My sweet wedding day with the big guy

Chapter 1006 Xinran, shall we do it again (19
Suddenly, Ye Jinli leaned over and hugged Su Xinran, who was crying to the point of collapse, into his arms. Looking away, he couldn't see the fragmented despair in her eyes. Similarly, he couldn't see the reflection in her eyes that he was loved by her. drowned in mad hatred until perishing.

"Don't touch me...Ye Jinli, how can you forgive yourself..."

At this moment, Su Xinran had no strength to struggle.

Ye Jinli hugged Su Xinran's abnormally cold body tightly, but when his body temperature touched her intimately, even the last trace of warmth in his body was dispelled.He watched helplessly as Su Xinran's emotional breakdown became more and more complete, and then, he suddenly thought of what Bai Xiyu once said about worrying about her depression recurring.

"Xinran...it's my fault. If you want to hate, hate me. Don't hate yourself. I really don't have the qualifications to say that I want to be redeemed, but I don't want to see you tortured all the time. If you are willing to give me the last time Opportunity, I hope I can accompany you to leave this nightmare hell. Of course, we have all lived in the darkness of hell for too long, why are we unwilling to walk into the sunshine when we are trapped? I know that I am really not qualified to ask You forgive, but I want to be by your side and forget this nightmare with you."

"Do not……"

"Xinran, I beg you not to torture yourself anymore. After so many years, you should let go of some things and forget them. Don't remind yourself all the time."

"Yes, I want to forget... Ye Jinli, come back here, return to the world with you, so that I will be reminded every moment that I can't forget what happened back then. I said that you are the one I really care about. The nightmare that doesn’t go away, even if I want to return to the sunshine from the darkness of hell, then the person by my side shouldn’t be you... Whether I hate, forgive, or redeem, none of these decisions have anything to do with you, just You are willing to let me go... Ye Jinli, if you let me go, I can let myself go!"

"..."

At this moment, Ye Jinli's voice was choked up after all.

In just two days, he knew the pain and hurt that Su Xinran had experienced in these years. These were all things he had imagined but could not be sure of the truth.Therefore, in a short period of time, his heart endured a thousand times the pain that Su Xinran had experienced. This kind of suffocation and tearing was like a cruel torture.Even at one moment, he had already died by himself, but the piercing pain that continued to spread violently in the next second reminded him that he was still living in the abyss.

"Ye Jinli, why can't you let me go..."

half an hour.

Su Xinran's mood seems to have regained a little bit of calm thinking ability, although at this moment, she is still hugged tightly by Ye Jinli's stiff and cold embrace.However, she couldn't feel his warmth and tenderness at all, the cold air penetrated into the intimacy of the embrace, bloody tearing off the weak bond that was fused with the body.

Silence, a long silence spread in the car.

Just when Su Xinran thought that Ye Jinli was acquiescing to her questioning, she suddenly heard his tense and slightly trembling voice, which was the last stubborn paranoia.

"Xinran, we haven't divorced yet!"

"I don't know what you did to cause the divorce agreement five years ago not to take effect, but Mr. Ye, thank you for reminding me!"

(End of this chapter)