For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 24 Lovesickness in One-third of the Earth (3)
What moved me the most about Gu Wei was his attitude towards this relationship from beginning to end, clean, honest, respectful, and complete.I knew a long time ago that Gu Wei's family expected him to get married soon, but he never exposed me to these pressures.How many 30+ men met a girl and tried their best to rush to the Civil Affairs Bureau. He had many reasons to fight with me and go straight to Xiaohongben, but he still chose to focus on love step by step and manage a complete relationship. Feelings.

One of my senior sisters, a 30-year-old female doctor, met her current husband through the introduction of her family. She is 4 years older than her and has a good family. She received the certificate in less than four months.In the dressing room of the hotel on the day of the wedding, she said to me: "Women, the pressure of marriage and family is great, so you don't have to worry about finding someone who is similar. It is actually much easier for two people to live together than to fall in love." I heard that they married We got along very harmoniously afterwards.I met it last month, and I was 30 weeks pregnant. I was walking in the park with my husband, and my face had the unique gentleness and calmness of a mother.I have no right to judge whether this is love, but at least it is family affection, which is enough to support their happy life.

Gu Wei said: "Marry for the sake of getting married, I'm afraid you will regret it later."

Looking back at Gu Wei and I, from the beginning to now, we are pure.Although no one can guarantee that a marriage based on love will be smooth and smooth, a complete and beautiful love has taught me to be kind to the person who treats you well in love.

I changed my posture in Gu Wei's arms: "I wrote a diary when I was in high school. I don't remember the content, but I remember the comment given by the Chinese teacher at that time: For the rest of your life, you will fall in love with some people, and you will marry it. Another group of people. Well, I’m all the same, so I’m at a loss.”

Gu Wei: "There is a problem with your algorithm..."

I smiled and kissed him, Gu Wei, thank you.Thank you for your patience and giving me a complete and beautiful love.

Gu Wei ran along my hair, and I was so comfortable that I could snore. I think it's really good to be able to do this until I get old.

"Gu Wei."

"Ah."

"If you leave, no one will accompany me to bask in the sun."

"School—"

"Ah."

"Let's have a formal meal with the parents and elders on both sides."

I lifted myself from his arms.He raised his hand and touched my face: "I'm going to walk steadily in my heart."

The legendary engagement?I was stunned: "Oh, yes."

Gu Wei never procrastinates in doing things.I mentioned it to my parents at night, and the whole family agreed, and then I contacted my parents in City Y and relatives in City X.

The cousin's family who just came to X City during the National Day holiday was very excited: "This kind of good thing can happen. In June, I will ask my aunt for a change fee."

I am embarrassing...

On the 1st, Gu Wei took me back to City Y, and formally met my parents and grandparents as a son-in-law.

On the 2nd, return to City X.That night, there were three tables full of relatives. (There are so many third-class relatives...)
I was surprised that there were so many people, and they were not unfamiliar at all. Six elderly people discussed health preservation, cousins ​​exchanged parenting experience with cousins, and mothers and doctors communicated about the route of self-driving tour after retirement... It was very lively.

Since it's an engagement, it's natural to drink. When people are happy, they naturally have to drink more. The doctor has to board the plane the next day, so naturally they can't drink too much, so I... taller.

Completely high.

On the way back, I nestled in the doctor's arms, with the tip of my nose pressed against his chest: "I never told you that my first choice for the college entrance examination is your school. If I score more points in the exam, we will be alumni."

The doctor's voice was low and gentle: "It's okay."

I was suddenly a little entangled: "But the sooner we meet, the sooner we can be together."

The doctor kissed my forehead: "It's fine now."

"Where is it?"

"Anywhere. Back then—you never know."

"Ok?"

"What if we don't meet? What if we meet and miss? How good it is now, you are already here with me."

"Hmm. That's right." I hugged his waist and fell asleep in a daze. After that, I can't remember clearly.

On October 2012, 10, Gu Weifei went to Berlin.

The first month after Gu Wei left.I am normal.

Sansan said, "It's so normal that it's a bit abnormal."

Yin Xi said, "I haven't come to my senses yet."

The second month after Gu Wei left.I'm still normal.

Sansan said, "There really are heartless people like you."

Yin Xi said, "Let's pretend to be calm."

It was the third month after Gu Wei left.I continue to be normal.

Xiaocao said, "Ah Xiao, you have lost weight."

Chen Cong said: "Siblings, please pay attention to your health and safety."

It was the fourth month after Gu Wei left.I froze when I was out of the project, and had a cold and fever when I came back.In fact, the illness is not serious, but I haven't recovered from it intermittently for half a month.On weekends, I would still go back to his apartment, clean up, sleep in bed or be in a daze.One day, I woke up in the middle of the night, wrapped in a quilt, looking for water to drink, and suddenly cried while drinking.That was the first time he felt sad after he left. It was so nakedly sad that his mouth felt bitter just thinking about it.

The fifth month since Gu Wei left.I'm back to normal.

