For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 42
Grandpa: "Xiaobei is not a child who is very good at expressing emotions. Boys are like this. They have a lot of words and don't put them on their lips. No matter how much he thinks about it, he won't be embarrassed to speak."

I laughed: "Grandpa, don't worry, I understand. Moreover, Gu Wei's meaning to me has always been clear."

The next afternoon, in the morning Berlin time, I dialed the video call.

Me: "Mr. Gu, happy new year. Wake up."

Gu Wei's eyes were sleepy: "I slept very late last night."

Why do I?"

Gu Wei: "It's hard to sleep alone."

I laughed: "Do you want me to see you?"

Gu Wei's eyes were clear all of a sudden: "Really?" Then he shook his head, "You don't want to come."

Why do I?"

Gu Wei: "Once you come, you can't go back."

Me: "..." Grandpa's worry about him is completely unnecessary.

After the New Year, time passed quickly, and the countdown to Gu Wei's return began.

After the decoration of the new house was completed, I took a video and sent it to him. He was very satisfied: "Very good, I'm the only one missing."

I filled my new house with green plants, and walked in three by one: "Are you a new house or a botanical garden?"

Me: "Gu Wei said to absorb all possible residual toxic substances."

Sansan: "Tsk, I can't wait to become a regular." After returning, I told Xiao Zhongyi.

Boss Xiao teased Gu Wei: "Young man, it's like an arrow to return!"

Gu Wei teased and went back: "I am going smoothly, but your future is uncertain, so please yourself."

Xiao Boss, who failed to propose marriage, was so depressed that he couldn't speak.

Zhang Wei and Gu Wei from the Department of Cardiothoracic Surgery were dispatched together. They were roommates. When they were dispatched, Mrs. Zhang was pregnant, so the first thing Dr. Zhang did when he woke up every morning was to take his mobile phone and look at the photo of his wife’s belly. giggle.

When two people chat, they will talk about their other half from time to time.

Gu Wei: "She's very calm, she's used to being alone since she was a child."

Zhang Wei: "My girl is a little confused. I always worry about what's going to happen to her when I come out. I can't even fly back. Don't worry."

Gu Wei: "Yes, sometimes I think she's doing fine without me."

Zhang Wei: "Hahaha, this is a besieged city, you envy me, I envy you."

Later, Zhang Wei half-jokingly mentioned to me that "a couple should rely on each other", so I asked Gu Wei, "Should I cling to you more?"

Gu Wei didn't speak.

In fact, how can there be a girl who doesn't want to be held in the hands of her boyfriend all the time?only--

"I don't want you to get a call from the nurse's station when you're doing an important operation, and run out to answer it. I'm lost, or the water pipe is leaking, or I'm having a fight with a colleague, or I'm just struggling to buy a dress. White or black. I also don’t want, when you’re so busy that you hit the back of your head, there’s still an alarm on your phone that reminds me to eat or go to bed.”

Choosing a partner is choosing a life.The cousin said that being a doctor's wife may be as difficult as being a military wife. The latter is because you can't see her all the year round, and the former is because you know he is not far away from you, so you can't take care of her.

"Gu Wei, I chose to be a surgeon's wife."

"I know. But when I'm not busy, you can stick."

I was silent: "Gu Wei, you underestimate my dependence on you." The spiritual dependence is far heavier than the dependence on daily trivial matters.None of us are good at expressing our emotions in words, so we subconsciously choose to control our emotions, because we are afraid that if it is too strong, it will be uncontrollable if it is sprayed out.A lot of words, we just never said it.

Return
In April 2013, Mr. Gu finally returned as scheduled.

Seeing real people around me again is really better than anything else.

On the day of returning to China, I followed Gu Wei back to his parents' house. I washed the dishes and he followed silently to the kitchen. I helped grandpa find reading glasses and he followed silently to the study. He followed wherever he went without making a sound. Everyone laughed and said nothing.

I was a little embarrassed, and whispered: "Why are you following me?"

Gu Wei looked at me with a smile, his eyes were soft and bright.I let myself fall into that warm gaze, like wandering in the ocean, with no end in sight.

Grandpa passed by us: "Xiao Bei, your eyeballs are about to fall out."

I quickly came back to my senses and went to help in the kitchen.

At night, in the dead of night, I lay down in front of the telescope to look at the stars, Gu Wei looked at me with his head propped up, and the kiss came down after watching.The surrounding air is sweet and warm, and the smell of Gu Wei penetrates into my nostrils, and then steams out from the skin.The torment of longing was quickly erased. Thinking that we will be with each other in the future and will never be separated, I feel at ease and happy.

