautiful and precious part of his life, because of this, he must let go, let her find his true belonging.

"Bang..." The loud sound of the two ships colliding interrupted his most beautiful dream, he came back to his senses, his heart jumped up, no, there is trouble coming.

(End of this chapter)