For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 31 The Two of Us (2)
After going to the dormitory building, I pointed to the former dormitory to show him. Gu Wei raised his head, squinted his eyes and looked carefully: "The lighting is good."

Taking the bus home at night, leaning on Gu Wei's shoulder, I felt very calm.

"You always have to experience some unhappiness before you can experience happiness," he said.

In many movie novels, when the heroine meets the heroine, she will always be described as "I lived a meaningless life before I met you".

But after meeting Gu Wei, I gradually felt that everything I experienced before meeting him was meaningful, no matter good or bad.

I used to think that it would be great if I met each other earlier.But now I just feel that meeting each other at the best time and not missing it is true happiness.It's probably because of getting older and knowing how to be content.

old couple love mode
When I was in love, I never spent a lot of time together like other couples.Try to increase the time we spend together, either Gu Wei will come to school, or I will go to the hospital or his apartment.Even so, when both of us are busy, we often don't see each other for two or three weeks, so the vacation has become a precious time for us to spend time together.

It was the first summer vacation, after staying in City Y for nearly a month and returning to City X, the train station was crowded with people.When I got out of the station, Gu Wei came over, pulled me and walked out, just like fleeing.

I couldn't laugh or cry: "Doctor, when did you become so unstable?"

Doctor: "We haven't seen each other for almost a month."

I thought about it and said, "This is normal."

The doctor exploded: "Don't live your love life like an old couple!"

I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

Our dating is very old couple style, cooking, chatting, listening to music, it couldn't be simpler, because being under the same roof is sweet no matter what.

Doctor: "I'm unpacking what you sent to my email."

Me: "A recipe. It is specially made for a small family of two. It is healthy and delicious, with rich pictures and texts. You should learn it quickly."

Doctor: "Let me identify it."

Me: "Well, I'm in charge of the vegetarian ones, and you are in charge of the meat ones."

Doctor: "Does the recipe also indicate the division of labor among family members?"

Of course not, because I don't touch fresh meat very much.So I said confidently: "You are a professional, and your skills are better than mine."

Doctors always say, I describe him like a butcher.

After washing the dishes, I went to find Gu Wei, who was trimming a pot of duck palm trees on the balcony.

I prefer to appreciate flowers and plants than to tend them. If I were to raise them, I would probably often forget to water them.Therefore, I admire Gu Wei's patience and memory.

Watching him take the scissors leisurely here and there, I asked: "Is your temper so good since you were a child, or was it tempered by your parents?"

Gu Wei: "You guess?"

I looked at him from top to bottom: "Since you were young, you felt that the world is peaceful and all living beings are beautiful?"

Gu Wei: "I'm not that heartless. I have a good job and life, so is it necessary for me to have a bad temper?"

Men have somewhat of a dream of gold and iron horses in their bones, hoping to make great achievements one day, so they are always somewhat disappointed and irritable about the skinny reality.A senior brother, who was also a man of the hour when he was in school, was high-spirited, accompanied by his beautiful girlfriend, who envied everyone.After graduation, I signed a very good joint venture company, and my girlfriend was admitted to the firm. Everyone thought that this golden couple would continue to go smoothly.Two days ago, when the senior brother returned to school, he felt very desolate. After drinking for three rounds, he sighed "What the hell is wrong with this world?" Fire, girlfriend cheating.

The senior brother sighed: "No matter how deep the affection is, it can't compare with a sports car bungalow, and no matter how strong the ability is, it can't compare with a gilded turtle."

The crowd mourned.

Me: "In the end, the man burst into tears. I lamented that the so-called achievement of a career is all in vain. Seven out of [-], career and love, nothing can be achieved."

Gu Wei put away the scissors, washed his hands and said, "Tell him, he will have them at the age of 30."

I:"……"

Gu Wei: "In the face of reality, you can have ideals, but you can't have illusions. No one can reach the sky in one step. You should work hard and take one step at a time. This is the best life."

What is given will be received.This is the reason why Gu Wei can be at ease.

I touched his face and said, "Doctor, you are so kind." Then I thought, "Am I stealing your 30 years of revolutionary victories?"

