For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 64 Dear Gu Wei (3)
When I was abroad, Mr. Lin once chatted with his son-in-law Gu Weiweng: "When Lin Zhixiao's grandmother gave birth to her mother, she had a difficult labor, and blood was mixed everywhere at that time. Then, when Lin Zhixiao's mother gave birth to her, Premature and dystocia. At that time, gay men were not allowed in the delivery room, but the situation was too urgent, and I accompanied the delivery in the delivery room the whole time. Just watching her in pain, until the end of the pain, she could no longer cry out, it was too painful. "

I said, "Why are you talking to Gu Wei about this?"

Teacher Lin: "It's not easy for you to come here!"

Me: "Do you know what kind of psychological shadow you scare Gu Wei out of?"

Teacher Lin: "What?"

Me: "He insisted that there must be a lot of people around me to take care of me, and they must be relatives before I can have children."

Teacher Lin: "Oh. That's good."

Me: "No! I said... oh..." Mr. Lin, what do you want me to say about you?
I was so depressed: "It's a baby, why are you scaring him?"

Teacher Lin: "I didn't scare him. I just told him that it's very dangerous for lesbians to have children. Since ancient times, it's always a trip before the gate of hell."

I =_=: "He is a doctor, can he not know what is going on with giving birth? Besides, dystocia is not hereditary."

Mother: "Your father is also doing it for your own good, besides, our family is small-boned."

I looked at my dear family and was discouraged: "Is it okay for me to have a caesarean section?"

Teacher Lin suddenly trembled: "Cesarean section, so you plan to have one?"

Me: "Well."

Teacher Lin: "Then...where should I bring it?"

Mother: "What's none of your business? Take your own children."

Teacher Lin: "That won't work, then what should I do when I retire?"

Mother: "Can't you stay with me?!"

Before going to bed at night, I tugged at Gu Wei's sleeve: "Don't think too much about the dystocia my dad told you about, it's not hereditary."

While reading a book, Gu Wei let out a faint "hmm", raised his eyelids and scanned me from head to toe: "Be careful."

= _ =
My parents came to X city to do business, and before leaving, I had a meal with the doctor's parents and grandfather.I don't know how the parents reached an agreement through brain wave communication, and set the target for us as soon as the chopsticks were put down.

30 years old to have a child.From now on, hurry up and enjoy the two-person world, while enjoying it, while taking care of your body.Don't work overtime if you don't work overtime, don't stay up late if you don't stay up late, don't drink alcohol if you can, don't smoke secondhand smoke if you can.

Gu Wei and I: "..."

The doctor's wife: "That's it, you guys don't want to make any more troubles about this matter."

Gu Wei: "We didn't quarrel..."

Mother: "Huh?"

Are we usually too harmonious, causing us to be a little bit out of harmony, and it seems like something big has happened?
Gu Wei laughed: "Father and mother, we are really good."

I nodded quickly, little by little.

Doctor father: "Oh! You two..."

The atmosphere suddenly became melancholy.

Gu Wei squeezed my fingers, and I immediately said, "Dad, Mom, we are doing fine."

Gu Wei smiled: "We love each other very much."

I embarrassingly echoed: "Ah! Love each other."

Grandpa smiled: "Okay, don't worry about the two of them, I think they are doing very well."

Gu Weimeng and I nodded.

The atmosphere suddenly turned back again, the two mothers started talking about travel again, and the two fathers started talking about work again. Grandpa looked at us both with a smile: "Are you full? Let's go for a walk with grandpa."

Gu Wei: "You won't give us ideological and political lessons, will you?"

Grandpa: "What class are you taking, you two are so sticky?"

In fact, the parents organized a group to tease us, right?

After turning off the lights at night, I said softly, "Gu Wei, I have an application."

Gu Wei: "What?"

Me: "Can... a little... a little earlier?"

Gu Wei: "Huh?"

Me: "I met you at the age of 22, thirty years old, didn't you follow in Teacher Lin's footsteps, the eight-year war of resistance?"

Gu Wei: "Yes, approved."

I just said "Yeah" in my heart--

Gu Wei: "Then seven years."

I... seven is your lucky number?so persistent?

Me: "Do you want to be a father again at 40?!"

Gu Wei smiled: "Can't count? You are 29 and I am 35."

Me: "Then the second one is forty?"

Gu Wei was taken aback suddenly: "Xiao Lin——"

Me: "That...well, I thought about it, and I think that two children are very good, they have a companion for each other, and the only child is too lonely. You see, Xiaoren and I have been companions since we were young, and we have grown up What a pleasing personality, look at big brother..."