Traveling between two cities, one person is busy with the New Year for two.Before the New Year's Eve dinner, he received a call from Gu Wei, his voice was still gentle and low: "Happy New Year. I miss you very much."

I held my phone and smiled: "Study hard, don't let me down for my sacrifice."

After hanging up the phone, I realized that my eyes were sore.

If you look at the diary for more than five months, the theme is basically "all kinds of melancholy boudoirs".

Regardless of the time difference, doctors do not go out for travel after all. The schedule is relatively full. I occasionally work on projects, and occasionally I have to fight wits with boys and girls who are freshmen, freshmen, and sophomores. It's writing emails.Even though I really wanted to tell him the situation here in a simple manner, but when I actually wrote it, I was really afraid of being Xianglin's wife, so the daily emails were basically similar to text messages.

Me: "I played chess with my grandpa all morning. After my grandma left, he talked a lot less. I went for a walk in the flower and bird market in the afternoon. He talked a lot about your childhood. It turns out that you also did the feat of 'smashing a vat' when you were young... ..."

Gu Wei: "Pharmacies only prescribe medicines, clinics only treat patients, and hospitals only care about treatment. When China can separate pharmacies, how many people who don't need to go bankrupt can be saved every year. I watched a surgery today. After all, Chinese and foreign treatment concepts are no the same."

Me: "I went to see the house today, and the bay window guardrail was removed. I don't think we can fall out. The bricklayer is very loving. I gave him an apple, and he gave me his son's stick sugar……"

Gu Wei: "The design of the instrument rack in the operating room here is much more reasonable than ours. Zhang Wei's wife sent him a picture of a pregnant belly, five months old, and he said that he hoped not to miss the birth of the child. I suddenly felt that I Still quite lucky.”

Me: "Today's invigilator, I collected a cheat sheet, and I can catch up with Weidiao. After reading it for ten seconds, my eyes are blurred. I'm really not a cheating material... I got disconnected again!"

Gu Wei: "Today Zhang Wei and I went to a Chinese restaurant that is said to be well-known. Kung Pao Chicken has butter in it. The waiter brought a basket of bread and told us with an experienced face, Put the chicken, in the bread , um~~ taste good~ We were immediately speechless."

Me: "I'm going to go to Sichuan this week. Xiaocao and Passerby A have been in love for a long time, and I haven't gotten over it yet..."

Gu Wei: "Accompany Zhang Wei to the baby store today to buy gifts. The smallest shoes in the store are not much longer than my fingers. They are just like toys. He bought a pair of overalls. I really don't think I can wear them for a while. Come on. I bought a set of building blocks as a meeting gift."

Me: "The sun is very good today, your terrace is full of things to dry in the sun. Your dad said he wanted to dry in the sun too, so he fell asleep on the deck chair on the balcony...Sir, I just realized that you have so many pairs of sneakers... ..."

Gu Wei: "Do you imagine a Chinese and a German fighting in English? Today Zhang Wei and the only unmarried Grtner in the group are fighting against Klinsmann or Beckenbauer. dancing like obstacles."

Me: "Du Wenjun called and strongly asked you to bring back special products. I thought about it and told him that cars and beer can't be brought back. He said, then bring euros. The brain structure of children today is similar to ours. It's different."

Gu Wei: "Today my colleagues invited us to his house for dinner. His wife is just like your grandma. There are round tap rolls and fried sausages that are delicious. We didn't drink any alcohol because 'Germans have beer in bars' .”

Etc., etc……

The above is long and meaningful. Of course, there are still some that have no theme, no logic and no content.

Me: "I can't sleep well at night, is it lovesick?"

Gu Wei: "Today, I saw a kid playing with a Rubik's Cube in the children's area. It looks very much like you."

Me: "I think I can hardly remember what you smell like."

Gu Wei: "I found a rubber band in the bag of the suitcase today. How long is your hair now?"

Me: "It's raining today, half of the shirt is wet. But it's your shirt~"

Gu Wei: "I went to the museum this afternoon, and after looking at it, I started to be in a daze."

Me: "I drew a sketch for you, but it's very freehand..."

Gu Wei: "Grtner asked me to describe you. I searched for an adjective for a long time, and finally I can only tell him good."

Me: "All the octopuses on the desk calendar look like waffles."

Gu Wei: "It seems that sleep is not very good."

Me: "Do you feel itchy?"

Gu Wei: "No, your ears are hot, I guess you are slandering me."

blah blah, blah, blah.

I have never experienced such a life before. There is one percent of the space in my brain, and I am always wandering outside without my control. The weather, international news, newspapers, jet lag... will not disturb the normal rhythm of work and life, but But I always feel that I can't control those flying thoughts.These faint emotions are like a thin film, wrapping round and round around my body.

After entering March, the weather became fine, and the tree outside the office window began to slowly sprout new buds, and small green spots popped out innocently.

Spring is finally here.The flowers on Moshang are blooming, but they can return slowly.

(End of this chapter)