Gu Wei: "It's okay, you belong to the high rate of return, don't worry."

I:"……"

My dress has always been plain and well-behaved, and I have been educated by Sansan many times: "Can you dress a little brighter? I am the same age and dress like a monk."

Once, she and Sansan crossed the road, she looked at all kinds of fashionable girls all over the street, and then looked back at me, who was clean and plain, and asked suspiciously: "Why did Gu Wei fall in love with you?"

Me: "Radish greens, each has its own love."

Then one day, I hung it around the doctor's neck and asked him: "Gu Wei, am I usually dressed too plainly?"

Gu Wei's ears turned red: "It's nice to give me a surprise once in a while. If there are too many surprises, my heart and brain vessels can't bear it."

Gu Wei's clothes are also mainly black and gray, so no matter what we wear, others will always see: "Eh? Couple clothes."

At the beginning, I explained the "coincidence", but later, I didn't bother to explain it.after that--

"I'm wearing a couple outfit again today."

Gu Wei: "Well, we pretend to be a couple every day."

I:"……"

I think Gu Wei is pretty good in every way, but——

Chen Cong: "Gu Wei's way is relatively vague, only he himself knows what tricks he uses."

Me: "I know too."

Head nurse: "The young man is more correct, but sometimes he is too correct."

Me: "Ah..." That's because you didn't see him twisting like a bug at home.

Zhang Wei: "Don't worry, this kid is... cold and well-behaved."

Who told you he was cold?

Gu Wei thinks that I am pretty good in every aspect, but——

Xiaocao: "Ah Xiao is vigorous and resolute. If he is ruthless, he can freeze people to death."

Gu Wei: "Like the wind...?"

Passerby A: "Don't you think Lin Zhixiao is boring?"

Gu Wei: "No. It's not good to be too noisy."

Sansan: "Oh, she is just a log herself, she has been studying stones all her life."

Gu Wei: "Very good, no one is robbing me."

So, two people are together, as long as you feel good.

If you want to hold hands, hold hands forever
For a while, Sansan and I were not in a good state.She is on the right track at work but lonely, and my relationship is getting clearer day by day, but my experiment is bumping into walls everywhere.

Once she came to see me, and I just came out from the supermarket with a bag of things, so we went back to the doctor's apartment together.Sansan held the teacup silently for a long time, and the first thing she said was: "Xiaoxiao, are you planning to stay in City X?"

I hummed.

Sansan: "I want to go back to City Y."

I was a little surprised. Whether Sansan is in the circle of classmates or in the circle of friends, her job is enviable. She is engaged in her favorite major and has a bright future. The reason she wants to leave.

Sansan: "A lot of times, I really feel that I don't belong to this city. Every day when I walk on the road after work, my mind is empty. When I go back to the apartment, I have a casual bite, surf the Internet, take a shower, sleep, and open my eyes. Another day, like a machine. Where can I not do this job? If you don’t have your own home in this city, what’s the point of staying here?”

Many of my classmates, especially the female classmates, seem to be like this. When they graduated, they tried their best to stay in City X with excellent grades, but a few years later, they resigned from their well-established jobs under the eyes of everyone in amazement. Get married and have children in your hometown.When I was young, I always thought that the whole family would not be hungry if one person was full, and the single life of earning money and spending by oneself was really carefree, but when I got older, I found that family and marriage always had an unspeakable temptation for women.

Sansan: "If you were me, would you go back?"

I said: "I can't make this assumption. I have already met Gu Wei."

Sansan: "Even if you have to be an accountant in the future?"

I thought about it: "Even if I can't pursue my favorite job, I will still stay in City X."

Staying by Gu Wei's side seems to be an irresistible instinct.Father, brother, teacher, friend, lover, partner, son... this man has played every possible male role in my life, and I can hardly imagine being apart from him.

Sansan smiled: "You used to dislike City X so much."

When I was a child, every summer vacation, I would be packed and sent to City X with Xiaoren to visit my grandparents, and to be influenced by my elder brother.When we were young, we couldn't stand on our own. Whenever we faced serious elders, we were as nervous as if we were being inspected.Every time I wandered around hand in hand with Xiaoren, every time the two of us went the wrong way and pretended to calmly ask for directions all the way home, every time I pulled Xiaoren through traffic and people like a hen guarding its chicks, I would say "next year Don't come to City X" thinking.

