For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 3 A Sudden Encounter (3)
I didn't know how long I lay there in a daze, when I suddenly heard a mess of footsteps rushing towards the intensive care unit diagonally opposite, and half a minute later, the crying was earth-shattering.Next, there was the sound of the IV bottle being smashed, the sound of the stand falling to the ground, the sound of the rolling wheels of the bed, and a high-pitched female voice: "The person was handed over to you well, why is it suddenly gone!"

I vaguely heard a familiar voice, put on my coat, got out of bed and opened the door.There was only a row of night lights in the corridor. Dr. Gu was standing straight, holding a folder of medical records in his hand, and glass shards were scattered on the ground.The night light hit his face, casting a very faint light and shadow. He lowered his eyes and couldn't see his expression clearly.

The nurse Xiao Du walked over with a broom and wanted to clean up the glass shards on the ground, but was pushed hard by the emotional family members of the deceased: "Go aside!"

The unsuspecting nurse fell to the side, and was held by Doctor Gu's arm: "I'll clean it up later."

The little nurse wrinkled her face and walked towards the nurse's station, and stopped by my door.

"Is that the retired professor?" The operating table just got off yesterday.

Xiao Du curled his lips: "When I signed the operation agreement, I told them that the old man is [-], has a bad heart, diabetes, had a craniotomy, and had a stent. Tianqingfu. Several children fancy the old man's high retirement salary, so they insist on surgery, and get an extra day's money if they hang their lives. When they were filial, they didn't see anyone. What's the point of smashing and throwing now? It's just Doctor Gu's temper good."

The 19-year-old boy was upset and his voice was getting louder and louder, which attracted the attention of the family members of the deceased. I quickly patted him on the shoulder and said, "Go to sleep first."

Xiao Du frowned and was about to turn around when suddenly the youngest son of the deceased stepped forward and grabbed Dr. Gu by the collar and pushed him hard against the wall: "How can a good person be sent to your hands and die! Tell me clearly! "

I was completely dumbfounded at the time. It was the first time I saw the patient's family members be rough on the doctor after living for more than 20 years. When I realized it, I rushed over with Xiao Du.Many onlookers saw the movement of their hands, and hurried forward to restrain the emotionally out-of-control relatives of the deceased.

"How are you doing it?!" Xiao Du shouted angrily.

"My father is gone!" A woman shouted and rushed over. I couldn't react in time. Although I moved away, she still pushed me on the neck.

The doctor took my arm and hid it behind him, blocking me, blocking the woman's hand that was about to push again: "This is a hospital! Don't mess around!"

Afterwards, there was a short period of chaos, and only the white coat in front of me was in my sight, until the security guards who heard the news took control of the scene. 10 minutes later the film police also arrived.

"You beat people after putting them to death!" The eldest son of the deceased grabbed the policeman's arm.

"Obviously you did it!" Xiao Du rubbed his arms, his face flushed with anger.

"There are surveillance cameras in the corridor. Anyone who moves roughly can adjust the video." Dr. Gu turned his head to look at me, and suddenly raised his hand and tapped my chin.

"Hiss—" I realized that my chin had been cut and bleeding.

Both doctors and patients, as well as the police, went to the office, and the crowd of onlookers dispersed one after another. I went back to the ward, calmed down Mr. Lin who was woken up, and sat on the bed, holding the quilt in a daze.About half an hour later, the door of the ward was gently pushed open, and Dr. Gu stood at the door.I glanced at Teacher Lin who was asleep, and walked out.

"Your chin." Dr. Gu handed over a band-aid.

"Thank you." I took it and tore it open, only to find that there was no mirror in the corridor.

The doctor sighed softly, took the bandage and said, "Lift your head up."

I stood stiffly, being so close, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed. In the middle of the night, a lonely man and a widow... touched the band-aid and cleared my throat: "Is the matter over?"

"Hmm." He frowned slightly, looked at the door of the intensive care unit, was silent for a long time, and then whispered: "The first patient who walked on my hand."

Many people think that the profession of doctor is used to seeing life and death.It is impossible for anyone to be indifferent to life.However, when we see the terminally ill, our first reaction is compassion, while the first reaction of doctors is whether they can be saved and how to save them.

I looked at the ICU that had been cleaned up: "My uncle is a Chinese medicine doctor. He said that if he can be saved, he is doing his duty. If he cannot be saved, he is also doing his duty."

Doctor's handwriting: Girls, don't rush up so foolishly in the future.But that night, I did want to understand something.

Date: 2009.3.15
Today's ward is extremely quiet, patients in twos and threes get together and whisper about the chaos in the early morning.I went to fetch water from the boiling water room, Xiao Du was rubbing a towel, she turned her head and saw me: "Sister, are you going to lose your face?"

I couldn't laugh or cry: "There is no poison in her nails."

"Tsk, it's okay, let Dr. Gu be responsible for the disfigurement."

When Xiao Du was 11 years old, his parents divorced and he was sentenced to his mother. When he was 13 years old, his mother married far away, and he was left with his grandparents.Grandpa's retirement salary is not high, and grandma does hourly cleaning in the hospital to subsidize the family.Xiao Du's mischievous behavior did not affect the old couple's love for him at all. The little guy was like this until he was 18 years old, and his grandmother had a cerebral hemorrhage and left.At that time, he just knew that his grades in the college entrance examination were very bad.After the funeral, he came to the hospital to clean up his belongings. The nurse he knew asked him, "Xiao Du, what are you going to do next?"

"Look for a job! Make money!" The 18-year-old is frivolous and feels that the world is so big that he can find gold wherever he goes.

"Going to school is the best way for you to make money." A neutral voice.

"Tch, it's amazing to be a PhD student!" Xiao Du knew about this man, and his grandmother kept mentioning it to him when she got home.

