The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 519 I'm With You, I Want To Hold You Like This Always

Xu Weiwei's words did not get an answer from Ji Liuguang, he just left indifferently.

When Mu Xiangwan returned to the coffee, Shen Shaoting was no longer there, she was taken aback for a moment, went to ask the waiter for his whereabouts and received a call, seeing that it was his call, she immediately answered, "Shaoting, where are you? "

"Wanwan, the company has a temporary emergency. I'll go over and deal with it. I've already called the driver to pick you up. You can go back to rest later, and I'll go home to accompany you later."

Is there something wrong with the company?

From his tone, it seemed that there was something urgent, but Mu Xiangwan was used to all this, so she responded, "Okay, then remember to eat dinner on time."

"I will."

"Shao Ting." Afraid that he would hang up, Mu Xiangwan immediately said again, "I was looking for Liu Guang just now for nothing else, just to resolve the misunderstanding between you, don't be angry."

"Fool, how could I be angry? As I said, it was my fault that I didn't trust you before. You are my woman, and I am willing to believe you."

"I'll go to the supermarket to buy vegetables later. In the evening, when you come back, can we have dinner together?"

Shen Shaoting sat in the car, looked at her petite figure standing in the coffee, "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, he started the car and went to the hospital instead of the company.

Regarding the illness, he was more or less aware of it before, but he just didn't dare to face it.

Seeing Ji Liuguang looking at Mu Xiangwan's doting and admiring eyes just now, he had mixed feelings in his heart, and there were unspeakable emotions surging in his heart.

Mental illness was to him a physical disability.

He didn't know when he would get sick, let alone what would happen when he got sick?Would he do anything harmful to her?

He was afraid to face it, but he was even more afraid that in the days to come, there would be no way to protect Mu Xiangwan, a girl who was so pure, so persistent, and so strong.

Ji Liuguang is very good to her, he admits from the bottom of his heart, maybe, he will never be like him, but he doesn't want to give Mu Xiangwan to him, he thinks, her happiness in this life is up to him Give, not another man.

The more he thought about it, the sadder he felt, and the more he felt that he was not a man!

When the car drove to the hospital, he was in a trance. He turned on his mobile phone to call the doctor, and then got into the elevator.

In the closed room, Shen Shaoting was sitting there, and a male doctor on the opposite side spoke to him with his qualifications, "Speak out about the confusion in your heart and the things that have been suppressing your heart and controlling your emotions."

Shen Shaoting closed his eyes in pain, "I don't know, I don't know what is controlling me, I just know, I don't want to continue like this, one day, I will go crazy!"

"Don't get excited, have you seen this painting, tell me, what are your thoughts?"

Shen Shaoting looked down, there was a small house in the painting, a little boy was alone, looking up at the window.

Seeing that painting, the scene of a man being tied up and a gangster pointing a gun at him suddenly flashed in his mind.

He ran his hands through his hair, "I don't know."

"You have to answer this question, and you can vent your emotions!"

"Sunlight."

"Lonely."

"anything else?"

"die!"

Shen Shaoting's eyes were dark, the muscles on his face were stretched and twitched slightly. Speaking of death, the scene of two corpses lying in front of him once again appeared in front of his eyes. He clenched his fists tightly with both hands, and the doctor was still talking about something , the next second, he grabbed his neck suddenly, "Don't force me!"

He was so strong that the doctor was caught off guard and thrown on the ground. He fell to the ground and looked at Shen Shaoting's ruthless look, "What do you think is forcing you? Driving you like this?"

"Damn it! You should all die! You shouldn't argue in front of me over and over again. I've endured it for a long time!"

"Kill everything and it will be over, so you don't have to live in such pain."

The doctor was pinched out of breath, "Calm down, see who I am! What do you think you are living for now? If you feel pain, then you should have died a long time ago. Why have you lived until now! Because You have people you care about, you have brothers and friends, this is why you have to live, and you have to come to see me for them!"

Shen Shaoting was stunned by the doctor's words, and he stood up slowly, "Wan Wan, I don't want to lose her, and I don't want her to be afraid of me because of my illness, and to give up on me, I also want to be like a normal person." alive."

"The purpose of showing you this painting is to tell you that no one lives in a world of haze all their lives. Even if you are alone, you can welcome the rainbow after the storm."

"You have someone you like, she is the most powerful light in your heart, you have to cooperate with me for her, receive treatment well, and live like a normal person."

"How can I recover from my illness? How can I control my emotions, how can I not hurt the people around me, I have done a lot of wrong things, I don't want to keep doing this wrong, I want to make up, I I want to give her a good future, a good life, and a good family."

"Sit down, I'll talk to you slowly!"

Compared with Shen Shaoting just now, he was indeed much calmer this time, and he sat down calmly.
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It wasn't until dark that Shen Shaoting returned to the villa. At this time, Mu Xiangwan was busy in the kitchen. When changing shoes, he saw her petite figure from a distance.

Thinking of Ji Liuguang's doting eyes on her, his chest tightened slightly, and after changing his shoes, he walked over with a softer pace.

At this moment, Mu Xiangwan was concentrating, and didn't notice that he had come back at all. He only smelled a familiar breath, and the next second, he was embraced in his arms. He leaned his head and chin against her shoulder, With an obsessed look, "It smells so good."

Mu Xiangwan stopped and looked back. Shen Shaoting kissed her lips, and the blush on her little face, "When did you come back?"

"just came back."

"Are you done with the company's affairs?"

Naturally, he didn't tell the truth where he went, "Well, I was full of you, so I came back early."

"Shao Ting, don't make trouble, it will burn in a while."

"Wanwan." Shen Shaoting held her tender little hand, "From now on, I'll cook for you. With such a tender hand, I don't want to let you get hurt."

The corners of Mu Xiangwan's mouth curled slightly, "I only cook once in a while. Besides, I don't have a job, I don't cook, and I don't know what to do. You wait for me outside, and I'll be fine soon. .”

"I'm with you, I want to hold you like this forever."

"What's wrong with you today?" Mu Xiangwan turned the fire on and looked back at him, "Did something happen to the company?"

(End of this chapter)