Gu Wei asked: "I'm not at home, how do you feel?"

I said, "I don't want to go through it again."

In the first week after Gu Wei came back, he made one request to me: "Don't live in the dormitory."

Reason: "I'm afraid that I will recognize the bed, and there is an acquaintance next to me, so I can adapt faster." (What does it mean to have an acquaintance?)
In the first two days of jet lag, Gu Wei always sleeps and wakes up at night.When I woke up in the middle of the night, I saw him squinting his eyes, looked at me and blinked twice, and then slowly closed them.

In the morning, Gu Wei asked: "Why are you still awake in the early morning?"

"I'm not used to it when you just came back." I didn't intend to tell him that I haven't slept well since he went abroad.

Gu Wei frowned: "You sleep better if I don't come back?"

I do not."

Gu Wei was suspicious: "When I'm not here, do you often stay up late?"

I immediately whitewashed the peace: "No, I'm excited to see you."

Gu Wei: "You've been excited for almost a week."

Me: "I'm...very excited!"

Gu Wei: "You used to sleep to death at eleven o'clock."

I:"……"

Gu Wei: "Lin Zhixiao! Could it be that you didn't sleep well because I wasn't at home!" He didn't think about lovesickness at all, he just thought that I stayed up late indiscriminately.

Me: "How do you describe yourself like sleeping pills?"

Gu Wei: "..."

After 5 minutes, I gave in and poked Gu Wei who was reading: "Didn't I think of you?"

Gu Wei raised his eyelids and said coolly, "Lovesickness is so serious."

Me: "You think everyone is like you."

Gu Wei raised his head: "You don't know that I--"

Me: "N times what?"

Gu Wei: "Nothing."

"N times what?" I became more and more suspicious.

"..." I couldn't pry it out.

Later, when I talked to Sansan, she couldn't understand it, and then told Xiao Zhongyi unscrupulously.Boss Xiao smiled after hearing this, and said, "I understand in seconds."

I didn't understand it at first, but because Boss Xiao understood it in seconds, I probably understood it in seconds.

After Gu Wei came back, my biological clock became extremely regular, and the alarm clock didn't work much anymore.

Once I went to a meeting in another city, bought tickets early, and had to wake up an hour earlier in the morning. I was afraid that I would not wake up, so I set the alarm.

the next morning.

Ding Lingling——

I want to reach out to reach it, but Gu Wei has already raised his hand to press it: "Get up."

"Yeah." I turned my head and continued to sleep.

1 minute later.

Ding Lingling——

Gu Wei pressed it: "Lin Zhixiao, get up."

"Yeah." Continue to sleep.

1 minute later.

Ding Lingling——

Gu Wei said "Huh?", touched my phone and took a closer look.

1 minute later.

Ding Lingling——

Gu Wei jumped up from the bed: "How many alarms have you set!"

Me: "Ten..."

Gu Wei: "Lin Zhixiao, get up for me!! Why do you set so many alarms?!"

Me: "I'm afraid I can't get up..."

Gu Wei: "Do you think I'm dead?!"

Taking Gu Wei to see the renovated house, he turned around, entered the bedroom, and was stunned.

That was before he went to Berlin, he once caught up in the apartment.

I added a blanket to him and it turned out to be warmer, and he fell asleep with his arms outstretched, and after a while, his arms were raised up to his head (just like a baby), and after a while, The foot kicked the quilt to the chest, and after a while, kicked to the ribs, and after a while, kicked to the belly...

I just took a picture every 5 minutes.

Then take it to print, put in a photo frame, and put together six photo frames, large and small, and hang them on the bedside of the new home.

Gu Wei was so embarrassing that he almost collapsed... But his family members said he was very loving, so after he protested N times to be invalid, the six photo frames hung in place unharmed.

When the new house was decorated, Chen Cong was the first to visit.When we heard the doorbell, we went to open the door together.

Chen Cong smiled wretchedly: "Hi~ little couple~"

us:"……"

"You can't come empty-handed for the first visit!" Chen Cong took the hand that had been behind his back to his front with a smirk on his face, holding a huge durian in his hand!

Gu Wei had no expression on his face, and closed the door very smoothly and quickly with a bang.

I was embarrassed: "Why did you close the door? The visitor is a guest."

Gu Wei: "He's here to kick the gym."

I:"……"

After Gu Wei came back, there were constant dinners.

I just told him "Try not to drink alcohol" the day before, and the next day I received a call from Chen Cong: "Your Gu Wei is drunk! Come pick him up, pick him up!"