"At least you can know the first aid method for cerebral hemorrhage, as well as daily care."

Xiao Du's grandmother left in a hurry, before she had time to say anything, she left, leaving her grandfather and him who were not in good health.

"You still have a grandfather. If I were you, I would go to school." The other party took the case and left the nurse's station tepidly.

Facing this man who was ten years older than him, Xiao Du found that he had no strength to retort at all.No one knows what happened next between these two people, but soon after, Xiao Du took over the shift of grandma, came to clean the ward twice a day at [-] o'clock in the morning and evening, and stayed in the ward all day on weekends to help, earning subsidies while repeating studies , I was not a child with a bad temper, so if I understand the truth, I will naturally be sensible.These are all mentioned by the head nurse during the chat: "Gu Wei treated him well, and now he still occasionally asks questions."

I still thought at the time, do people who have passed the college entrance examination for N years still remember what they learned in high school?

"Remember." Two hours later, Xiao Du shook the physics test paper in my hand to me who was reciting on the balcony, "Sister, do you study physics?"

I broke out in a drop of sweat, and just leaned on the balcony railing in such a weird way, while drawing the force breakdown diagram while slandering, Doctor Gu, you are doing well!You have been using biology in high school, how many years have I not touched physics in high school.

Date: 2009.3.16
At 7:20, when Dr. Gu showed up in the office on time, I was surprised. I didn’t see anyone yesterday. I thought he would be sent home after the dispute the night before, like in the TV series. Over"...TV dramas are indeed deceiving!
At eight o'clock, doctors big and small came to round the ward, and Mr. Lin was able to remove the stitches.When leaving the ward, Dr. Gu stayed at the end, looked back at me, and nodded.

The mother on the side glanced at me sharply: "What's wrong?"

"No." I can't tell you whether he is watching me disfigured or not.

At eleven o'clock, Dr. Gu came in with a stainless steel bowl and said, "Bed 39, the stitches have been removed."

I heard from my grandma that marriage threads are tied to everyone's fingers, so I like to observe men's hands more than their faces.Then the hands in front of me are quite in line with my aesthetics, clean, slender, with well-defined knuckles, with tweezers in the left hand and scissors in the right hand, they can be picked up, cut off, and pulled out flexibly. In less than 2 minutes, half of the thread was removed: "Remove half of it today, and half of it tomorrow."

"I can go home after dismantling." Teacher Lin was very excited.

"You miss home so much?"

"I'll see you later."

I was sweating wildly, Mr. Lin, what you said...

Dr. Gu pursed his lips and smiled, and packed up his things: "I hope you never come to see me. But your wife just signed the postoperative chemotherapy, and you will be back in 21 days."

While talking, Xiao Du poked his head at the door and saw the book in his hand. I walked towards the door, and the doctor on the other side also nodded and came over.Xiao Du saw two people approaching him at the same time: "Hey? Hey? Do you two want to start a tutoring class together?"

Doctor's handwriting: It was not me who sold you, but the head nurse.

Date: 2009.3.17
When I came back after lunch, I saw several family members of patients in the corridor stopping Dr. Gu.

"Doctor Gu, can you give me your contact information?"

"The head nurse has a duty phone for the office and the nurse's station."

"What about your personal contact information?"

"Our personal contact information is not public."

"Doctor, just leave one for me, I won't tell the outside world."

"Sorry, private calls are really inconvenient."

When I returned to the ward, Teacher Lin was about to go out.

"where to?"

"Ask the doctor for a contact number."

I raised the note in my hand: "Is there a call on duty? I have already asked the head nurse."

Teacher Lin ignored it completely: "The patient said that the on-duty phone is too busy. I'll ask the doctor."

"They won't give—" yours.People have gone far...

After 10 minutes, I came out after washing the fruits, and Teacher Lin was already leaning on the bed and listening to the radio.

"Are you coming?" I asked casually.

"Ah."

I turned my head stiffly: "Who is it?"

Teacher Lin ate grapes leisurely: "Doctor Gu's."

In the afternoon, Dr. Gu came to remove the remaining half of the thread.I tried my best to see something unusual on his face, but he was calm and composed.Teacher Lin chatted with him with great interest: "This speed is really skillful."

After dismantling, Dr. Gu straightened up and smiled, "I sewed this up."

I took a pen and paper and went forward: "Doctor Gu, what should I pay attention to when I go home? Is it convenient to take a bath with the incision? Are there any dietary restrictions? Is the complete biochemical set every three days or every three days..."

The doctor answered one by one, watching me scribbling, while maintaining a good interaction with my mother. When I finished writing, he politely nodded to us and said goodbye without any abnormality.I looked at the notebook in my hand, did I think too much?

Date: 2009.3.18
After checking the room in the morning, I couldn't find Dr. Gu, and I couldn't go through the discharge procedure without the doctor in charge of the bed signing the discharge notice.

"He has two operations in the morning." The head nurse checked the operation schedule, "The first operation at eight o'clock, and the second operation at 10:30. Wait for him to go to work in the afternoon."

At a quarter past ten, I was packing my luggage when there was a knock on the door of the ward. I was wearing a surgical gown again, with only a pair of eyes exposed. With a folder of medical records in my hand, I pulled out a signed notice.

"Didn't you have surgery?"

"There are two 10-minute intervals in between."

I looked at him and suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Hurry up and go through the formalities. Otherwise, you won't want to go home today." Come and go in a hurry.

Receiving medicine, photocopying medical records, swiping credit card, inter-hospital certification... At one o'clock in the afternoon, the car left the hospital.I subconsciously looked back at the building of the inpatient department, with some inexplicable emotions in my heart.

(End of this chapter)