Gu Wei: "Did you have two cuts? Two scars on the stomach?"

I tried to liven up the atmosphere: "This...or, one location is cut twice?"

Gu Wei: "School of Lin!"

I:"……"

Gu Wei lay down: "One. Sleep."

Me: "...two."

Gu Wei: "!!!!!!"

Me: "Serve the motherland! The aging population is so serious now."

Gu Wei: "Two knives."

Has anyone talked like this? !Powerless...

I never know how much you love me, just like you never know how much I love you

Go to see grandpa with Gu Wei.Sitting by the tea beach, watching the grandpa and grandson standing side by side on the terrace doing Tai Chi.

Spanning nearly sixty years, their eyebrows and the charm in their bones are exactly the same.

I said: "Gu Wei, after 60 years, if you remain in the state of grandpa, I will write you a love letter every day."

Gu Wei: "Why do you have to wait until I am seventy or eighty?"

I laughed: "Because I'm afraid you will be abducted by other old ladies."

I learned small multigrain pancakes from my colleagues, and my grandpa stood next to me to watch me do the experiment.When the first piece came out, Grandpa tasted it and said, "Not bad."

Gu Wei came in: "Look at you, you smile so sweetly."

Me: "Hey..." I must be happy to be so successful for the first time!
Grandpa smiled: "Little guy, you've come to me because you're jealous."

Comrade Gu Wei, who was running to the fourth, was called "little guy" by me for the next two days.

After taking a shower, Gu Wei lay down on the bed and stretched himself.

I followed him and leaned on his back: "After ten years of cultivation, we can cross the same boat, and after a hundred years of cultivation, we can sleep together!"

Gu Wei: "Then why did you go for the last 100 years?"

Me: "Eat fast and recite the Buddha's name, do good deeds and accumulate virtue."

Gu Wei laughed.

Me: "Before reincarnation, I was a volunteer, helping Po Meng to force passers-by, one after another, one after another."

Gu Wei: "Ah..."

Me: "Then when I saw someone I liked, I thought, hey, this young man is pretty good, just mark it, and then turn around and reincarnate with you."

Gu Wei: "..."

Once Gu Wei was on the night shift, and I didn't know what to have for dinner by myself. I fumbled around in the kitchen. When I opened the closet, I found the oven that had been left in the cold for a long time.So I moved out to research recipes.I grilled a piece of yellow croaker, wrapped a sweet potato in it and baked it, it was a joy.

The next morning, when Gu Wei came back, he saw the oven in the kitchen and half a sweet potato (it was too big to finish eating), he went to the bedroom and asked me, "Did you eat the roasted sweet potato last night?"

? ? ?Me: "Hmm..." (Haven't woken up yet.)
So he got up 10 minutes later and found Gu Wei ping-pong in the kitchen.

I wandered over, the soymilk machine was running, the electric baking pan was baking pumpkin pie, the toaster was on, the oven was on, the microwave was on, and the pan was still frying.

Me: "Didn't you have breakfast?"

Gu Wei: "I didn't eat it seriously."

Me: "Are you checking all the appliances in the kitchen?"

"I see you are so pitiful." Gu Wei said while flipping through the ham, "I'm not at home, your dinner is too good, right?"

Me: "Last night, I had a grilled fish, a plate of salad, a glass of juice, and a plate of roasted sweet potato chips. The combination of meat and vegetables is complete and nutritious."

Gu Wei: "..." After a moment of silence, he curled his lips, "I just wanted to make you a meal on a whim."

Another time, after he was on duty the next day, he was delayed due to some unexpected circumstances, and he ran into a traffic jam on the way back, and he got home almost one o'clock without lunch.

I wanted to shorten the time for him to eat quickly, so I asked, "Do you want dumplings or noodles?"

Gu Wei: "Not very hungry."

I made a big bowl of vegetable and mushroom soup.

The person who said he was not hungry just now took his chopsticks and started eating after taking a shower.

Gu Wei: "Why can't I make this flavor?"

Me: "Because you don't drip sesame oil."

Gu Wei was enlightened: "Oh!"

Me: "I don't put perilla leaves either."

Gu Wei looked like he had opened up the two veins of Ren and Du: "It turns out that my wife smells like sesame oil and perilla."

