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Chapter 1722 He hated her for 20 whole years! 2
He was suddenly at a loss, he didn't know what to do next, and he didn't know what to do next.

He felt that he was like a green plant floating in the air with no place to stay, just floating like that, but he didn't know where to stay.

Because there is no place for him to take root...

In the past, no matter whether it was a cold war with the Queen Mother Huide, no contact with her, or even insisting on going out of the palace to build a mansion, Gong Nanli knew subconsciously that in this royal city, in this royal palace, in this royal city, in this royal palace, In this Fushou Palace, there is a person here, a person he deeply hates.

No matter what happened to him, this person would please him and deal with it. No matter how dangerous the situation was, she would protect him with all her might.

It's like no matter how far he flies, no matter how he sways, no matter what kind of movements he makes, there is a faint thread on his body that is held in the hands of Queen Huide.

Because he knows that there is this person who will escort him, he is so confident and can do whatever he wants.

But now, the thread is broken.The person holding this thread is gone.

Gong Nanli was really, really, at a loss...

It was not until this moment that Gong Nanli realized that his hatred for the past 20 years was actually not as deep as he imagined.

Even though he hated it at the beginning, why didn't he fade away before he knew it?
Even once when he had an illness, he suddenly thought, thanks to his own illness, otherwise how painful that person would be at such an old age.

However, such thoughts were only fleeting, and he soon thought that this pain was given to him by that person, and then he told himself that he should continue to hate that person.

Yes, hating that person, he clearly told himself so.

However, now that I think about it, if I really hated that person so much, how could I immediately return to the palace regardless of the danger of being framed by the monarch when I heard the news that that person was seriously ill?

If I really hated that person so much, why would I feel so sad when I saw that person's expression of pain and pleading?
If he really hated that person so much, why did he arrange people around her to protect her safety, in case she was framed by the monarch?

If I really hated that person so much, why would I still remember her birthday every year, carefully select and send her birthday gifts, and then I can't wait to know her reaction?
If I really hated that person so much, why would I still feel pain in my heart as if I was going to die after this person had died, feeling empty and at a loss what to do?

If he really hated that person that much, shouldn't he be laughing and toasting now?

Does he really hate this person...

Why, why are the eyes so hot?

Why can't I see clearly because of the fog in my eyes?

Why is there water running down my cheeks?

Why do I feel so uncomfortable...

"Mother, mother... Please, please wake up, please? Don't leave Nan'er behind, please..." The deep and hoarse voice echoed in the empty room, and the crying voice was like Abandoned children are generally helpless and pitiful.

Gong Nanli tightly hugged the dry wood-like hand of Queen Mother Huide...

【Seeking support】

(End of this chapter)