For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 23 Lovesickness in One-third of the Earth (2)
Before the tea was finished, Sansan received an overtime call.

"The labor force is squeezed, why don't you just switch jobs and go to Xiao Zhongyi's company." He must be wishing for it.

"Resolutely not!" Sansan raised her head proudly, "Distance produces beauty~"

When we entered the subway, it happened to be the peak passenger flow, and when the underground passage turned a corner, a man and a woman were arguing quite fiercely.Ever since the disfigurement in the hospital, I have been a bit psychologically shadowed by women's flying nails when they are angry.Especially the topic of the two people's quarrel - Tianchao is really full of surprises.Sansan has always been uncomfortable with these things, so she snorted, grabbed my arm and pulled me aside to try to get away from the couple. Unexpectedly, a man who was walking behind with his head down bumped into him, and in his hand was a glass of freshly baked Coffee, just spilled on my feet.

Want to cry but have no tears - why is it always me who gets hurt.

I went back to the apartment and opened the door. The doctor had already returned from his shift. He watched me jump in and said, "What's going on?"

"Accidentally knocked over someone's coffee."

The doctor shook his head, washed his hands and came over to help me wipe the medicine, got up and went to the kitchen to wash the fruit.I jumped on the balcony and looked out boredly, and the movie theater two streets away had put up a huge poster again.We have only been there once, to watch "11 Days of Broken Relationship" on November 11 last year.Thinking of Wang Xiaojian's last sentence "I'm with you", and Sansan just now "I'm always afraid that I will be separated from him in the future", she turned around and asked the doctor who was cutting fruit: "Together—— What's the worst thing you can do?"

The doctor didn't expect me to ask such a question out of the blue: "Worst thing? The two of us—the worst—divorce?" Shaking his head, "I never thought about it."

I looked at the apple he handed me with a serious expression: "Well, even if you have a problem, if you don't lift it, I will be with you. We can think of various solutions, and technology is so advanced now."

I don't know to this day why I said those silly words without thinking.

The doctor was obviously startled by me, and looked at me dumbfounded: "Why - suddenly want to go there?"

"Today, Sansan and I saw a couple quarreling in the underground passage. The lesbian finally said, 'You can't even have a child, so you are not a man!' I was dumbfounded at the time. On the way back, Sansan said , Although this kind of problem can't be said directly, it really affects the relationship. Many couples broke up because of this kind of problem. How many lesbians can live well..."

The more I spoke, the lower my voice was, because I realized that it is not polite to discuss the issue of not lifting with a man.

The doctor chewed and ate the fruit slowly, turned around in silence for a while, looked at me and said slowly, "Lin Zhixiao, marry me."

I looked into his dark brown eyes, how did this topic jump?

"In the hospital, because of illness, a family, a couple, lost a lot. Do you know why your father is so jealous? Because he never thought that your mother would dislike him and abandon him. I am very envious of the satisfaction that I will always be by his side and accompany him.” The doctor raised his hand to my cheek, “Work, children, health, all aspects, I can’t guarantee that our life will be smooth in the future, but I can guarantee that no matter good or bad, I will be by your side. You can take it for granted and be confident like Mr. Lin."

Who said we science students don't understand romance?Our sincere romance is much more lethal than two little love poems, my eyes are sore in an instant, and I can't speak.

The doctor stroked my face: "Are you stupid?"

"Well, a little bit." This is the first time I have encountered this kind of thing, and it is understandable that the reaction is a bit slow...

The doctor looked at me: "Then—you—give me a word."

I sniffed: "Okay, but the household registration book is with my mother."

The doctor took me into his arms and smiled, the kind of smile that came out of the chest and throat, deep and cheerful.

I've been a bit of a dissociated brain throughout the night, just looking into the doctor's eyes without doing anything, I'm about to fall in, and I don't remember what I answered when he asked anything.

"I'll call the parents on both sides tomorrow."

"Ah."

"Why don't you let the two sides meet to discuss the marriage together?"

"Ah."

"To city Y or in city X?"

"Ah."

The doctor looked at me suspiciously, and then became a little nervous: "You—are you unwilling?"

I quickly got out of the vixen's beautiful eyes, and straightened my back: "I just said yes."

The doctor laughed and threw me down for the Nth time.I found that as soon as this guy got on the sofa, he always took advantage of his height and long legs to cover my entire territory.

Stuck under his shaking chest, I reached out and patted his back: "Are you smirking?"

"Ah."

"not worried?"

"Ah."

"Then you plan and arrange the next thing."

"Ah."

"Have you planned it all?"

"Ah."

"Oh, so do I have any tasks to do next?"

"Ah."

"..."

So, in fact, I was not the only one who was stupid that night...

After Sansan heard about it, she was completely shocked: "What is this called a marriage proposal?! There is no ring at all!"

