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Chapter 1721 He hated her for 20 whole years!
There is also a hint of imperceptible weakness.

Gong Nanli looked at the man who seemed to be asleep, and shouted in a low voice.

However, there was still no answer.

"Mother's queen...Mother's queen...I am Nan'er, look, I am Nan'er..." Gong Nanli leaned forward, threw himself on the ground from the wheelchair, and knelt down.

He knelt beside the bed, holding the hand of Queen Mother Huide tightly with both hands, and buried his face in it...

The silver hair hung down, covering his face and expression, but he could only hear a sobbing cry: "Mother, mother...don't leave Nan'er alone..."

Gong Nanli has never been so vulnerable as he is now, no matter how indifferent, cruel and evil he is in the eyes of others, but in the eyes of Queen Huide, he will always be a child who is full of hatred and quarrels.

Yes, he was a child, her child.

Gong Nanli hated Queen Mother Huide, since he learned the truth at the age of five, he hated her.

The reason he hated her for giving birth to him was to detoxify himself and transfer the poison to the young him.

He hated her for loving and caring for him all because of guilt and condemnation of conscience.

He hated her for separating herself from the only child she liked, and letting herself live alone in coldness and silence for a lifetime.

He hated her for clearly not liking him, but still pretending to be loving, asking him to forgive, and saying that she loved him.

He hated her, he hated her for 20 years!
In the days after the death of his father, in the days when Xiao Le'er was alienated from him, in the days after Le'er set himself on fire, in every day when he was lonely and gnawed at his heart and wanted to die, this kind of hatred was on the contrary... It became another motivation for him to live.

Because he hates her, so he will not die easily, he just wants to see her regretful and hypocritical appearance, he just wants to see her painful appearance, whether it is true or not.

For 20 years, thousands of days-days and nights, he has infiltrated this hatred into his bones, and he can't even pull it out.

And this kind of hatred, likewise, has become a part of the emotions in his heart. Many times, before he himself thinks clearly, this emotion will spontaneously make judgments and respond.

Just like not long ago, when the terminally ill and dying Queen Mother Huide asked him to forgive, he didn't have time to think about it, but the vicious and indifferent words of refusal had already blurted out.

I'm used to it, I'm really used to it, a kind of habitual hatred that seeps into my bones and blood, or in other words, a habit with hatred.

Under the control of this habit, Gong Nanli never thought that one day the person he hated would die and disappear.

Therefore, even before that person was about to die, he was still indifferent and gloomy, leaving no room for anything, and showing his hatred to the best of his ability.

However, now, the person I hated for 20 years suddenly disappeared, and I will never show a painful expression in the face of his hatred, and I will never look at him carefully and lovingly, and I will never do anything again. Either to please him or to nervously make some arrangements for him...

Gong Nanli suddenly found that his heart seemed to have been pierced by something, and there was a big, big hole, which was there in a vain manner, and he couldn't find anything to fill it.

(End of this chapter)