While writing something in the study, my heart rate suddenly became too fast, my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't make a sound, so I threw the pen in my hand to the floor.Gu Wei heard a voice outside and asked, "What's the matter?" He walked in, threw the book aside, ran over and hugged me to the floor.

I waved my hand, stroked my chest one by one, and after a while, I calmed down: "It's okay."

Gu Wei still frowned.

Me: "Suddenly out of breath."

Gu Wei: "Has this happened before?"

Me: "It's just a normal sinus arrhythmia."

Gu Wei: "When did you find out?"

I thought about it: "It's so young, primary or junior high school. At that time, the doctor said that teenagers are more common, and it will be fine when they grow up." I touched his face and said, "Don't be nervous." His chest and back were sweating.

Even though Gu Wei called home and my mother read him the diagnosis from several years ago, I was taken to the hospital for another examination.After many years, I went home again with Holter on my back.

Sitting on the sofa and staring at Gu Wei.

I tried to be funny: "Does it look like a robot?"

Gu Wei didn't cooperate at all, his face was expressionless.

I am okay."

Gu Wei remained expressionless.

I smiled and rubbed his face: "If there is a problem with my factory, you are allowed to ask my mother to return the product."

Gu Wei: "What and what! Who wants to return the product?!"

In the evening, lying side by side with Gu Wei and chatting.

I touched the wires on my body: "Some people love Transformers, but no one loves Transformers. Tsk, this feeling..."

Gu Wei: "Yesterday your mouth was white."

I leaned over and kissed him on the face: "It's okay. It means I'm still young."

On the third day, I went to the hospital to dismantle Holter.

At night when I went to bed, Gu Wei held me in his arms and put one hand on my chest.

Gu Wei: "Why do I feel that your heartbeat is still a little violent. You must pay attention in the future."

I:"……"

If any woman puts a man's hand on her chest, her heartbeat will be abnormal, okay?

Once on a business trip, I was allergic to a kind of local pollen. After I came back, I had a large rash of blisters on my body. It happened to be the weather in June and July. I was really anxious.

It’s okay when I’m awake, but my willpower is weaker when I’m asleep——

Gu Wei: "Don't grab it with your hands."

Me: "itch."

Gu Wei: "Girls can't have scars on their bodies."

"..." looked at him pitifully.

Gu Wei sighed, put me in his arms, grabbed my hands: "Sleep."

He held my hand like that all night for three days.

I'm going on a business trip. The day before the business trip, I tidy up the dressing room. Gu Wei stood by and watched.

I picked out ten shirts and five pairs of trousers, matched them well, hung them up in order, and told him: "Just wear them in order."

Calculating the time, the coat changed from thick to thin: "Change the temperature to a thicker one, and warm it up to a thinner one."

The shoes are in a row alone, and after thinking for a while: "Follow the feeling, if you really don't know how to put it on, just...just put it on randomly."

Gu Wei laughed: "I'm going to follow in Teacher Lin's footsteps, and sooner or later I'll lose the ability to take care of myself."

Me: "Aha, that would be great. Best if you can't live without me."

Gu Wei curled his lips: "You have finally exposed the dark side of your heart."

= _ =
At night, after turning off the lights, Gu Wei said softly, "Lin Zhixiao, be careful outside."

I said "um".

He looked at me and blinked, then finally leaned over and kissed me on the forehead.

I fell into his arms: "You should pay attention to rest at home."

Neither of us is used to talking about "love". We have been in love for so many years, and we have never asked each other "do you love me?" questioned the answer to this question.

Finished writing a diary and took a new one.Gu Wei saw it, took it over, opened the title page, and signed his name.

I→_→...

I would write a random sentence on the title page of each diary before, mostly about my mood when I opened a new diary, such as "good good study, day day up".

As a result, I saw Gu Wei's name in the lower right corner, and it was embarrassing there.

Gu Wei: "You write."

Me: "What are you writing?"

Gu Wei: "Write whatever you want to write." Then he added, "Just don't be too weird."

Me: "You still ask me for the diary."

Gu Wei spread out his hands, looking like "you are free".

I just drew a pen, and he was next to him again: "I signed it, don't write indiscriminately."

I laughed out loud, how afraid are you that I will write a sentence on it, "I am not married to a human being"?

After finishing writing, hand it in front of his eyes, Gu Wei glanced at it, pursed his lips and smiled, with a tone of "I don't care", and continued to read the book with his head down.

"My heart longs for you as a deer longs for a brook.

顾魏
2014.4.10 "

(End of this chapter)