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Chapter 1828 Fanwai: Speak out what's in your heart

Although that time was hard, it was also the happiest time in her life.

"At that time, I was very hesitant, lost my purpose in life, and couldn't find my direction at all. It was you who never left me by my side, and made me realize that I am not alone, and there is another person who laughs and grieves with me... "

"Later, you were the one who cheered me up and rediscovered my life goals and the direction of my efforts. It was also from that time that I seriously examined my feelings for you.

Although it took two long years before I realized that my feelings for you were definitely not from brother to sister, but fortunately I finally realized that you are the one I really like and have always cared about..."

"During that time, I was like a weak person who grabbed a straw, and you were that straw. It's hard to imagine what I would be like without your straw..."

Ji Tingfeng's eyes were red, his throat was slightly stalked, and his chest seemed to be blocked by a big stone, which made him feel very uncomfortable.

He held Ning Xiangsi's hands tightly, reluctant to let her go.

Listening to what he said, Ning Xiangsi shook her head frequently, unable to stop her tears.

"I don't believe it. You drove me here before. How could you treat me as a life-saving straw? You must have lied to me, you must be!"

"No, I'm serious! At that time, I still couldn't see my heart clearly. On the one hand, I longed for you, but on the other hand, I resisted in my heart. I felt that falling in love with you was a sin... The only way I could think of was to drive you away ..."

Ji Tingfeng said regretfully, paused, his voice was a little hoarse.

"Actually, since then, for a long time, I have had... certain fantasies about you. I was afraid of doing something outrageous to you. If I didn't drive you away, I was really afraid that I... would regret it.

Later, you left and went to City H. I started to work hard and put all my heart into my work, but I found that the fear in my heart was getting bigger and bigger.When you told me that you and Ouyang were together, my heart shattered like glass...

I finally understand that even if I escape to the ends of the earth, no matter how I hide, I will never be able to escape from you.Your figure has long locked me like an invisible shackle, no matter where I go, you lock me.

Later you told me that you felt inferior, you felt scared, and you acted like you wanted to retreat. Do you know how scared I was at that time?I feel like I'm about to lose you, because I've fallen in love with you so much that I can't live without you! "

Ning Xiangsi widened her tearful eyes and opened her mouth in disbelief.

This is the first time she heard what Ji Tingfeng said in his heart. Is it an auditory hallucination?Or is she dreaming?
Suddenly, Wu Pingting's figure popped up in her mind.

"You lie, did you watch TV dramas? That's why you learned to say these deceitful love words? You were on a blind date with senior sister Pingting before. If you love me and care about me, why did you go on a blind date with senior sister Pingting? "

She said angrily, and angrily shook off Ji Tingfeng's hand.

"It's because of you!"

Ji Tingfeng was anxious and blurted out.

Ning Xiangsi was even more confused: "Because of me? Why?"

Ji Tingfeng pursed his lips and told the truth.

"Because you said you didn't want to announce our relationship yet, and my grandpa and aunt were pressing hard, so it happened that my aunt tricked me into meeting Wu Pingting at this time..."

After such a long time, the two finally opened up and talked.

(End of this chapter)