"But Gu Wei is here!" Because he was here, I stayed.

Sansan sighed: "Girl, why are you so stupid and cute."

After seeing off Sansan, I leaned against the door alone in a daze.

With a click, the bathroom door was opened, Gu Wei came out, his hair was still wet, walked up to me, stretched out his hand and hugged me into his arms.

I didn't ask him why he was at home, and I heard what and how much I heard. I just hugged his waist and called out "Gu Wei" softly.Some feelings, holding hands, is a lifetime.

For Mr. Gu, the apartment is basically no different from a hotel. He goes out with stars and moons, returns with stars and moons, and sleeps when he returns.Based on this main and basically the only function, Gu Wei's mattress is very good, neither soft nor hard, so when he goes to work on weekends, I use his apartment as a place to catch up on sleep, occupying the big bed alone and sleeping in the dark .

Gu Wei said to me: "I stood downstairs and saw that the lights were dark. I thought 'ah, no one'. When I came up and opened the door, I found you sleeping under the quilt. I really wanted to wake you up. "

I:"……"

Gu Wei: "I used to think that an apartment is a house, but now it feels like home."

He always likes to be romantic when I am not awake, and talk about hidden love words. One is that I have no resistance at that time, and the other is that I will subconsciously play what he said at that time in my mind like a repeater. .

Since no one harassed the whole process, and the environment was so beautiful, I often fell asleep and fell asleep, and I just overslept.

Once I woke up late, Gu Wei had already returned, sitting next to me and playing with my hair.

I looked at him and started to fugue.

Gu Wei laughed and pulled me up.A copy of World Cinema Journey slipped onto the bed in my hand.

He asked: "Have you seen a movie, "What's Eating Gilbert Grape"."

I nodded hesitantly, only a vague impression of the old movie.

Gu Wei: "The heroine is called Becky. Wherever she is, Gilbert's peace will be there."

At that time, I didn't fully understand his tenderness, and then I re-watched the whole movie: every day over and over again, trivial housework, calm troubles, simple happiness without cost, these are the real life.Maybe you can live alone, but in the end there will be someone who will bring you the direction of life, and then go on together.

One day when I went to the hospital, I happened to see Gu Wei sorting out his work diary, took out a photo from the title page pocket of the old diary, and put it in the new one.

It was a barbecue organized by their department, a large lawn, I sat on the blanket, he pillowed my leg, raised his arm, and showed me the photos in the camera, with a happy expression.

In the sunny April sunshine, the eyes can glow.

I don't know who snapped this photo.

On the back is Gu Wei's words, "2010.4 school", followed by a very serious comma, but there is no writing.

I am not a very tender person, or in other words, when I think I am very tender, I am still cold in the eyes of others.I usually don't have much mood swings, and even if I do, others won't notice it.In addition, I am relatively forgetful. Even if I was touched by many things at the time, I will forget them within two days after looking back.My mother said, I don't care about anything.But I think there is nothing wrong with being forgetful. I have also experienced happy things, and unhappy things will not affect me too seriously. This way life can be much simpler.

Passerby A often said that Lin Zhixiao can only talk about business affairs and not personal affairs. It is good to be a colleague and partner, but a lover can suffocate people to death.So sometimes I can't help but wonder how Gu Wei could stand my character and treat me so well for years.

He just said: "Are we bored together? I think it's fine."

Until one time I went on a trip with my friends, soaking in hot springs, during the peak season, there were more or less people in the large and small pools along the way, but there was a pool that was very deserted. The guide said that it was a mountain spring pool, which was basically used for viewing.

I got closer and saw that the water was very clear and cool, and a large natural stone nestled in the center of the pool.I don't know why I think of Gu Wei, his personality is really like a mountain spring, he looks gentle and clear, but when he holds it in his hand, he will give birth to an indescribable joy.Then in his arms, being a stone for the rest of his life is also very happy.

(End of this chapter)