My sweet wedding day with the big guy

Chapter 1005 Xinran, shall we do it again (18
At this moment, Su Xinran's stiff and trembling body suddenly pushed away Ye Jinli's gesture of embracing her without any warning, and the next second, she slowly raised her eyes, and the tears flooded her eyes for a moment, setting off a sharp gleam like a gust of wind. hate.Then, at the moment when the tears burst, she suddenly laughed out of control.

"Do it all over again?"

Su Xinran seemed to have heard a very ironic and ridiculous thing, for a moment she couldn't control her smile, and stared at Ye Jinli angrily.

Suddenly, Ye Jinli froze uncontrollably, and said in a cold voice: "Xinran, I know that I did a lot of things wrong back then, and I know it's hard for you to forgive me, but can you give me a chance to redeem my sins?" Okay? I really have no way to stay away from me after seeing you come back, Xinran, we still have time to start over!"

"Atonement?"

At this moment, Su Xinran sneered hysterically and sternly, her howling gradually out of control was just like her emotions gradually out of control.

"Ye Jinli, is there any possibility of a new start between me and you? You want to atone for your sin? You want to atone for yourself and ask me to forgive, so who will atone for my child! Now you beg me to forgive you for what you did wrong back then It's because you don't even know why I hate you! You don't even know why I hate you, so what right do you have to be forgiven by me!"

"Xinran, I'm sorry..."

"You don't have the right to say sorry to me. How much do you know about what happened five years ago? You don't know at all. You don't know that Shen Cheng murdered my child when I fell down the stairs. You don't know that Shen Cheng killed my child for It's all your fault to snatch the inheritance of the Ye family for An Yichu's child! It's you who slept with An Yichu, and you gave her the chance to kill my child, Ye Jinli, all of this is your fault The fault you caused, you beg me to forgive you? Is it possible that if I forgive you, my child will come back to life? No, Ye Jinli, you know it’s impossible, so I can’t forgive you! I want to hate you, I’m alive I have to hate you every day, so that I can feel worthy of my dead child..."

Children are Su Xinran's last line of defense.

She was completely devastated.

At this moment, Ye Jinli stared at her tremblingly, staring at her collapsed pain, feeling her own despair and suffocation.

"Ye Jinli, do you know that the moment I lost my child while lying on the operating table, I lost my own life. I have always felt that I should not be alive all these years, how could I let him leave this place alone? The world, I should be with him... Every day I live now, breathing, heartbeat, eating, I feel sorry for him. Every day of my sins these years I want to be redeemed, I brought him into this world, but Depriving him of his living life, I hate myself, how can I forgive myself... But Ye Jinli, how can you easily say the words of begging me to forgive me and begging me to come back to you? In your heart, you think these Can I make up for what I did wrong? I hate myself for not dying with him like crazy, but how can you forgive yourself so easily..."

At this moment, Su Xinran was finally crushed by the heart-piercing pain.

Her hatred, her pain, her guilt... are the cages in which she imprisoned herself, and she will never be redeemed forever.

(End of this chapter)