Lord, your mask fell off

Chapter 1468 Goodbye My Girl

I also want to pay for my crimes, and I also want to know my way back, but the words of turning back and doing the right thing are not suitable for me. I have fallen too deep, and if I want to go back, there will be people who will not stop trying to drag me to hell. —— Xiao Ran

When Chu Qingyan walked out of the yard, Xiao Xu was already waiting outside, she walked up quickly, Xiao Xu immediately stretched out his hand to hold her, then frowned, "Why are your hands so cold?"

As he spoke, he wrapped her hands in his palms to keep her warm.

Chu Qingyan replied absently, "It should be because the wind is a bit strong today."

As soon as she finished speaking, Xiao Xu took off the cloak on her body and put it on her shoulders, put her arms around her shoulders and pressed her into his arms, and led her forward like this, "It seems that we still have to go out in the future." I'll put on some thicker clothes for you."

Nuan Nuan instantly surrounded her body, Chu Qing came back to her senses, a little bit dumbfounded and said, "Then it's really a ball!"

"That also has to keep warm." Xiao Xu said without doubt.

Chu Qingyan shook her head with a broken smile, and followed him.

"What were you thinking about just now? Thinking so engrossed?" Xiao Xu said as he hugged her and walked forward, tightening her clothes tightly.

It was still spotted by the big ice cube, but Chu Qingyan never thought of hiding it.

"I chatted with Xiao Ran a lot, and I could see that he had repented, but I didn't know why, when I left the yard, I felt very uneasy, maybe Xiao Ran was too calm! It was different from what I imagined .”

Xiao Xu concentrated his attention, thought for a while and said, "He is indeed more sensible this time, maybe it's because he really repented, and that's a good thing, you don't need to pay too much attention to it." Other than that, he couldn't find the reason to answer.

Chu Qingyan nodded, "Maybe I was thinking too much." At this moment, the baby in her belly kicked her, successfully diverting her attention.

"If you're worried about something, you want to see him later, and I'll ask someone to arrange it."

Chu Qingyan glanced at him, "My big ice cubes are so generous!"

Xiao Xu laughed, "What are you thinking, I think he just wants to be a good brother now."

"Right!"

After the two sides looked at each other, they couldn't help laughing.

The black figure hugged the petite person and walked back slowly. The sun was warm and the shadows of the trees were dancing.

As the evening approached, Chu Qingyan woke up, drank a bowl of tonic soup, and got ready when a piece of news exploded in the air like thunder.

Xiao Ran is gone.

"What does it mean to be gone?" Chu Qingyan sat up from the collapsed bed in shock, her eyes widened, as if she didn't hear what the other party said clearly at all.

Jinxin bowed and lowered his eyebrows, "Since His Royal Highness returned to the prison, he took poison. When the guards found out, he had already gone."

He has gone.

These words were like invisible threads, tightening her heart bit by bit.

Obviously an hour ago, she still had a good conversation with him. From the past to the present, he still laughed at her for being as thin as a bamboo pole when she was a child. Just like that, that fair and innocent boy just disappeared from her life?
At this time, Xiao Xu who received the news rushed back. When he appeared in the inner hall, Chu Qingyan seemed to have caught a life-saving straw. She didn't care about putting on her shoes, so she just came down from the collapse and walked towards him. Holding his clothes, tears welled up in his eyes, "They told me that Xiao Ran died, it's not true, right?"

Xiao Xu lowered his eyes, his eyes were full of grief, "The news is correct, he has indeed left."

Tears rushed out of her eyes, and she hugged him and cried out in grief.

Xiao Xu picked her up and walked to the bed, then hugged her in his arms and accompanied her silently.

After his subordinates came to report, he immediately rushed to the sky prison. When he got to the cell, he found that he couldn't even step in.

"He passed away peacefully and without pain."

Chu Qingyan's tears were like broken beads, and she choked up when she heard the voice, "Big Ice Cube, can you feel that feeling? The person who was chatting and laughing with you just a moment ago disappeared in a blink of an eye. This is gone, it’s not that it’s not in front of my eyes, but I’ll never see it again, big ice cube, I’m so sad!”

Xiao Xu followed her back, with a low voice, "Why don't I feel this way?"

"I have known each other since I first came to Kyoto, and Dong Ting. They are all friends I have known since I was a child, but now one is dead and the other is separated forever. I think God is so cruel!"

Seeing the little guy crying so hard that he was about to lose his breath, Xiao Xu couldn't bear it. He patted her on the back and comforted her, "Perhaps for Xiao Ran, this is the only way he can truly be relieved."

She raised her head, reached out to caress his face, and said helplessly and sadly, "Big Ice, no matter what happens in the future, you can't leave me."

He covered her hand and said seriously and firmly, "No. I will always be with you and our children."

After receiving the promise, Chu Qingyan leaned back into his arms, weeping silently, and murmured, "We all need to be well, well..."

Life is always walking and losing.Sometimes, the person who promised to accompany you to see the scenery may disappear when you turn around.

Therefore, when you can still reach out to the other party, you can still hear the other party’s voice, and cherish it, no matter whether you have loved, resented, hated, or hurt, you would rather he or she live in front of you than You can only find traces of them in your memories.

Two days later, someone brought several boxes, claiming that it was Xiao Ran's confession.

Chu Qingyan asked someone to open it, and there were all kinds of gifts neatly placed inside.

Rattle drums, butterfly paper kites, rotating lanterns, beautiful bracelets, beautiful stones...

Packed one by one, each with elegant words written on it.

Send nephew full moon gift, one-year-old birthday gift, two-year-old birthday gift, Jiji ceremony, weak crown ceremony...

Because he was not sure whether she was carrying a boy or a girl, he prepared a copy of each.

I still remember that day, she deliberately told him that she would prepare every birthday gift for her child.

It didn't occur to him that he was ready long before he was arrested.

Thinking of last year, which was also the first reunion after five years of separation, he also prepared a box of gifts for her to make up for her birthday in those missing years.

Imagining the scene when he prepared the presents with apology and anticipation, Chu Qingyan hugged those gifts, closed her eyes and wept silently.

It turned out that before he robbed the law field, he no longer missed this world.

Knowing that it was a net of heaven and earth, he stepped into it without complaint or regret.

Qingyan, you are my purest warmth in this world, my memory of the world, but I am covered in filth, how dare I catch you who is as clean as ever?

You are my most beautiful memory and my last trace of salvation in this world.

However, I have missed it in this life, and I don't want to use this face to stay by your side.

If there is an afterlife, I will live a good life and be a useful person.

I will always bless you, peace and joy!

Goodbye, dear girl!
　(An: Although Xiao Ran was crooked in the end, they are all children in An An's works, and my heart still hurts~
　　Xiao Ran: I finally got my lunch box, so don't bother scolding me in the future!Goodbye Luo little angels!
　　Wood Spirit Counting: The last update is here, see you at the old time tomorrow! )
　　
　
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