I hurried over from the school, knowing Gu Wei for so long, I have never seen him drunk. (Exactly, I don't know the difference between being drunk and not being drunk.)
When I knocked on the door of the box, I found that half of the people inside were unknown to me, and Gu Wei looked slightly drunk.

I thought they were over, but I didn't expect a table of people to eat high, and suddenly they all stopped and stared at me, instantly embarrassed: "I came early."

Chen Cong: "It's not too early, Gu Wei won't be able to hold on if you don't come."

Then he was placed next to Gu Wei amidst the sound of "brother and sister" and "sister-in-law".

I leaned over slightly, stretched out a finger under the table, and lowered my voice: "How much is this?"

Gu Wei replied quickly: "Two."

Me: "Very good. I'm not drunk." I can't even find anyone who is really drunk.

Gu Wei lowered his head and pursed his lips into a smile.

A: "Hey, what are the young couple doing?"

Me: "See if he's drunk."

B: "Are you drunk?"

I am drunk."

C: "Then what should I do if I haven't finished the wine yet?"

I thought for a while: "Or, do you pack?"

In the following time, he and Gu Wei faced the bombardment of a table of people.

Male student: "Does Gu Weizang hide his private money?"

Me: "Hide."

Male classmate: "Where is it hidden?"

Me: "Bank."

Female classmate: "Does Gu Wei have many girls chasing after him?"

I have no idea."

Gu Wei: "Don't try to sow discord."

I never knew that Gu Wei's private life would be so attractive.

On the way back, Chen Cong said, "Gu Wei, breakfast for a week..."

I looked suspiciously at Gu Wei, he was sitting upright with his eyes closed.

When Chen Cong got out of the car, he patted Gu Wei on the shoulder: "I tricked you to come here for you. The senior can only help you here. Staple food, fruit, nothing less, one week. Bye." up.

I gritted my teeth: "Gu—Wei——" You give me an explanation.

Gu Wei propped his head up and closed his eyes: "I'm drunk. I fell asleep." The trickery was utterly lacking in skill.

"Let me know"

After a brief encounter, we each fell into a busy work and study. The peak season of surgery and the season of papers were superimposed, and we were so busy that we could only see each other.

During a lunch break, I went to the hospital to deliver meals and listened to the chats of Gu Wei’s colleagues in an office.

Dr. Dong: "Hey, have you settled on the people for the Xinjiang aid project?"

I was flipping through Wei's work log at the time, and when I heard this sentence, I didn't know what was going on, and my mind went blank, leaving only the two characters "Aid to Xinjiang", and I immediately turned my head to look at Gu Wei, who was sorting out inspection notices by the cabinet, He looked up at me.

For the next time, I looked at the diary and my consciousness drifted until my hair was messed up. When I looked up, I found that there were only two of us left in the office.

Gu Wei sat next to me: "I'm not in the Xinjiang aid team."

I said, "Oh."

Gu Wei: "You've been reading this page for about ten minutes."

I said: "Oh." Turned a page.

Gu Wei sighed and stroked my back: "I'm back to my senses, I'm back to my senses, I'm back to my senses."

I said, "You left after getting engaged last time, this time..."

Gu Wei: "Go too. Go on honeymoon."

I said, "Oh."

Gu Wei: "Don't act like a little daughter-in-law who resigns herself to everything."

I said, "Oh."

Gu Wei: "..."

After Gu Wei came back, Teacher Lin went to review.

On the day of the re-examination, a friend of Gu Wei called to ask him about something, and he happened to see Director A in the expert clinic for a re-examination by Mr. Lin, so he answered the phone and said, "My dad is here for a re-examination, I will get back to you later. "Just hung up.

My friend turned pale when he heard that, and he happened to be at the school again (the school where the doctor's wife taught), so he went to the doctor's wife's department office, and when he saw the doctor's wife, he asked, "Mr. Wei, what's wrong with Uncle Gu?"

The doctor's wife was puzzled: "It's fine."

"Then how to go to Gu Wei's hospital for reexamination?"

"That's his old man."

This is regarded as an oolong and spread all over the circle of friends. When I heard about it, I just felt very heartwarming.

It was finally the weekend, Gu Wei was on duty, I went to the hospital to see him, I saw him with a plain face and a slight frown.

Chen Cong smiled and said, "He applied this morning, but it was put on hold."

Me: "What application?"

Chen Cong: "Application for marriage leave."

I was taken aback and looked at Gu Wei.He stood up expressionlessly, kicked out Chen Cong who was watching the fun, closed the door of the duty room, turned around and said to me: "Just to inform you, we are going to get married."

Sure enough, you "notified" me...Mr. Gu, your marriage proposal is really different!
(End of this chapter)