"Ahem, those forms are not important, not important..."

The love between me and the doctor may never be strong, but it has our own stubbornness, purity and depth.

Doctor's handwriting: Alas, your mind is jumping wildly...

(Obviously you dance better than me)

Doctor: You have already discussed with me not to lift, can I not discuss marriage with you?
The following days can be called smooth sailing.For the first time, I felt that it didn't feel bad to have "someone's exclusive" on my body.In the huge city, there is a person who is closely related to me. He needs me and I need him. This kind of strong sense of belonging makes me laugh out loud.

One weekend in early September, I went to see my grandpa.During dinner, Gu Wei came back.After a meal, he kept looking at me without speaking.

After dinner, I was washing the dishes, and Gu Wei stood behind me, hesitating to speak.

I glanced at him: "What's wrong?" It was a little strange all night.

"I—I want to be sent abroad."

"Huh-huh?!" I turned my head abruptly.

Last year, my cousin was sent to the Zhixi project for three months, very soon, very soon.I tried to stay calm and asked, "How long?"

"More than half a year."

I froze for a moment: "Go—where?"

Gu Wei looked at me: "Germany."

Germany... I turned around and continued washing the dishes.

Gu Wei's hand crossed the water and held mine: "I received the notice yesterday. Our hospital sent two people in this batch."

"Oh. Okay." I don't know what mood I am in at this moment, I just feel the white mist in my head, and I can't find a complete sentence at all.

I withdrew my hand and continued to wash the dishes.

Gu Wei frowned: "Xiaoxiao——"

I looked down at the water flow: "It's a little sudden."

At night, I lay in bed in a daze.Although Gu Wei and I haven't really been together for a long time, we have never been separated, we can see each other whenever we want, and now we are suddenly separated, spanning one-third of the earth, one-third of the earth...

"Xiaoxiao." A hand came over and pulled me into a warm embrace.

I sighed softly: "Go out and take care of yourself."

Gu Wei buried his face in my hair: "Then what do you do?"

I stroked his ring: "I'll wait for you to come back."

Ever since he knew that he was going to study abroad, Gu Wei indulged me very much.The specific performance is that he has no objection to me turning into a koala and lying on his back all day long without speaking.

I have got.

I can not let it go.

But I understand righteousness.

So I continued to lie on his back calmly.

I go to work normally, and in my spare time, I either go to the hospital or go to the apartment to prepare Gu Wei's luggage bit by bit against the checklist.

Gu Wei's smile was much less, and occasionally when the two of them were free to be together, he just looked at me quietly.I knew he was having a hard time, so I comforted him and myself: "It's okay, time passes quickly."

Time really flies by, like running water, it is impossible to grasp, and it will soon be the end of the month.

On the night of the 29th, Gu Wei sat on the sofa and watched me check my luggage for the last time. Their luggage will be checked in early tomorrow.

I closed the lid, dialed the password, and sat on the box in a daze.Gu Wei came over and sat on the carpet next to me, and handed over a pocket-sized notebook: "This is for you."

I took it and opened it, and was speechless for a moment.It is full of precautions, the contact numbers of all family and friends, the time of the annual car inspection, the progress of the house renovation...even the expert clinics that Mr. Lin will review on the day of the week are listed.

"I have all the utilities on my salary card. These are the keys from my parents' side and my grandfather's house." Gu Wei took out the keys from the key bag and put them one by one into my key bag.

I looked at his drooping eyelashes, Gu Wei, how could I be willing to let you go like this?

On the 30th, go home with Gu Wei.Grandpa and the doctor's father were still very calm, and explained some precautions, but the doctor's wife turned her eyes around us, and hesitated to speak.

In the afternoon, the whole family took a nap.I lay in Gu Wei's arms, nestling on the big recliner on the balcony.Under the sunshine at the end of summer, Gu Wei slowly counted the things on his mind along the way.

"I didn't know how to talk to you at that time..."

"At the beginning—I thought of several ways to trick you out, but in the end they didn't work..."

"You don't know that you get dull sometimes... There's nothing I can do about it."

"Teacher Lin threatened me very seriously... If I fail his daughter, he told me what will happen to me..."

"I'm thinking, what should I do if you sign to city Z after graduation or sign back to city Y..."

I quietly listened to him come one by one.Many things seem to be beautiful and interesting now. Only the parties involved along the way can appreciate the anxiety, uneasiness, entanglement, and anxiety at that time.I am extremely grateful that my life unexpectedly turned from gloom to happiness in the year when Teacher Lin was ill. I met such a person who gave you trust and let you rely on him.Happiness sometimes has nothing to do with how many promises you have made, what you have done together, or even the so-called "as long as you want, as long as I have". , won't leave.

(End of this chapter)