Uncle is lucky to marry me

Chapter 1111 No complaints in this life, no regrets in this situation (3)

Ning Xu bent his lips, and gave Shui Jingmo a cheerful and soft smile, just like when they were still together, when he faced him, he always raised the corners of his lips unconsciously, and The eyes are full of affection that is about to overflow.

"Ah Jing," Ning Xu called softly.

Just these two words made Shui Jingmo's heart tremble, and the words that fell on his lips couldn't be said at all.

"Have you ever loved me?" Ning Xu looked at him, with longing and expectation in his eyes, just like when he hugged his waist and acted like a baby.

Shui Jingmo's fingers in his wide sleeves were tightly clenched, and he didn't even feel his nails digging into his palm.

His face was calm, and his eyes were even more calm.

But at this moment, he already felt so strenuous even standing and facing him like this. He clearly knew that even if he blinked his eyes now, all his persistence might collapse.

Let all the persistence of the past ten years be reduced to ashes.

He couldn't answer.

He knew that he must love him, Xiao Xu was the only person he loved in Shui Jingmo's life, and he loved him to the core.

But he can't say, he can't.

Back then, his mother, who had been dependent on each other for many years, had been threatening him in various ways, even at the cost of her life, so he couldn't turn a blind eye.He married Feng Peining, so he couldn't be irresponsible to Feng Peining.

All his cruelty can only be used on the person he loves the most, and can only be used on Xiao Xu.

That's why people are such bastards. Often all the harm will only be done to the person who loves you the most and you love very much. This is like an instinct.

He can't say love him.

But if he doesn't love, he can't even say it. He has said the most hurtful thing, and even more hurtful thing, he really can't say it. This is much harder than letting him die.

So all these years he has been avoiding, avoiding Xiao Xu, and also avoiding himself, because he can't give the answer to this question, including himself, he can't give the answer.

Ning Xu looked at the silent Shui Jingmo, suddenly smiled lightly, walked forward, and gently hugged Shui Jingmo.

That's great, it's still the familiar temperature and smell on his body, nothing has changed.

And in this moment, it's all real.

It's not the illusory dreams he bought with the puppet grass, it's not his stiff body, stiff eyes, and numb temperature in the dream.

Now it's all real, he's real, hold him.

Ning Xu raised his head slightly, Shui Jingmo's face was very close to him.

"I, I like you very much, Ajing." Ning Xu bent his lips, some cold lips fell on Shui Jingmo's lips, he wanted to stay longer, wanted to caress his familiar temperature, wanted to The attachment of lips and teeth and the fusion of mutual absorption, but he just touched it lightly, and then left.

Shui Jingmo just stood there, but his heart was already shaken.

As long as Xiao Xu's lips stay there for even a second, he may not be able to restrain himself from wanting to hug him crazily.

Ning Xu let go of Shui Jingmo, took two steps back, and stared quietly into his eyes, so deep and nostalgic.

"Xiao Xu, what's the matter with you today?" Shui Jingmo's fingers clenched even tighter, and he tried hard to relax himself.

(End of this chapter)